got burned lately .. no need to go in detail....

she was toxic all along but some time ago i set things straight and fucking banned her out of my life ( which i should have done in the beginning ).. it was destined to fail anyway so....

i really do not understand people fucking lying to eachother and fucking eachother up using eachother or playing games .. i mean what the fuck is this shit.. today i thought about that woman and ... first there was a bit of anger.. then there was a bit of .. sadness and dissapointment..

it just struck me.. i just don't understand why people fool eachother.. why the fuck be cold and so called '' alpha'' like you need to prove anyone.. why the fuck backstab anyway. i felt like contacting her or something and telling her the same.. but she didn't care anyway so i don't know why im even thinking about it.

why fuck eachother up ?
why ignore eachother ?
why not appreciate friendships instead of using people ?
why not show respect and not lie ?
why not respect someones needs and values instead of trying to get what we want ?

she really hurted my feelings... she didn't deserve my trust... i have like 1000 reasons to be pissed .. but somehow i feel sad .. and dissapointment .. i somehow feel sad and disspointed in her.. i don't understand why i feel this way.

a part of me is like jezus.. like i forgive her..
another part just knows she's still the same.. she's calculative...

point is.. i don't want to ever thinking back about this shit.. people fucking eachother up with childish games and behaviours.. when im old and dieing i don't want to think back to this shit.. life is too short... you see where im going ?

or where i am at ?

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Dude I feel the same way 100%, the exact same thing has happened to me! 99% of the women on this planet are fucked up! I wish, I wish more than anything that women could just stop playing games and learn to love and be unselfish, but this is not going to happen! If you let your guard down and stop being an alpha, most women (even though they are good people deep down) are liable to use you, cheat on you or dump you. I'll give it to you in simple terms: natural selection has meant that most of the nice/unconditionally loving/caring women died off a long time ago, they stayed with the first man they came across who, more likely than not, were not the strongest/smartest/fastest and thus were not able to protect her or her offspring.

DO NOT FIGHT THIS FACT, IT IS REALITY. YOU WILL LOSE. Accept it, RELISH the challenge. A woman's respect/interest/kindness is NEVER unconditional. It sounds like you let your guard down and assumed that you shouldn't have to be alpha for her to respect you, you feel she ought to respect you and be there for you even if you act like a loser. She knows she has other options, and it's time for you to realise the same thing. YOU are the prize, you don't need validation from anyone to know your own self-worth and you certainly don't need her, there are so many nice chicks out there you would not be able to count.
You have an inner game issue, you still don't FULLY believe that you are the prize and you have other options.

P.S. Maybe if you are lucky, one day you'll find an amazing girl who will genuinely care about you, you'll have loads in common and she'll love you for the person you are instead of how socially valuable she perceives you to be, however they are in the absolute minority. Maybe then you could let your guard down a bit, but until that day, you pick yourself up and you don't give a shit because you have other options.

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The question is, why do people fool themselves? It is just to maintain that illusion of a world they are living in, to not have to see themselves and how mucch they really suck. So they try to convince others around them about what it is they themselves really want to believe so that they can get external reinforcements.

So why do people fool others? Because they cannot even stay true to themselves.

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bbardot: you just reminded me about porn

i just don't like reality .. it's meaningless .. all woman i see are like this... it's like being in the matrix.. i just know why and what woman are going to do.. everyone tells me i hate woman but they just don't see it.

even female friends , i just know they are attracted and i see all the signals..
i see older woman who are married giving me signals... i gamed some of them.
all woman i have been with fucked me up and never gave unconditional love
even my fucking mom is like the other 99 %

i don't see the point of taking part in society if most people are like this.. the sex isn't worth getting your trust broken, i don't see the point of getting in a relationship anymore...or trusting anyone because you just can't... the problem is that im HSP( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Highly_sensitive_person ).. im always in reaction with emotions and shit .. i set boundaries but emotions are stronger anyway.. if i pause my emotions i feel like shit because then im struggling with all that shit.

it's not that i care about people because i have no boundaries..it's just who i am.. it's just fucked....ALL WOMAN are the same .. really fuck you if you think otherwise .. i don't believe there are good woman out there .. seriously.

all people seem to fool themselfs...

all guys on this forum are tlaking about how to pickup chicks.. man that's fucking easy... how do you accept something fucked up which you cannot change ? that's the hard part.... how do you stay true to yourself if everyone forces you to be someone else..

i wish i was born on some planet with super advanced aliens or something... i don't like humans.

