| I went to a party with this girl the other week and after some beers we made out. I kissed her using a routine I found (Fake Eyelashes) but after that we kept on making out there the whole night, even when we returned to our neighborhood we spent some time on a squre making out, etc, but all this happened with some alcohol on us.
The girl kept saying: "We shouldnt have done this", "Why we kissed?", "You lied to me to kiss me", "Look how I endend up my night, on this square with you", "It was all your idea, I never wanted to", "I never thought about making out with you", etc.
The thing is that while saying this (all those quotes were extracted from different moments of the night) she never rejected to kiss me or anything. I told her several times that she must follow her feelings and her desires, that she overthinks the situation: you want to kiss someone, fine, go and kiss him, dont think if you should or shouldnt, thats bullshit, and some things about CARPE DIEM and enjoying the moment.
The day after we talked on FB and everything was more than cool, we laughed, etc, and in one part of the talk when we were "remembering" fragments from the night she said: "Know what? I dont know If I want to play this "remembering" game".
Seems pretty doomed to me, but I really like her and before leaving it I think that I must try again. I think that if it happened once might happen twice, what do you think?
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