I have just read the whole journal and I gotta congratulate you! Keep up the good work, I appreciate game can sometimes be a back and forward experience but it sounds like you are getting out there and enjoying life.

My only suggestion would be to work out what your end goal is and work towards it. For some people it is to sleep with loads of different women, or to have one fuck buddy with absolutely crazy passionate sex, or to find an amazing girlfriend. Once you have a goal then you have something to measure your success by so that might help provide some more of the motivation, I know it does for me!

Setbacks
Im 99% positive (punn intended) that I have an STD.

What a shit start to the year!!



It fucking sucks. The last week has been dreadful. The chronic itching, and it burns when I piss. I cant sleep at night because the itching is too much, and its the thing that wakes me up every morning. I have a constant reminder every 10 minutes or so when this sharp and intense itching goes up my penis. And its on the inside so you cant scratch it. The best you can do it squeeze your dick so it goes away for a bit. Its really getting to me emotionally and physically.

The best way to describe it, is it feels like small ants are crawling up your shaft and you cant stop them. The burning when you urinate hurts a little... but its nothing compared to the itch.

So I went to the doctor yesterday and got tested but my results dont come back for 4 more fucking days, and I cant get SPAM until the results are back. I also had to drop my pants for the LADY (thankgod) to check. There goes my weekend. and the next two weeks on antibiotics... So the last thing on my mind is sex right now, which will halt my goals, but I dont really care, I just wanna be back to full health.

Im actually PRAYING that the result comes back positive, so then I can get treated ASAP and its over with. If the result is somehow negative, I dunno what the fuck I will do... I think I will go crazy at the doctors and demand SPAM.

I am sort of thankful that I have the symptoms though, as only 50% of males even get them... This way it makes sure I do something about it, otherwise I probably wouldn't have got tested for quite some time and spread this shit onto people I care about, such as the girl from Germany who visits me soon. As it can cause Infertility if left untreated. Pain is a blessing in disguise - I just came up with that saying
ha ha... Congrats! Of course it has to be the time when Chief mentions it...

Ive learnt a valuable lesson and its a huge wake up call for me... Ive had unprotected sex a fair bit, the number has definitely gone into double digits... So it was bound to happen sooner or later. Well, I guess I pushed my luck too far.

Let it be a lesson to anyone else reading this.

Use fucking protection, or get tested.

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thanks dude

yea Ive got a few goals listed, but the main one has been to get sex with numerous girls! for now anyway!

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Oops! its been a while since Ive posted!

Ive only been out once in the last 2 weeks =( But Australia day was a great day!

sex on a roof!
I got laid on the roof of a house lol. There ya go.
I had met this girl once before, and she was being such a brat, throwing stuff at me and my friends, just for fun. Then somehow me and her ended up wrestling and she pinned me down on top of her in the middle of the party haha. and she wouldnt let go. so my leg was like wrenched over her shoulder in some weird tantric sex position and I was just saying 'Raape!!' anyway she enjoyed it.

A bit later she was upset about something and asked me to follow her... so she climbed a tree and went on to the roof on the back of the house. asked me to follow her up.. lol so I did. anyway it was raining a bit, and she was in a bikini. I got her to take her top off =)

Then we ended up making out, I was fingering her, getting a handjob and then ended up doing the grown up.

It didnt last long because we were too paranoid someone was able to see us + its actually very uncomfortable and kind hurts haha... afterwards we both kinda laughed. bit cute I guess. Shes a pretty cool girl and shes 3 years older than me too!

She kinda disappeared as the night went on...

I kissed another girl later too. I had been dancing with her a little bit and later she was looking for her drink cup, and I said id help her look, so we ended up around the side of the house where no one was and I just kissed her lol and she let me. The power of isolation!

anyway later on we were just sitting around drinking, and I noticed my mate whos been a bit of a douche lately was trying to make a move on her. So it cockblocked me from taking things further with her. I kinda just let him take her from there, although he didnt do anything with her. So I was a bit pissed he got in the way but oh well. I didnt say anything to him either.

When Im not going out
Im using facebook and my phone a bit at nights and just being flirty with a few girls and its fun. I know I got the option of a couple of different girls to date if I want to take them.

I feel like im almost where I wanna be at with my game. almost satisfied... good network of girls and Ive got that momentum going for when I go overseas. I think my games pretty solid, but I could be going a lot better if I follow up on some of these dates...

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DLV like crazy and still got Laid
Last night, Saturday, I went out clubbing with some friends and we just got really drunk! I wasnt even planning on getting laid or thinking about it.

