basically the thing is, i know in the back of my head i'm getting laid that night anyway. if it's not a girl in this bar. it'll be a girl i already know

if i'm going back 'empty handed' i can just walk through the girls floors in my dorm and get laid that way like automatically because so many girls in my social circle basically want me...i kind of mastered this. sorostitutes love me too

basically i'm cold as hell a lot of times...i sometimes even fail to recognize girls in it...but then once in a while...no not when i'm looking to get laid, just out and about in the day. i stop them have like some ridiculous connection with them and they all love me despite being an asshole...well the really really hot ones like me...the average girls i know all hate me weirdly enough and think i'm an a-hole for ignoring them


anyway...how do i get rid of these thoughts...i want to be able to pull right out of a venue. i know how to influence my social circle, but it's a different premise from cold approaching...instead of being super chilled out and not giving a fuck i kind of have to be more in her face during a cold approach in a sense because of how loud the venue is and stuff


also girls in my 1 off...friends of friends all want to know who i am because i'm the ONE chill brown dude my year. there are other brown dudes who are cool, but they are really over the top eccentric..and 1 is gay.

i'm the only one that gives off a chill, i don't give a fuck vibe, i'm awesome. plus i'm the best looking of them