thanks chief. Got a big weekend coming up just for you! oh I mean for me.. and for the girls of course.

European girl staying for 2 days tomorrow
Tomorrow my first CouchSurfer arrives!
Shes a european girl and shes staying with me for 2 nights.
Im excited but I dont really know what to expect I think movies and a bottle of bubbly on the first night. get talking then maybe turn it into BedSurfing

I hope shes my type, otherwise no worries, Ill just go out to the bars


Why I didnt go out last weekend hence no journal worthy posts
As for Why I havent been posting... I have an inner game Issue I need to overcome! See... ah well its kinda lame but... this is an anonymous journal so what the heck.

I got a pimple on my chin over the weekend. (yeaa.. lmao.. shutup )

And this just made me not want to go out.. Fair enough? I dunno. Most people I know wouldnt want to either. But why did I let it take my confidence ?

But then you hear of people who have serious physical conditions and they are aspiring PUA's, who dont let shit bring them down- like Madals for example. So I need to get my inner game tight enough, so that irrelevant things out of my control wont affect my confidence regardles.. How to do this.... ? well Im workin on it. Until then, no more bloody Mcdonalds!

While Im behind the anonymous safety net I cant feel shame right?
One more thing... I think I gotta lay off masturbating.
The term mental masturbating... when you meet a girl and are satisfied with it so you sorta feel like the work is done... well take that and throw in physically masturbating over her... yea.... ummmm (at least I own up to it ). Then I lose interest for like... a while. maybe a day. Not helping my interest levels.

Goal
no more until I get laid. Next time I feel the urge. Ill gotta just call the girl herself. Its more work, but its not.... sad? lol.

Next post will be after the weekend wish me luck

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Presenting my first Lay Report

So after about 3 1/2 weeks of starting a Journal I got my first lay! (so to anyone reading or following this, I recommend starting one... It really helps you to keep on track of your goals)

Personally, I had been getting the feeling that perhaps my goal of getting lots of lays was something I didnt even want it at all. Not because of my lack of ability, but more so my lack of desire and will. But after making the first measurable step towards that goal, I know this is what I still want. It was a fucking fun night! wow

Ok so I feel like I ran some pretty solid natural game that all just seemed to fall together for me.

I picked her up at 4pm outside the hotel. She was coming to stay at my house for 2 nights as part of a thing called couchsurfing (that deserves a whole other thread on its own... its fucking great)

Anyway picked her up, and we share conversation in the car (zero Approach Anxiety, I guess because it was already planned) We really just chatted a bit about our lives who what when where how... she seemed pretty cool. I always try to make emotions present in the conversation and keep it away from dull and boring. Whether it involves making her laugh, or even scaring her a little... ( i mentioned the movie wolf creek, where backpackers get killed in Australia) and yea.... her face was priceless.

I invited a friend over, just to make things not so 1on1 and take the pressure off, so we could ease into getting to know eachother through a 3 way conversation. I really love this concept and will do it more from now on. Also I get along great with my mate, so the conversations are running non-stop into weird yet amusing places. Meanwhile she was joining in and laughing. We decided to go to a poker place and enter a local tournament. I invited her to join in, but she was a bit too shy, so she just watched me play. I won my first 3 hands by taking 3 seperate guys All In so I was really the AMOG bully of the table psyching everyone out. She was laughing and kept catching my eye as she watched. I knew I wasnt gonna try and win, so I just tried to make it entertaining for her to watch so she didnt get bored.

Me and her were taking it in turns of buying beers (I know you shouldnt drink and game, but after 3 already solid hours of getting to know her, a beer was nothing to do with helping confidence... I already had that sorted) But, anyway. After about an hour I thought I shouldnt just leave her there, watching so I went all in in the poker game and lost.

So now I just joined her at the bar, and I could feel that vibe... that she was attracted to me now... so I started my kino. first arm on the leg, then around her back. and she was giving it back to me, with an arm on my leg then when I went for a hand hold, she held back. It was on.

