Field Report Saturday 9th July 2011:
I can’t believe I am going to share this…but here I go…Sorry for the errors, not had chance to proof-read this…
I have a new best night whilst out with the Jackal and all our friends. I cannot believe how far I have come in such a short time. For me tonight was utterly explosive given that I got so far with my very first street set as well as getting the number of an untouchable 10 blonde in the street in front of watching AMOGS. I feel like my confidence is snowballing and I am beginning to control the momentum and path it is taking. As well as this I would also like to thank Jackal for pushing us to try a very invasive kino technique as well as new line (which I may explain later) to further boost our confidence and ability. What made the night extra special was that Dolphin decided to come out on the Saturday to support us; he is such a great guy, positive character, and quite a motivator himself. I can say with assurance that he really boosted my mood this night. Training with him is always special. To see the difference in him now is seriously staggering! So to the night…
I was feeling very positive and excited after the 8 number closes and kiss close that I got last night so I really went in with a sense of radiating power. If nothing significant happened tonight I knew it would not matter. Again my plan was to try to stay in set for longer. I don’t seem to find it a problem anymore to go in and come out with a number pretty rapidly. However it was wisely suggested to me (thanks for the positive feedback and critique guys (especially Adam, I am very thankful.)) that it might be beneficial to keep flowing and talking, if only for the practice. This I did.
I met Jackal at 630 it was only him and I at this point so we decided to simply head up to the Paradise Forum to begin tonight’s learning session. At first I thought that it would just be Jackal and I out tonight but I was soon excited to hear that my great friend Dolphin would be joining us.
It was about 6:40 and as we were talking Jackal spotted two separate, blonde one-sets. He looked at me and I looked at him. It was his signal.
“Choose!” He commanded. I chose and I went. To my far left was a hot looking blonde girl playing with her phone and listening to her IPOD. She was a 9.5, I knew she might be difficult to open given that she was texting on her phone and listening to music but I’d done so many phone-sets before I felt pretty confident that I could stop her.
I walked up to her as she approached me, she must have sensed me because her eyes looked up at me and she began to alter direction but I held strong eye-contact and as I put my hand out in front of me to signal her to stop.
“Hey, stop a second, stop.” I said relatively sternly, she stopped and looked at me she didn’t quite hear me because of her IPOD so I gestured to her to remove her ear plugs by pointing to my ears. She removed them.
“Hi, me and my friends were talking up there…” I said pointing to Jackal who was on his phone.
“Ok…” she maintained eye-contact. She had blue eyes.
With my broadest smile and cheekiest manner “…and well you are so fucking sexy that I could not let you walk by without saying hello.” She laughed and looked down. I love going direct because it lays everything out and makes going for the number much easier.
“Heh, ok thanks.” Before an awkward pause could enter the situation I responded by introducing myself and giving her information on what I do and why I was here in Birmingham. When I told her I study German she instantly jumped in by trying to talk to me with her GCSE German. I wasn’t sure, but I took this as a form of qualification on her part. I took this opportunity to talk to her about German and what she knew and let her know I was impressed she spoke a little. I wanted to try and get a bit of a connection with her and establish some comfort and rapport. Following this I explained that I had wanted to join the army but now decided to become a German teacher. She jumped in excited saying that she had wanted to join the army too. To this I followed the same MO as mentioned above.
I then paused, I had been doing most of the talking, I wanted her to take some of the conversational burden. I maintained solid eye-contact throughout the pause; if we weren’t going to talk I had to at least hold some kind of contact with her while the tension grew. The worst thing I could have done is look away and let the connection die. I would not.
“Erm…” she murmured.
“I’ll make it easy for you; the polite thing for you to do is introduce yourself…” She giggled shyly as I said this. One thing I have noticed is that no matter how hot the girl is, she is just as shy and insecure as anyone else in strange or pressured situations. I can’t believe the 9s and 10s used to intimidate me!
She gave her name and details of what she did, she was a student and her name was Abigail. As the conversation flowed I suddenly realized that I had forgotten to start some kino so I began placing my hand on her shoulder and arms. I wanted to try something new here too so I would grab her hand every so often and hold it when she said something that excited or pleased me. I also made sure that I accidentally slid my fingers in between hers before quickly removing my hand. Before long she was reciprocating the kino.
“Well, what are you doing out here this afternoon?”
“My phone broke this morning so I needed to get a new one! I’m not really having a good day today…” She said in a sad kind of voice.
“Well maybe I can help cheer you up a bit.” I didn’t mean this in any other way than sincerity.
