Theres some more great things than PUA to pick up girls................but those quite a slow process to seduct women..............

So I recently went through a dramatic change in behavior and I'd like to reflect.

I'm doing a study abroad trip in Prague, and I basically flipped out. I'm with 80 other students and the social pressures caused my ego to go nuts on EVERYONE.

I quickly became the enemy to every student because of my negative behavior. I realized that I didn't want 80 enemies, and I had to enlist the help of a good friend to help me figure out why I HATED everyone.

My ego was protecting me from people that didn't like me. So I judged them. I was saying and thinking negative statements; thats why people didn't like me. I've been that way my whole life and PUA didn't cause me to have that problem.

I was a fool for blaming PUA on my negative thoughts and behaviors. I found a hole in PUA and attacked with full force. Eventually people just gave up on me. I was too insecure to take accountability for the reasons why women would walk away from me, and too blind to see it was because of negativity and had nothing to do with PUA.

I appreciate everything you guys tried to tell me. It's unfortunate I couldn't hear, and I'm surprised at the way in which i convinced myself that everyone else was wrong. I'm mildly amused at the response of people agreeing with me, and intrigued by KristallNachte's confession of thoughts about death. Every problem I had with PUA I had with myself, I was projecting. I'm at a place now where I can see, and I'm glad to be here. I also feel ashamed at all the things and thoughts my ego had created to keep my insecure self safe. I hope I can recover from the negative thoughts and actions of this past year.

Please forgive me and thanks for being there for me.

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I am happy to see that you are starting to find your way in life but I am locking this thread on account of being 2 years old. Mod