So 2 weeks ago i flcosed a 35 year old milf in a bar we have been texting an that after an shes well into me.

Ok heres the problem this women has 3 kids the night we didnt even talk about them its not realy my style after it i found out ... but yeah you take it as single mum oh well iv fclosed them before doesnt realy bother me if they have kids.

I live in a shithole period she lives like 15 doors away from me its rife with drugs crime an theres been murders on this estate

now i have suspicion her husband who has just come out of prison is searching for me i live so close hes a big black guy about 6ft an well built im not sure what he was in prison for but whatever it was im 23 years old im not realy built an about 5ft 7 hes a grown man of about 30+

Now am i worried a little but of course growing up on a shithole an been a bully victim during your youth years you learn how to fight iv taken on bigger guys an won i also use my body language skills to good use its saved my arse a few times eye contact etc.

Now of course my friends will back me up an my social group is around 50 guys+ who im pretty close with drugdealers the lot pro kickboxers

But i would rather avoid this guy than confront if he comes for me i will have to take him on i ran away all my youth an iv vowed to never run again people will do it more if you do.

Is there any psycology i can use to tame this guy or do i go by the saying live by the sword die by the sword i think i need to find myself a girl an settle down can not be done with this i always seem to get girls who have big bfs its a good job i have alot of frustration inside me from when i was a kid because i got it bad beat up everyday i use to come home with bruises all over me i just took it an never stood up because i thought id get it worse.
An i always came out because i didnt want my dad to think id let him down an been a faggot an if i stayed in he would know there was a problem youth for you its taught me loads though an i have no regrets well maybe a couple but thats life

Im loving life now though but im an extremley aggresive guy for a small person 5ft 7 iv gone from a bully victim too being surrounded by hot girls who all love me an iv been rated by most girls as the best personality in a group of 50ish not looks though so im guessing iv gone to leader of the group.

Ok so this was ment to be short but its turned into somewhere i can just vent my innerself an get it out i just want to become famous i belive i will one day an i dont want some big gripper killing me before i achive it

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If you live by the sword...in this case the sword would be metaphorical for you penis...but you get the idea! No one really tells you the hazards the game has on your life! Kind of like one of those new drugs that come out. It sounds all good.

COMMERCIAL: Do you like tits? Do you like pussy? Do you want to get laid like a RockStar? If you're a man and said "Yes" to any of these questions then you need "PUA PILL...."

Then after a few months you hear one of these commercials....

"Have you or any of your loved ones taken PUA PILL... If so please contact the law offices of......"

There are some definite side effects to the game. Loosing your job, getting beat up, having sex with someone married, STDs, having a kid, ruining your furniture, loosing friends, etc. But then again those are hazards in normal life too.

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i see your point jsmooth but even before game on of my friends took my girl off me who took my virginity when i was super afc infact i even knew she was cheating on me an i still stayed with her for 6 months with no sex when she went out with him as bf/gf i still saw her as a friend once i even tried ending it ... so glad i didnt now an i never will think of something stupid like that again.
I dont speak to her no more but i accept it wasnt her it was me i love women way to much to hold a grudge
After that i built up a social circle which im currently in i dont no how i did it without game just going out getting hammered an flcosing girls an waking up with no memory of how i did it or what i said sometimes id just wake up with a random girl in my bed not many of these girls are what you would call hbs though but my group had 10s in it mainly from school an there friends an that.
Then my friend told me game an iv been here for over a year im confident i still have the occoasional blackout an waking up with a random girl

I think im just fucked up i dont no what is normal sometimes with girls i cant say anythin sometimes with the same girl im the funniest guy they have met i have a split personality when im high energy i can say anything i just flow but sometimes i just sit there on holiday was the worst when 26 of us went away
first day im opening random girls round the pool having a blast the next im quite as a mouse i think i dont trust myself when im high energy with a girl hours go by an it feels like a second its like i blackout an go in a trance of saying the perfect stuff

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You need to work on your mental stability and get more in touch with who you are. It may sound like spiritual bullshit, but when you know exactly who you are, and you love yourself for being that person, you have no reason to be so unsure about things.

your kickboxing friends arnt gonna help you and you have no time to train enuff MMA to get good, fast enough to deal with this.

I recommend you buy a stun gun off ebay for $20 and call the cops immediately to report him and press charges if he threatens you.

woah, detox, buying a shotgun may be over kill. Not to mention illegal where he lives. I do agree with call the police though

that would be

I said Stun gun, $20

Oh, my bad, i could of swore i read shot gun.