“You already have.” She murmured as she lowered her head shyly. I would go for the number soon. I knew she was attracted to me. I didn’t have to hear this to know that.
“Yea well, gleichfalls (same here)” I said with a smile. She laughed. “But, like I said I have to go back to my friends, they’re kind of out for me tonight.”
“Ah ok, well I need to get a case for my new phone…” I looked at her and paused again. I stepped forward so we were pretty close.
“Do you know where this is going?”
“I think.”
“Do you want me to make this easy for you?”
“Yea.”
“Give me your number and I’ll get back to you.”
“Ok.” She had some trouble remembering her number. So I joked around with her about it and told her to get her phone out and copy it from there. I then told her that I’d ring to test if it was fake or not. She laughed and promised me it was real. I didn’t let her off without calling it though.
“Ok, It was great talking to you! Really.” I said. “Give me a hug before you go.”
“Ok.” She smiled as we leaned in to hug each other. Before we parted.
I walked back to Jackal with a smile.
“Did you get a number?”
“Yea.”
“Fuck yea man!” He high-fived me. As I stood with Jackal I could see Abigail, she was next to a phone shop just outside the Paradise Forum. And it hit me! I had not explained the phone rules to make it clear when I would call.
“Shit, Jackal, I just have to go back into set I forgot to tell her when I will call etc!”
“Go then, hurry.”
I rushed back up to her.
“Hey, I forgot something!” I shouted. She turned around.
“Oh hey.” She said coolly.
“I forgot to tell you the rules…when I call people.” I nearly fucked up by saying “when I call girls.” She noticed a pause in my line but it slid over.
“Ok, haha.”
“I will call you tomorrow at 4pm, wait no I am at work 2 ´til 10 so erm, no I will call you Tuesday at 4pm. And just so you know I will only call you once. If you don’t pickup I will never call you again so there is no pressure ok?”
“What if I don’t pickup. Sometimes I miss my calls.”
“Ok I will call you twice.”
“Call me as many as you want I am a really easy going person if I didn’t like you I would have just told you.”
“Ok. By the way did you get your case?”
“No, look…the shop’s closed.” She said with a frown. “I’m having a bad day. Do you smoke? Do you want a cigarette?”
“No I don’t, but you don’t have to ask me if I want a cigarette as an excuse to stay with me.”
“No, I’m not I didn’t mean it like that.” She did. And she was qualifying herself to me.
“Well I have ten minutes, let’s go to Café Rouge.” I suggested as I pointed in the direction to Café Rouge whilst placing my hand on her back to push her into movement. Jackal told me that such a push is very alpha and women love it. She began moving.
“I don’t have the time; I’ll just come and sit with you and your friend for a couple of minutes.” The three of us, me, Jackal and Abigail sat on the stone steps leading up to the paradise forum for about three minutes talking casually. Jackal was being a funny guy and making her laugh which really helped improver her mood. It was at this point that Dolphin literally came out of the blue (excuse the pun). We introduced him and carried on talking. A few moments later Jackal and Dolphin went into conversation leaving me to isolate Abigail again.
“Hey stand up, come with me.” I gave her my hand to lift her up. She complied. “We’re going to take a walk down here.” I said pointing towards the main square towards Café Rouge.
“Ok, where are we going?”
“Just for a walk, I want to talk to you.” I said as once again I put my hand on her back just above her bum and pushed her lightly down the stone steps from the Paradise forum to the main shopping street in Birmingham.
As we walked we talked about general things, I made sure to kino her and every so often stop walking so she would stop. Apparently this is what Jackal does to us as his students and apparently this stopping and starting sub-communicates authority. I’m sure he was right. My plan was to find somewhere where I could lock in and escalate things. I didn’t want to go to a café or bar where a table would separate us like a wall, I wanted somewhere in the street. I wanted to kiss-close her. Besides it was now 6:55pm I’d soon need to get back to Jackal and Dolphin. We carried on walking for a couple more minutes.
“Do you like cod?” She asked me randomly. Wtf?
“I like turtles but I like cod too.” I said thinking she was pulling some smart-arse move on me.
“What do you mean turtles? Wow that’s so great, so do I! I literally am addicted to it” Wtf?
“Ok. Yea I guess it’s good.” I made a point of looking at her weirdly. “You’re starting to scare me…”
“Why because I like cod? Because I am a girl?”
“Wtf are you talking about? What does it matter if you like cod or not, do you want some fish and chips or something? Is that what you’re saying?” I was genuinely confused.