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Okay first of all dude, I read your post and I get you 100% because I'm exactly the same. Wow, and I thought I was alone in thinking this! I understand what you're saying, you're saying that you feel all your interactions with women seem really fake and meaningless, they all follow the same bullshit formula - i.e. women don't really love you, they only love the things you can give to them i.e. make them laugh, make them happy etc. As soon as you take that away either because you're going through a rough time or just want some love, they're ready to break your trust just like that.
You feel that being alpha, and all that stuff is like a meaningless and predictable game and you wish that someone would actually bother to build a genuine connection with you that means something.
You CAN HAVE THAT, you have just never reached the point at which a girl is comfortable enough to do that with you! With 99% of girls this will be very difficult, if not impossible, because they don't have the necessary qualities to build that kind of connection (selfish, insecure, generally just a bitch). You just work on your inner game, keep frame control at all times and not EXPECT A THING or give a shit. I guarantee if you do this, it is very very likely that you'll meet a girl or two one day who will GENUINELY love YOU, not your alphaness or how good your game is. When you meet those girls, you won't know it because you'll have to get their attention (ATTRACTION) and gain their trust first (COMFORT) - if you give up now, you will not be able to do this, and you will miss your chance to find an amazing girl who loves you. You do not want that. Pull yourself together!

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you speak my thoughts
true .. if i sit around and do nothing it only becomes worse .. i might as well accept shit and move on.. why resist and waste energy? the weird thing is .. i seem to relate to other people but no one relates to me lol...most people are fucked up in my life, family and friends... it seems im on my own again.. being a nomad .. mm i like that.. it isn't that bad, im kind of flexible when it comes to that.

well the strategy or solution is befriending every woman.. putting them in the friendzone.. my latest hookup was terrible, it's a good reminder to not sleep with woman or pick them up straight away...because that is not what i need.. i need to detach myself .. not giving a shit and not expecting anything...

all my break ups are horrible but not that bad actually .. the woman never really loved me .. they fell in love with my game.. not with me..they fell in love with the idea of something because they are fucked up themselfs..

i got a few weeks off to work at that shit and my inner game...

i need no meds or bullshit ....time to get the AK-47 out of the closet and dust it off..

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my outlook

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RibxH2-cIW8

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Hm. Maybe the reason I'm not fucked up is cos my mom is like the 1%. Come to think of it, it probably is. I should probably get a nicer christmas present, fuck.

lod we been talking about this subject privately and i think this will help you, i am telling you cause when i was watching it, you came to mind:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNovswAl ... pw&lf=plcp

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awesome links ! thanks !\

tyler is so right and realistic about this shit...seriously...

i know how to game woman but when im getting a little needy .. like a little bit in the cherish mode i just don't see their games on time... later im pissed at myself for not dumping her ass or walking away out of the relationship, because i knew the woman was playing games.

run your own movie.. i totally agree

it's all about changings states and conciousness...

i can totally relate with every point in this vid .. every few seconds a new awareness lol... guess i reached this level now !

it's so fucknig true about being more cherish when you are more experienced.. because you have been in the '' badass'champion state '' for so long it's becomes boring.. when you do inner game you become more healthy and shit - you are more constructive and aimed on long term goals instead of short term.

'true about being a newb.. if you are a newb you live in scarcity for a long time - it's just a default state.. but when you are in a different state and you fall back to cherish / needy / chode state ITS much harder and more worse than you begun.

alot of this shit i new already .. i jsut didn't realize it because i was in a different state.

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