Hey everyone,
Decided to join this site, because I am in need of seriously improving my game! Here's a few things about myself:
I am 27 yrs old, and am currently living in FL. I am currently pursuing a BS in engineering (just one semester left!), however IMO this is the only great thing I have going for me. I am currently hurting financially (stuck with the parents), and well have never gotten away from being a AFC. As a kid, I was always considered shy and quiet. In middle school, I got picked on a whole lot for this! This changed in highschool, I became more outspoken and somewhat socially acceptable. I got along with alot of people, some were even attractive girls. In fact, there were many occassions where I got hit on by girls. For the first time in my life I found out girls liked me.
However, I was living in pure misery! In 9th/10th grade, I developed a serious case of cystic acne. I got that self-esteem killer all over my face, neck, back, shoulders, and upper arms. My face eventually got better after a year, suprisingly leaving only a few minimal scars on my nose (thank god!). But, the rest of my body kept steadily developing numerous large painful cysts. As if it weren't enough, these cysts also left keloids and discolored scars (which I still have today). Obviously, I abstained from events where I would have to take off my shirt (such as the beach). This also meant distancing myself from girls. I would keep them as friends or just never pursue them after a opener. My logic was: "Why write a check, I can't cash"! This kept me from even attending prom. I pretty much became a miserable recluse.
This status continued past highschool. The cystic acne persisted with no avail, despite my combating it with medication throughout the years. Eventually, the acne calmed down around three years ago when I really started hitting college hard. And well, that's all I did: attend school, work, hang out with friends every now and then, and stay home. No, picking up gorgeous girls, or taking vacations, hitting the clubs, etc. Just like high school. In fact, I still live this unhealthy routine today. I mean I do go out, with friends every now and then to get a drink, but nothing else. I've never really have had a chance to live my life to its full potential. It seems every year follows the same predicatable template. And well, each year my situation seems to be getting worse IMO. My situation hasn't changed from high school. I'm still the guy that's cool on the outside, but feeling terrible on the inside. This is why I joined this site. Hopefully, I can meet some local PUAs that could help me get out of this vicious circle. I would love to be able to make it a habit of being able to pick up any girl I want, without stopping at just an opener. It's time for a change!
If you live in FL get at me!
CHAT