So this week I started sarging at a college campus (not my own). And I was just fucking ON!! I had the best day ever yesterday. In state for like 6 hours straight. I felt like a straight up pimp. Girls were telling me about threesomes and dp with their boyfriends like 15 minutes into the interaction (daygame, not parties). I would've made out with 3 chicks if it wasn't for the fact that 1) they had bf who went to there, 2) it's hard to isolate (community college, no dorms). The girls were literally getting wet and had to excuse themselves (leaving me their numbers before they left though).

The problem is, I'm scared as fuck right now. It was like the beast inside me was just released and I couldn't control it. I felt like an animal. I've only been doing this for 3 months, so this kind of response is waaaaaaaay too new for me. I think I have approach anxiety right now, but not from rejection and fear of embarrassment, but of losing control over myself. I did like 15 sets yesterday and only got blown out once. It's like these girls don't stand a chance anymore. If there was ever a thing called "consensual rape", I feel like I've commited it.

Anyone else ever felt like this? How should I deal with this? I don't want to continue this kind of behavior... It's fucking weird, and creepy.

Well, you're just reading too much into things.

Calm down and stop thinking about this so much.

"You are what you think you are."

Tis true.

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" You're born alone and you die alone and this world just drops a bunch of rules on top of you to make you forget those facts. But I never forget. I'm living like there's no tomorrow, because there isn't one. "

Whoa dude, there's no rape. Rape is either when the girl says no to sex and you do it anyways, by threats, overpowering her physically, etc, or when the girl's ability to consent has been compromised, such as being intoxicated or under the age of consent where a state believes they are unable to make the informed decision of engaging in sexual activity.

What you are feeling, I think, is just total surprise. You've been told by various sources for years that it shouldnt be this easy, that girls are guarded and protective, that just starting a conversation is weird. You aren't doing anything wrong, you're just proving a whole lotta people wrong when they try to keep guys like us pent up.

I didn't rape anyone, I know that. Lol. But yeah, I agree. I think it's just total surprise. I'm still amazed at how quickly you can escalate with girls. I'd never in a million years thought I'd be able to pump buying temperature like I did yesterday. I guess I just kind of surprised myself.

I think I just need to take a day or two off. I sarged for 18 hours in 3 days (day game, most I've ever done). I'm think I overgamed. I had such low energy in my sets today. I got blown out by one of the girls I already #closed. Another set I just approached, sat down, then realize I didn't feel like doing shit, so just sat there, like a chode, staring at her. Awkward as fuck. Lol.