So, the for the past month now.. I have been really into this girl and just always want to talk to her, although i feel like it's a bad idea.

Back in about August, she was dating a guy and she was unhappy with him. So, she came to me a lot for attention and one day came over and one thing lead to another, i slept with her. It took about a month after that for her to decide to break up with her boyfriend and for some strange reason, blamed me for manipulating her into having sex with me and things like that. I was surprised and a bit hurt that i was suddenly targetted with this random hate. Anyways, she ignored me for awhile, i was fine with that.

Jump to the present, instead of looking past me, she will sometimes talk with me but will be brief. She acts like nothing happened and we're just like before. To an extent, the only difference is we both don't talk anymore. Now, for some odd reason which is completely beyond me.. I have some urge to start talking to her again, and try to get things back to the way they were in August.

I think what i really need right now, is someone to textually bash me, and just get this idea out of my head.. Because i'm starting to feel like this is a bad one, and won't benefit me in anyway.

It's cat string theory. You just want her because you feel you can't have her, if you actually had this girl you'd probably not want her as much.

Also this girl slept with you before and has some kind of rapport with you, so you feel like you have more of a chance there than taking the risk of talking to other women.

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Can you feel my dick.. Fucking your mind..?