“OMG NOOO!” She started laughing hysterically. COD! Call of Duty! Haven’t you heard of it?
“Ohhhh! That’s what you mean! Yea but I think it’s a shit game. It’s like playing a long stupid scripted sequence on boring linear levels. But the multiplayer is good I guess.”
We carried on talking; she actually really liked computer games which I found different and fun. I can’t remember what I then asked exactly…something about the fact I like an open-minded person and whether she was one. She repeatedly qualified herself as an open-minded person “hence the computer games” she said. I teased her saying that I would not only “own” her I would “pwn” her. It was a lot of fun. The only problem was that time was fleeting and the conversation was too friendly! I had to take action and now. She asked me what kind of music I liked and I said that I didn’t really listen to much music but I could tell she wanted me to know something. So I asked her what she liked. She said her favourite was classical and that she could play Moonlight Sonata on the piano. She had many talents it seemed and was very multidimensional. I was glad we met because she was actually really sweet and interesting.
As we walked I saw a small, round, out-of-glass-built information office in the centre of the street near to a crossing leading to the Bullring. I pulled her in towards it. I leaned on the structure and locked her in with me. This was the point at which I would try to escalate for the kiss-close. (addendum: The Street was New Street)
As we were both leaned against the glass side of the information centre I stepped forward; I would get closer to her step by step. She didn’t step back which was a good sign. I remember reading something from Gambler’s book where he says just turn on your seductive character by slowing things right down. So I did. I lowered my voice and slowed my speech and started to touch her arms. She began to go shy again.
“Hey don’t go all shy.” I whispered softly whilst looking deeply into her eye. “You’re so fucking sexy you know…” I could tell she liked it. I wanted to hold her hand and gauge where I was so I did a compliance test.
“Give me you’re your hands a second.”
“No, why?” She refused so I did something stupid and tried to grab her hand. It only made her pull away and fold her arms. That was a mistake. Now as we stood there things got awkward. I paused there for a moment thinking how I could regain some control.
“Never mind, I was only going to show you something cool.” It still felt awkward so I rolled off and stepped back. I pulled out my phone to check for messages while she stood there. I wanted to make her miss me. At this point and out of no where I heard.
“Hey Diamonds!” It was Ice-Man. He was not sarging with us, he was simply out with another friend of his! This seems to happen to me a lot. The gods shine down at me at the right times. I completely turned away from Abigail. I had her completely locked in; I knew she wasn’t going anywhere so I felt confident talking to Iceman for a bit about general chit-chat. It was also good social proof because I introduced myself to his friend as well and we all looked like really sociable guys. For my part I looked like the guy that was willing to walk away from a pretty girl.
After Iceman left I re-engaged with Abigail. She was still standing there. The time I had spent ignoring her had rid the SPAM of awkwardness. So I started again. I stepped forward. She was wearing sun glasses on her head so I used these to begin escalation.
“Hey let me see your glasses.” I wanted to touch her forehead and hair. I didn’t wait for her to say yes or no, I just grabbed them. She didn’t pull back. After looking at them and complimenting her on them I gently put my finger on her forehead to wipe some hair from her face. She closed her eyes and let me wipe her hair back. I stepped closer again. She opened her eyes and looked into mine again. I put her glasses in my top pocket before my hands lowered searching for hers. This time she let me hold on to her hands. Again I took the initiative and slid my fingers between hers whilst whispering “Sexy girl.” She let out a quiet laugh.
I could feel the volatility of the interaction; our little situation was escalating so I took my hands from hers and wrapped my arms around her so they were on the lower region of her back. She didn’t resist, she just looked really shy, I could see in her that she was anticipating. I could have gone for the kiss now but I wanted to see how long I could stretch the tension. With a jolting movement I pulled her in closer so her body was touching mine. She squealed.
“What’s happening?!” I ignored her, instead I broke eye contact and moved my mouth and nose towards her ear and took a long deep breath to make sure she could hear me smell her. She was wearing a subtle fragrance which complimented her quiet manner.
“You smell great.” To my comment I heard her giggle shyly as I felt her nose touch my neck as she took a deep breath.
“So do you.” She whispered. I pulled back to face her again. I didn’t say anything, I just remember looking at her lips and feeling so compelled to kiss her. I forgot everything at this point. I didn’t think at all, I found myself actually lost in the moment too. I leaned in and kissed her on the lips. She did not reciprocate so I slid my lips down to her neck and kissed her one more time before pulling my head back.