We decided to bounce and on the way home stopped by a liquor store to buy some european christmas wine.. or Gluwein. Something nice anyway. So it reminded her of being back home. We drank this together on the couch. She started talking about war or something and all I wanted to do was kiss her. So I steered the conversation into a better direction and got the vibe feeling seductive and right to kiss her so I did.

So things started to get heated and I was getting physical, maybe rushing it a bit, but I usually like rushing it... Getting caught up in that desire is fun... But then she stopped me and said "boys" .. Hinting that we only want one thing. So I repeated back "girls" and stopped kissing her but just maintained eye contact for a while (60YOC resistance concept... but then pulled away to show I WASNT only interested in once thing- I guess this is like one of them LMR techniques). It worked.

Anyway... I showed to her that I could slow things down by kissing and escalating soft and slowly this time, and this actually got her more fired up. Before I knew it she was naked jumping into my pool leading me in behind her. It was sooo hot. we had sex in the pool at night, then back inside on the bed.

I tried using protection but she ripped it off after about 5 minutes. It felt a lot better. And shes only 18 so I hope she didnt have any STD's

Feedback
I know to crutique and give feedback on reports you sortve need to know more of the technical details, but thats the thing... I dont really go into the whole routines or, kiss close techniques and when I should use them. I just like to keep it feeling as natural as possible and just go with what I feel will work at the time. In saying that - I am always looking to improve so if youve got any advice you would like to add Im happy to hear it!

I think in this example mostly everything went great. and now my goals are back on track.

Shes staying over again tonight too. yay more sex

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ha!
If a girl even SUGGESTS to not use a condom, that means she's done it before. If she RIPPED IT OFF, she's done it many time before. Get tested.

Week off girls
I took a week or off being so one track minded towards girls the past week. Instead I had a fun week over Christmas to just spend time with family and drink beer. I dont think I even texted a girl the whole time.

It was a lot of fun actually and clears your mind a lot! which was good! Good to know I dont always have to be chasing tail and my life is still great the way it is without women!

Field report from last week
anyway I went out on the 21st I think and forgot to do the field report.

I went out on the town with about 15 mates so it was kind of a boys night out and I wasnt too interested in getting any results, just having fun. I didnt really use the big group to my advantage to meet other people around me like I should of, I more so just had fun talking to everyone in it. I guess I got distracted from there being so many of us, that I didnt get bored enough to think to go out and open lots of girls.

I still met a couple of girls that night...

Girl one
This girl I apocalypse opened her

I knew her through a friend, so I thought what the heck...

She told me she had work the next day at 7am, so I didnt really try pursue her or kiss her after like I usually wouldve liked to.

I noticed she did sort of hang around a lot after that and I actually ended up getting the cab home with her.

I just screened her too much and found out she wasnt really my type at all, she was just hot. So i kinda lost interest in gaming her... After that I just became stubborn and dont think I wouldve been much fun for her to be around...

Anyway I got out first in the cab and said bye, didnt kiss her... But I guess if I see her again, the first thing Ill ask her is if she has work the next day

Girl 2
At one stage I broke off from the big group with just one friend, who has been in a relationship for 4 years, but is the best wingman you could ever ask for. He brings girls over and then has no interest in getting in their pants, so its all up to me if I want them or not.

Anyway he knew 2 good looking girls, so I met them both through him and we chatted with them for ages. I could tell the one I didnt want was REALLY interested in me, and perhaps ended up cockblocking me from her other hot friend that I wanted. Anyway I got the hot ones number and facebook, but then the other one made me put her details in my phone as well which I didnt really want.

I guess Ill start texting them both this week! no prizes for guessing which one will reply first.

Sticking point
Theres no way I escalated enough. I guess thats the sticking point I had for the night. Going out with lots of friends made me not feel like/maybe even gave me an excuse not to try and get it on with girls like I usually do.

