| so if you have been reading this forum for a while you know about my situation with the hot girl in my acting class.
here is a summary of what happened: me and her were paired up to do a scene together. the way we were paired up: I did not have a partner and I was just telling her at the end of class that i dont have a partner. she said she can do a second scene with me. but in the next class, the teacher said "any problems?" I said "ya, i dont have a partner." the teacher asked "does anyone want to do a second scene?" and she raised her hand. Now why did i do this? because i was stupid. I was trying to pretend i dont want to work with her, i thought this would neg her.
then she asked me "ok so you do want to do the scene with me?" and i said "well, I have no choice, do I? I'm sorry, that came out so wrong. i mean, yes, of course i do." I thought you have be an an asshole...i thought that's what gaming is all about?
so anyway, I was very late to our practice because the bus came so late. she got mad and emailed me, saying she cannot work with me anymore. I apologized in email and asked her to work with me, she said no.
in the next class, I pretended nothing has happened and tried to look happy and not upset.
ever since then, things have been awkward between us. I dont make it awkward, I am actually very nice to her...but we don't talk that often. you know, before this happened, we didnt talk much anyway. But I do feel a sense of guilt in her. but maybe i am completely wrong.
so at this point i dont know what to do. I dont want to show interest in her because then that would make me look like a loser. if i dont show interest, then class will end in a few weeks and I will never see her again. so I guess the only option is to show interest. but I dont know how. I am about to send her an email apologizing for being an asshole. I dont know what else to do.
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