Guys , Im in a bit of a bad state.It is the fact that I like a certain girl,and she is like no other.I don't when I look at her it just feel like what they call shitty love , or one itis,I don't know.I like other girls too ,and seem appealing like any other hot girl,but this girl is hot,and to most she may be an HB8 but the me she is an HB10.
I talked to her in the past,she is an anime fan like I was (I still watch anime ),we talked alot have many things in common,but she was invisible all the time,we never talked face to face.I was very AFC back then.I didn't mistakes with her except that I didn't set up an exact date,didn't asked for her number,wasn't flirty,and asked her if she was online , because I didn't knew when she was (yahoo messenger invisible option ) I may have screwed up with her , but I don't know , she seemed to have very little self esteem ,and she considered herself unattractive (i really don't know why).For me she was one of the most beautiful person I ever seen

, I mean like seriously,it's so rare when I met girls like those.(she looks a bit asian , and a bit romanian,kinda both , but she has pretty eyes )
Anyway my description of her sounds lame I know.
All I ask you guys is if I'd still have a chance with her,or to get over her,and find myself some normal hbs8 hbs9 hbs10.