| Many thanks to all the above replies.
1st, background clarificaion/suppliment:
she's not in any relationship, BUT, her ex- continues pushing them going back into relationship. AND, since she shares the same boss with her ex-, and the boss supports her ex- deeply, she confronts losing job, or even worse, if she totally refuses her ex-. Actually, she feels horrible, when she imagines if she goes back into relationship with her ex-. -- she hates her ex-, that's why they broke up.
2nd, the girl and me, we know each other deeply, (I did well on attraction and comfortable, but just didn't seduce before too late.) so half year ago, the fail reason is "no feeling", or say, I was stucked in the friend zone. SO, I followed the Mystery, tried to show a totally different appeareance, DHV, and appearing companied with other girls(making jealousy). ---- I think that's why she said "has some feeling" this time.
3rd, what I'm not sure is, whether a fucked girl would fall in love with the guy who fucked her, especially considering she could still be a virgin. since a lot of article showing that girls model is sex->love, contrast to man model love->sex.
4th, I dislike force, dislike cheat, dislike just for fun fucking to my really love girl. that's why I stopped before the last step, at last time. I don't think it would be too difficult if I wanna seduce and fuck. BUT I wanna make sure that I should, or not, do that.
5th, it maybe a little different in her culture.-- she thinks sex can just happen in relationship, but not before. that seems the main reason she remorse -- it's guilty to be nearly fucked by a not boyfriend guy. --but the remorse reason could also be that it's the first time she experiences so close/deep body touch.
Your advices would help me a lot. I'm looking forward to hearing from you.
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