“Give me a kiss, this time properly.” I moved in again and touched her lips. As soon as our lips touched she kissed me whilst aggressively forcing her tongue into my mouth. I wasn’t thinking at all. I would later congratulate myself on once again proving that I could do this, but for now, I was just going to fully relax and take pleasure from the moment. I have waited long enough for the courage to do this! I will savour this moment and enjoy it!
My phone vibrated with a “newsflash” from Jackal which he’d sent to the Group: Diamonds has just got his first date of the eve and is now snogging. Fuck yea!
How did he know? Without picking a pun Jackal… you are a sly dog!
As we continued kissing I had no idea that all this would turn into a “librarian moment”.
Stop here if you are easily offended by vulgar language. The following becomes VERY explicit.
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Ok well, this is the point at which things get a little awkward for me to write but I will share this, perhaps it will help anyone out there who is like I was and finds this part of the attraction process difficult to comprehend. I will, as best I can, not turn this into a sleazy report. I mean this; I don’t want to offend anyone, so stop reading here if you easily are…
Firstly a major thank you to Jackal for making me ready and able to pursue the following conversation. He actively rams into our heads the importance of confident language containing profanity, sexually explicit vocabulary and discourse. Without Jackal and his teaching, I would have frozen at this critical point.
We pulled away from kissing.
“Did you like that?” She asked. I wanted to see how far I could push this. I felt brave…
“Yea I loved it. You are so sexy, you make me so horny. I want to fuck you.” I whispered. I could not believe what I was saying. Either way I wanted to see how far I could escalate things.
“You look so sexy in your shirt and suit. I think you would be much sexier with it off.” She said as she bit a button on my shirt as I slid my hand onto her bum. I squeezed and heard her groan slightly.
“Do you like that?” I said as I slid my hand across her leg. She lowered her head and quickly bit my neck.
“I want you to fuck me…” I could not believe what she was saying to me. My heart began to race. This was new to me but I wanted to keep escalating and knocking down barriers. Jackal tells me to keep escalating and to not be afraid of saying outrageously profane things of a sexual nature because in essence girls actually want a guy to say this. I cannot explain how nervous I was. I was utterly terrified! I was way out of my comfort-zone and had never been comfortable talking dirty, even to my girlfriend when we were together. Despite this I decided to proceed whilst feigning confidence as best I could (barriers must fall). She put her arms on my waist and pulled me into her. I had to keep it up and come back with something equal or better.
I closed my eyes and hoped for the best. The words absolutely must come out…
“Would you really want that? Would you like my hard cock inside you?” I slowly said whilst emphasising specific words for impact. Shit I make myself cringe! Seriously! What was I saying?
She moaned and bit my neck again. “I would fucking love that.” She whispered seductively.
“What is going on? Some sweet, sexy girl is making me horny at 7:03pm in the street! It’s broad daylight ffs!”
“I have sexy underwear at home; I can dress really sexy for you…” She was ruthless.
“I’d like that, I saw you have good taste in shoes, and I hear that shows a girl has good taste in underwear. I bet you are fucking minx in the bedroom.”
“I can show you. I can make you want me so much.” She said as I slowly slid my hand up across her body.
“Just because you have a fucking perfect rack; I love your tits, doesn’t mean it will be that easy.” She had a really small frame but large breasts. I was still nervous and I was just improvising.
“I know, I do underwear modelling.”
“No you don’t.”
“I do!”
“I don’t believe that.”
“I do I swear. I’ll show you if you come to mine some time…I’ll be sexy for you.” She said as she pressed her body against mine. God, I couldn’t believe what I was hearing from this girl. She had seemed so quiet, polite and sweet. She was suddenly an animal on heat.
“I´d like to tie you up and blind fold you. So you can’t resist while I tease you.” She whispered before kissing my ear. Wtf.
“What if I want to tease you? What if I want to tie you up before I fuck you?” I began feeling her breasts and squeezing them in my hand.
“That would make me come so much!” She replied. I was still pretty nervous but it felt like the words were coming out of my mouth correctly. “Tell me exactly how you will tease me…” she begged. I told her specifically, I won’t write it here because what I said was literally the dirtiest most smut-ridden story I have ever constructed in my life and I don’t care to share it. I told her in detail, with vivid imagery, reference to feelings, thoughts emotions and smells. I actually felt proud afterwards for creating a truly dirty fantasy for her.
“I’m so wet for you right now. I want you inside me” Erm… I wasn’t sure how to proceed but I figured I should make her work for me since I just gave her a story.