Each time I met a girl, I would sort of just hit a wall where I got over it, so I wouldnt keep escalating and instead would go back to my friends. No excuses but I wasnt feeling it so much. Hence the week off women afterwards.

The next week
Anyway I have a big weekend coming up over new years! Im excited! we have a hotel room booked out for 2 nights and me and my friends all got tickets to the hottest party in the city. This time I better set myself some goals before I go out, so I dont have any excuses to say why I wasnt trying.

Couple of goals
Get a New Years kiss
Take a girl back to the hotel room
Have fun and flirt lots!

merry xmas and a happy new year xo

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Motivation
Im finding it hard to be motivated! Like, today I didnt even go out. and my day game has been below par.

Half my excuse is... I have a girl from europe coming to visit me in 6 weeks. So I feel like, the sex and that feeling of love is going to come to me regardless...

Its like its giving me an excuse to be content about not reaching my full potential.

The man with nothing has a lot more motivation than the man with a bit...

I gotta WANT to reach my full potential!

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It's not so hard to be motivated when there's something beautiful in front of you, waiting to be taken.

thats true. i just gotta get out there to see it. thanks

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Ive been lasy/busy and I got a few FR's to catch up on. Ill just talk about my successes in the last 2 weeks.

NYE
We hired out a hotel room and went to a sweet party on an Island. NYE I just get drunk so I wasn't really working sets hard, I was just floating around set to set. I made it my goal to meet a shitload of people and have fun - I did!

Anyway there was a live band, so I hit the dance floor with a mate about 30 mins before midnight. Its true, no girl wants to be alone for it... They were all pairing up with someone... I danced for about 15 minutes... bit of fun. Then I knew Id have to make a move soon to get a NYE kiss (hell even I didnt want to be alone for it:P)

So... I just hit up a cute girl if she wanted to be my NYE dance. She said maybe, smiled and stayed with her friends to dance, but kept in my proximity. I just kept dancing, then I caught her making eye contact with me again so I grabbed her hand, twirled.. then pulled her in to dance close to me. anyway in the new year count down I said happy new year! and kissed her, she loved it!

We actually learnt eachothers names afterwards and just chatted and danced for another 15 minutes then she said shes gotta go see friends, so I got her number and left.

I got a couple other numbers this night, and added 4 new girls on facebook the next day! so it was a fun social night... we got back to the hotel room at about 6am... slept for 2 hours, then went out the next night. Continued in the next post:

Lessons
Body language is nearly everything!

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1st day of 2012
We woke up hungover! but we had another night in the hotel, so we all went out again...

I sent out my standard text that night that I usually do to about 10 girls or whoever I think Id be interested in... Something along the lines of: Are you out tonight sexy?

Anyway this girl replied, so I kept texting her all night! we tried to meet up at the same club but it was difficult to end up in the same place at once! So when I finally met her it was already about 11pm... I just put it straight on her. Kino, touchy, flirty... She was with her friends, but I wanted to isolate as soon as I could! She said she felt like going for a swim, because it was a hot night.

Hell yea theres a pool at our hotel!

So I sort of made a quick break away with her, back to the hotel... 5 minute walk. My arm was around her lower back, then I held hands. We got the pool, and I took my shirt off and jumped in... I thought she actually wanted to swim, but she just sat on the step... I suggested getting in her underwear and join me but she said it was too cold.. ugh, so she wasnt gonna swim now.. And she wouldnt put her damn phone down...

So I sat next to her on the pool step and started kissing her, then slowly coaxed her into the pool still in her dress, and put her phone by the pool side. Anyway we were kissing in the pool, and she was going along with it fine now, but she kept getting messages on her damn phone from her friends! so she kept checking it and it was ruining the vibe. I thought Id try get her really aroused so she wouldnt worry about the phone, so I kissed her passionately and she replied well with her arms around me and her legs kinda wrapped around me. anyway I fingered her... but then *beep beep* and she goes to check her phone -.- She said she had to go.. and that was kinda the end of it. massive anti climax.

