Anyway..she was jerking off my dick, which i call Lucifer, because it's a lightbringer to all holes where sun don't ever shine!. And i was fingering her with only one finger because she's as tight as keyhole on heaven's door.
Here's a little story.
But first, to make things more clear, a briefing on this fucked up situation.
!!ALWAYS!! Any girl i met, she treated me like a boyfriend material, i supose this happens because of my natural tendency to create good and deeper connection with people when i meet them. Ussualy i see a girl for about 5 times before we have sex, because they want to keep me as a boyfriend not only a fuckfriend. Which i really like-because i'm a guy who is addicted to the women's affection, cuddling, innocent kissing etc.
As my profession, i was taking photos of some music festival for students and i love my job, meeting new people, taking photos, drinking, it's almost always like in the movie Fear and loathing in Las Vegas. Randomly i met a girl, who was giving out some promotional balloons to the people...
Anyway, that was it...for 2 months... I WILL CALL HER
FAIRY
then we started to chat a bit on facebook, she's 22 and she was on some family roadtrip so she had a lot of time to spend online. We were chatting from about 11PM to 5AM everynight,constantly laughing, sharing some cool music..like we would be chillin' in my room. Vibe could be felt actually during the chat. So she came back, and she was home alone for a week. She asked me to meet few times, and i agreed to come to her place.
She offered me some beers together-but in terms of normality, we didn't get drunk. As usually goes, she put on some movie on TV..and there was some lame car chase scene in it and i said "
Fuck, this car chases are so boring and predicable, come here silly" and i kissed her while lying in bed. It all naturaly escalated and we were rubbing eachother.
I started to tease her how is he just wanting to use me, pushed her away a little for fun, and i created some pauses, just for things to get more of sexual tension.. I caught myself then i my own loop, because night already turned into a morning and we got so sleepy. We fell asleep (i actually never thought one can fall asleep with a hard dick lol). I went home after we slept, but i met some friends, and i stayed in that area till the night. And night came, i invited some friends for a concert to go to, and she also came but alone, i merged some cool social circels for people so they didn't get bored. We had good time till the morning..drinking and stuff.. Later i went home after 2 hours of sleep at my firend's place, she went to home alone.
Then we were texting, and she said i can go to pick up my passport which i accidentaly forgot at her place, and to grab a beer. It was about 12 PM, and i went to get passport and some action. But there at here place, it was some of her female friends, lame as fuck. So this girl of mine, was cleaning the room, and her friend sitting on balcony and smoking. Really dull vibe. I started to cheer it up. But she was boring. So i said to my girl
FAIRY "Ok babe, i'm going to the concert (there are concerts all week at evenings)".. she walked me to my car and i left. After a while she texted me how is situation at concert..i said "
cool, but i'm leaving for a sleep" ..she replied that i can go to sleep to her place.
And i went, to the story i'll never forget.
Again we were at her place together, and damn, she fucking turned me on like hell with her taste for music and movies. We started to watch Pulp Fiction together, lying on a bed and cuddling meanwhile. We started to kiss and sexually escalate. I said to myself, "
fuck you have a god damn Venus in the bed"! Because she's totally all i seek in the girls. Natural blonde, dancer, crazy as fuck, with such good taste for life. With a body and face Aphrodite would envy...
Anyway..she was jerking off my dick, which i call Lucifer, because it's a lightbringer to all holes where sun don't ever shine!. And i was fingering her with only one finger because she's as tight as keyhole on heaven's door.
Then again, i created some pauses to make tension even more tense..I ALWAYS!! wait until girls actually plead for a sex. If she doesn't get goosebumps,and flood in her pants i dont want to fuck. So she did. She said, "lets do it come on, just a bit..for a taste"
And we had transcedental sex!
Later we were talking in a bed and she surprised me by telling me how long she didnt fuck...which i liked.
I told her, i ussually fall into relationship after things like this..and she instantly said this sentence, but in a semi-joke :
"oh noo ?!!relationships?? no way, i'm gonna kick you out after my parents come home"
We talked about relationships, and she told me that she's dissapointed by her ex boyfriends.
Then i went home after we went to have some lunch..And there were some coulds begining to emerge..as we walked from restaurant, she didn't want to hold hands, or make concatct with me. She said "
no, what if someone sees us"
In 2 days, there was some festival, and i got her PRESS acreditation so she didn't need to buy ticket. I drove there, her my girl
FAIRY, and 2 her girlfriends. But she acted like nothing happened. We didn't even kiss any time during ride to the place or after..
But then on a party,i met like 5 of my ex girls, and they all knew eachother, including this current girl i came with. So i really had excellent social proof,girls huging me all the time,people buying me drinks, giving me smokes, offering drugs...And i asked her how does she know all the girls. And to her question i honestly replyed "
well i was sexualy involved with some". And she asked me "
what about us-did we date, or are we fuckfriends". I didn't know what to answer. because she said in a half joke few days ago ,"
we're fuckfriends not i relationship" , i replyed "
no we were just sexual" ...
After this...all shit went down. As i mingeled, i met two girls who i know are into me, and they invited me for a threesome which i refused. Fuck! because i wanted to sleep with my girl! But i was telling her "
Babe, we can sleep in tents, some women are inviting me, we have a place to sleep it's ok" She was smiling, and we were there partying. Maybe we kissed for 2 times only.
Morning came, and we went to sleep together in her tent. As i layed down, i wanted to hold her and cuddle. But she removed my hand saying "
man this is getting so serious" as she would be afraid. If there was anything in the world that moment i would sell my soul for-it would be her touch.
So we didnt even touch while sleeping. Then next day, i drove back her two friends and her. Nothing was happening during the ride, except my car broke down on higway and almost burned,and unimportant shit like that.. And when we emptied the car infront of her place, i just lightly huged her, to calibrate, but no positive response for at least a kiss. I just said "
be good silly". And there she went.
But she forgot something in my car.
So conclusion is here:
+We were pretending like we're married and she was totally into it.
+We had sex when i saw her 2nd time in my life.
+She's emotional.
+She trusts me.
+- She was mocking the girls which are into me "Please make some photos of me naked", "Hey Soulcatcher, would you take me to backstage and do me please".
-She was joking about us being a sex partners (i called her my customer:)
-I feel like she's ashamed of me in the public? WTF? Shes trying to be discrete too much.
-We didn't even touched when we were sleeping together for last time.
-She acts so cold now.
I want her to be my girl which i travell with across the universe of love. And set it's borders even more far away. 
CHAT
