Ok guys...I used to pck up before...but I've been out of actively gaming for a while.


I pulled together all knowledge/experience + mental masturbation at my disposal to come up with a 6-week plan to get myself back on track in my life.

My goals:

1) Sleep with at least one attractive girl with at least not-bad personality by the end of this program.
2) Get in shape(loose fat + build muscle)
3) Improve my GPA (my past one-it has proved disastrous for my grades)
4) Start living freely like a "leaf that falling from a tree free in the air", in the present(neither past nor future)
5) Get new real friends (not acquaintances who don't give a shit about you)
6) Get back my positive view of life
7) Learn to pronounce "R" in words(I'm speech impaired and I couldn't pronounce "L" either but I fixed that)
8 ) Get my logistics problems fixed(like buy a bed for example, instead of sleeping on a mattress on the floor)
9) Get over my fears regarding relationships (At the moment I have two: Loosing passion in an LTR with a girl I care about and being cheated on/dumped)
10) Get really good at case competitions (I want to be a consultant after I graduate.)

In my week one I'm going to be focused on my Inner game (PU wise) and grade(I have a midterm and a paper due this week) + start working out and buy staff for my room.

Most likely I'll post next Sunday, because I doubt there will be much to write about this week. I might post something if I feel like it though.

Also I have doubts about my determination, but I hope I'll stick with this-its not like I have anything better to do for the next 6 weeks

And no matter what-smile

wow...today was one crappy day.

I received my results for my econ exam...and they were bad. Disastrously bad. The only thing that made me feel a bit better was the fact that almost everybody i talked too did worse than me...

I was a bit sore from short workout i did yesterday and couldn't even finish my today's workout.

Didn't have time to work on my inner game today either. Took picture of myself in the mirror(to compare results before I start working out and after) and to be honest...I was ashamed for the shape I'm in.

My goals regarding bodybuilding by the end of the 6 weeks:

25 pull-ups

100-push ups

200-crunches

at least 130 pound bench press...


I'll go to class now, and study a bit cause I can't let my grades be so shitty...

I have a headache now (may be because of working out).

Plans for tomorrow:

1)work on inner game
2)buy necessities
3)workout
4)prepare for exam.

At this point...I don't even feel like smiling...just feel disgusted by the way I became...fucking pathetic.

Good for you. I've also made a list about things I want to change and improve in my life. Mostly regarding pick-up, studying my ass of cause knowledge is power, improving my health as such.

But some advice on your workout. Don't work out every day, unless you work different parts of your body on different days. And instead of setting some sky high goal on how many push up you want to take, then rather take them correctly in sets of 30.
Same goes for crunches.

Cheers and good luck on your mission to general lifeimprovement

And also instead of feeling pathetic and disgusted with yourself then change your pattern of thoughts. Focus on the improvement you will want to make in your life, dont focus on the negative things that caused you to make the change. Everytime you think of something negative, turn it around - Keep your eye on the ball