Dunno what else I couldve done here?
Maybe built more rapport with her friends so that they wouldnt keep texting her...

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2nd Jan
After the long/fun weekend I went back home tired as.

I hadnt managed to get one off with a girl so to speak, so I was still trying tonight...

Just sending absurd texts to a girl, telling her to come over and wrestle me because I was angry at her.

she was just like wtf lol

I told her I was gonna wrestle her and it might turn into sex coz I cant help myself.

she said she would come over but now shes scared she will get raped.

I said yea I would be too if I was you =( but you might enjoy it...

she said LOL.... ok I might come over later.

So yea she came over and we just had sex. It wasnt very good on my behalf... I lost wood after like 5 minutes and suddenly was just so tired and all I wanted to do was go to sleep. She didnt seem to mind, and she just gave me a back massage til I was practically asleep then she said bye and left.

anyway I had sex but it wasnt that great room for improvement LOL

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POF and Couch Surfing

These are the 2 sites I have sorta opened up to in order to improve the range of girls for sex.

POF
I messaged a 35yr old cougar on POF and she got back to me saying she is down this week..

Hey Ill be honest..I'm a 21 year old, single, male.. and I'm looking for a
an older woman for a casual hookup. You can take a look at my profile and if you're interested, lets chat. *said her fantasy from her page* sure when and where?

Quite possibly.. although not sure when & where though

Your place. This week

mine is a possibility.. prefer evenings. I'm on call tomorrow from 4am, so not tonight and start 7.30am Wed, so not tomorrow night. I'm heading out Wed night with the girls, so maybe LATER that night, or Fri or Sat night could be a possibility.


lool so I think shes down for sex, nothing else. sweet, I will give her my number then see what happens!

Couch Surfing
I organised 3 Italian girls to couch surf at my mates house while he has room. I went there last night to drink and meet them. Was a bit of fun. The hot one has a boyfriend.... Not that I think this is out of my capabilities, I just know its extra effort having done it before, so I didnt go there. And I noticed my friend was interested in the next hottest one. So since they are staying at his I didnt really care to get her or not.. Instead I just winged my friend a bit. So hopefully he gets some action out of it!

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Dude awesome thread will read rest of your posts soon and il be following you. I relate alot to you im 21, use 60yrs in night clubs and usually have zero AA when tipsy, and pretty much suck at day game. working on improving my daygame now. Plus i am going to europe in April! I think i might start my own FR soon.

Its funny that girl you talked to on the grass i do the exact same thing. Its like a battle inside your head then finally after a few minutes you reach the conclusion fuck it just approach.

I like the fact that you only have 2 pages in this journal while you're using my material but you're getting a lot more results than someone who has 13 pages in his journal while he's using Mystery Method

thanks! and Ill give you some credit for it too

Get your audio book done and get it out there. Then market it! Ill do my part in this journal by giving it a good word through already proven results!

peace


Goals for the New year
I suppose you gotta constantly update your goals, to keep them focused, relevant etc.

Momentum's a great thing, I feel like once it gets going it has a snowball effect.

I'm halfway in my 3 month journal so I got 6 weeks to go til I leave to go travel... I gotta start really saving my money hard now. I think it will hinder my results in a way... because lets face it, money matters where I live. But I shouldnt let it stop me, and instead adjust to it... Ill focus more on daygame.

- Keep the ball rolling... get 2+ more lays. Improve my performance on the last lay!!! lol

- Meet more girls through day game each week. I haven't got a specific number in mind but ill push myself and see how many I can meet.

- Keep the attractive/fun lifestyle going. Im seeing my friends lots, beaches aplenty! nightclubs most weeks, and working enough to make some money. I just wanna keep that going
- quit smoking.

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thanks man!

oh you'll have to tell me how europe goes for you... the best places and the best women, ok? Because I wont be there until June.
yea lol its retarded sometimes hey. I find it getting better with confidence! Sometimes I kinda feel like it, other times I just gotta push myself a bit harder.

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