So i was added by a girl on my newly opened facebook who i have not seen for years. Since we were at school even. Back then when i was about 14, she was my sisters friend, we kissed a couple of times, she even came up to stay with my sister but she ended up laying with me and we ended up cuddling lol. Think "just friends" type thing when they meet up as adults. Thing is i was too shy to really ever make anything else of it. As we got older we sort of came a little closer, but were always friends in my eyes, she of all people even cockblocked me the first time i was about to fuck another girl, when i was 15/16 i use to have a friday night house party regularly, and she walked right in to my house with her friend (who had told me HB9/10 liked me), knowing i would be there alone with this girl and sat on the sofa with her friend and would not go. Game over lol, anyway i never once took it out on her. The only thing stopping me from making a move was shyness, not that i wasnt interested, just she was almost like someone i had ljbf sort of thing. Anyway, life went on, i moved to spain for a few year n never been home nor heard from her since. Now im 21 and back home but living away from home and she is back lol. And whilst she was hot then, now shes a fukin glamour model on tour for a well known magazine, like hb9/10, a real natural beauty and still single?? Perfect and unbelieavble lol

So before i head in here what's the plan guys, be myself, the same guy she obviously like before - just knowing what i want this time? or what? any good openers, i would have to do it via facebook to begin with, never been a facebook type of guy so i dont know what would/wouldnt work, ways of approaching etc... just need some help thats all?

This girl is the type of girl that would make giving up gaming for! I know it sounds corny but she really is (or was) up there both in looks and personality i just never gave her a chance, not like the usual, "little mushy inside ones" lol.

p.s. she is my age, a year younger even, and there were other times where i had my chance and blew it this is just the more memorable lol

No, you're not your old self.

Be the new, improved version of you that you are and keep it that way.

Also, don't let the whole "glamour model on tour for a high profile magazine" be even a thought in your head. If you put her on a pedestal, you'll fail.

Just approach her thinking of what she was, your sister's friend, that's all. Because, too many men might've already hit her up due to the looks.

Separate yourself from the crowd.

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