So there I was really drunk in this club, DLVing to the max! slurring everything I said, drunk eyes, just laughing and slobbering with my mates.... Just being an idiot, sort of a couldnt give a fuck attitude...

I decided to text a girl, "where are you?"
turns out shes in the same club as me...
then she says: "come find me"

So I go look for her but no luck... next thing she found me instead! and shes right behind me and were both beside the dancefloor... It was so weird but cool, it was almost like insta-pickup. I took her for a dance straight away, because I was in my lazy 'ill just take you right here and now' mood. and it was ON immediately... We started making out in the first minute.

(probably should provide some back story, this is one of the girls ive simply been flirting with by text and facebook)

We went up to the balcony to have a smoke, probably stayed for about another hour. She was really touchy and feely which was cool, but it was time to get out of there and head home! so we did.

I knew it would be a struggle to have sex how drunk I was. And it was. I gave up when we got home and went to sleep. couple hours later I woke up ready to go! so we had some crazy fun sex. And then again in the morning. I dont even remember it starting, in the morning. I am convinced she mounted me in my sleep, because all I remember is waking up, then first thing I realise is that we were having sex... whether I was half asleep or not I cant remember. But it was cool

Met another girl and got her number
I met some other girl aswell and got her number. She actually texted me this morning about going out again this week for a drink... might just follow it up.

Thinking
Makes me question what importance value really has... I showed none, but was just sexual as shit and that got me laid. Thats all there was to it. Why make it more confusing than it already is?

If you have problems getting laid, just go to sleep and you've always got that weird time at around 3am when your body just naturally wakes up wanting sex... otherwise the morning.

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Love reading your posts. They are all very entertaining all the time..

thanks man! hope you can take a thing or two from it. Maybe I need to go a bit more in depth for this purpose...

I thought it'd be a nice gesture to send a text for valentines day to every girl ive hooked up with and still have their number. Show them that I dont just forget about them and Im actually a nice guy when I want to be! maybe it'd just make their day

"happy valentines day sexy xo"

MOST replied. LOL

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Best two weeks of my life!
So previously, I was sleeping with the girl mentioned somewhere in one of the above posts. But I had to end it because I had my German girl was coming to visit. It weighed on my mind a lot because I really liked her and didnt want to have to tell her I cant see her anymore. I decided to be honest and told her - I would be busy with a friend visiting. I didnt have to go into the specifics, but said I hope Ill get the chance to see her again some day.

She was kinda cool about it, and even still asked for me to come over again just last night, but I didnt.

Anyway I spent the some of the best 2 weeks of my life with the girl Im in love with... and I had the balls to tell her I love her first! I once did this thing where I would wait for the girl to say it first, coz I guess I can be a pussy at that stuff and it makes you feel vulnerable, but I thought fuck that is immature and I should just say it, why wait? one night we had an argument, because I was spending time with my friends and she got upset because she felt left out. She was mad and started tearing up and said she was going home. I said fuck that, I just wanted to see my friends because its the last time I will for a while, im sorry but i love you and want to spend the night with you - lets get out of here. She hugged me and said I love you too Ich Liebe Dich and I wiped a tear off her cheek. And we went off and had the best time together she even won $200 at the casino! guess we were both lucky that night!

My problem with double standards... I'm a hypocrite and I hate it.
Im the one with the goals to sleep with lots of girls. Im the one going off to spring break.

I found out she had slept with someone else back home... And it bothered me. Yet I look at what Ive been doing... And what I kinda plan to do...

I just could never do a long distance relationship, and she understands I will be getting up to some shit while Im travelling. Unless I can accept that she has the right to as well, then Im just being a dickhead.

But at the end of the day I think our sex was so good, that no one else really stands a chance at comparing ha ha ha

Leaving overseas tomorrow
Peace out guys for now, its been fun. Maybe Ill get to update this on the road with some cool stories.

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Its been ages

my travels have been awesome. too much to talk about, but cutting to the chase on the pickup aspect of things:

america was very kind to me over the 3 months. the girls there loved our accents and love to drink. some are kinda annoying though and it started to get repetitive after a while.

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I have since flown into London for a week (girls there are amazing and kind too)
having sex in hostels is fucking hilarious. you wake about 10 people up and my friend was laughing trying to film the whole thing on both occasions.
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now ive just got into spain staying in an old mansion overlooking the ocean with 2 friends. i love it already.


pickup in spain

This is the first time its become hard to meet strangers because they all speak spanish in the bars.... most of them know only a little bit of english. any tips on how to go about picking up girls in different cultures/languages. ive done it before, when they come to visit my country, but now its like ive been thrown in the deep end.

thanks

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a relevant quote ive picked up that i love: starve the ego, feed the soul

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