good evening all, I hate to bother you and am trying to make this as short through as possible.. Met a HB9+, who I was physically attracted to but quickly got feelings for.. I live in south florida where there are a lot of fake superficial people and women. This girl is the realest down to earth girl I ever met, and for some reason I am head over heels, very very very rare for me.

We have had several dates and there is obviously a physical attraction many make out sessions, and huge kino all the time but for the first time in my life I have a girl that doesnt take my shit and call me out, which i think is awesome, we discussed relationships and well believe it or not she is looking for exact same thing I am, to enjoy life and not put a title on things., however with this girl I want a relationship. Today I acted like a child with her via text saying all this non sense and how I feel, and trying to boost my ego in a desperate attempt to swing the ball back in my court. Overall she called me out on it again, however I felt like the night ended well and I did ruin it. How do I care less and not do this again. Again, feeling and acting this way has never happened before and I HATE IT. sorry for the rant need advice

Find hobbies.

Flirt with other girls.

Oneitis is very common on guys who have very few things go on for them(Girls jobs life)

And realize also that everthing that begins has an ending. Being too much of needy guy will only speed that ending.

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