“Tell me what you would do to me.” I whispered softly as I leant in towards her ear. She began telling me how she would slowly strip for me and turn me on by dancing, wearing her sexiest underwear and give me oral-sex before intercourse. She again went into vivid detail which is too crass for public sharing. She then strayed off and shared a fantasy in which we were showering together and I needed to clean her all over…where did that timid girl go?
We bantered back and forth telling each other fantasies and plans. We discussed in detail what we wanted to do to each other. She was helping me break some serious barriers. I thank her! For a few minutes the conversation seemed to loop.
“Am I turning you on more? I want to fuck you. Where can we go? Where do you live?” She probed.
“I told you I’m from Nottingham…”
“Are you strong?” She asked.
“Yea why?”
“Can you hold me for a long time whilst I wrap my legs around you?”
“Yea why? What do you want?”
“Let’s find an ally, I am prepared. I have condoms. I want you to fuck me now.”
“I’m not going to shag you in a fucking ally! I might fuck up my suit!” Who did she think I was?
“Please! I’m so ready for you. I’m so wet” She was literally begging.
“Where do you live? Why don’t we go to yours?”
“I live too far away. I want you to come inside me right now!”
“No I can’t then, I’m not ruining my suit by going down some dirty ally.”
“I’ll call you on Tuesday like we said and we’ll fuck each other as much as you like then.”
“In an alley?”
“No, at your place! What’s your obsession with alleys! I don’t want to fuck you whilst a guy stands behind us selling the Big Issue!”
Eventually, when she took no for an answer, she decided to try and get as much as she could. This next event was the single-most ridiculous thing that has ever happened to me.
As we both stood there in the middle of the street feeling each others´ bodies we continued to talk dirty. I closed my eyes and began kissing her again as her hand pressed against my stomach and she pulled her lips away from my mouth.
“Your tummy is so hard. I wonder if anything else is...” She slyly whispered.
I ignored her and moved in to kiss her again. As our lips touched once more and her hand began to move; it slid slowly down past my lower shirt buttons and reached my belt. I stood still not believing what I was allowing to happen in broad daylight. Her nimble fingers made short work of my large metal buckle as they snaked their way slowly under my suit trousers and into my boxer shorts. She began to play aggressively with my penis.
I let her do this for a brief time because it was a completely new experience and I was actually really turned on by what she was doing. My heart was racing even more because we were standing in the middle of New Street. Given that we were standing not far from two Community Support Officers she was getting off on the danger too.
Moments later Jackal came by to give me the heart attack of my life.
“OMG Diamonds!!” He shouted loud enough for everyone in the street to hear. “I’m going to tell your mother what you’re doing you naughty boy!”
Shit! He could see what she was doing?! I tried to mouth to Jackal to tell him to be quiet before he exposed us…
“Shush!!!!” but it didn’t work no matter what I tried he carried on shouting and ranting about me being a “bad boy”, how I should take this to a disabled toilet as well as making jokes about how my “soldier” was probably standing to attention and ready for drilling.
Abigail stood there laughing at his inappropriately-timed jokes whilst she continued doing what she was doing. She was so bad.
“Omg he’s bringing attention our way! We’re going to get caught!” I said in a shit-scared kind of way.
“Can you run?”
“Yea”
“So can I, so it’s ok.” She looked at me in the eyes, smiled and carried on. Pretty soon though Jackal left.
I would later find out that he had not seen what was happening. He had only seen the kissing which was a relief. It wasn’t until I later when would tell him what had happened that hysterical laughter ensued.
Our interaction stayed at its heated level but I was kind of thinking it was time to go so I gently pulled her hand out of my trousers and closed myself back up.
“I need to go now…” I said. She laid her head on my chest then wrapped her arms around my waist again and looked up at me. She kissed me again..
“I really have to go. But I’ll call you ok.” I said as I took her arms from my waist.
“Ok, me too. I’ll wait for the call” The goodbye was nothing special. Very simple.
A few minutes later I finally found Jackal and Dolphin, they seemed so thrilled to hear what I had to tell them which really made my night. Jackal ordered me to get some condoms. I never carry any; I have never really needed them.
“I can’t believe that just happened!” I said bewildered.
“Wtf do you expect when you talk to a girl like that man?! Of course you’re going to make her horny, innit!”
I left to go to a nearby TESCO to get some condoms. A few moments later a newsflash group-text came through to my phone…
“Diamonds just got wanked off in broad daylight. Lol.”
Jackal...
I would never have thought this kind of thing could happen in real life...