First a little background about my situation

I was raised strict catholic, no sex before marriage blah blah blah. Until about 2 years ago, this was a complete non issue because I couldnt have had sex anyways. Now over the past few years Ive gotten a lot more sociable and developed game. Ive maintained the whole no sex before marraige but have done pretty much everything else besides that. Ive turned down chicks that have been naked in my bed, so i have pretty strong willpower when I want to have it lol. So last year I meet a HB7 and we sorta start dating ish, nothing ever was really official but it did come up in conversation. But that didnt work out after a month or so, for ovbious reasons, because the chick was pretty much a nympho.

So then I meet a HB8 who kinda prude ish, she only had sex with one person and that was a 4 year relationship. So we start dating for awhile and things were goin fine for a couple months, but then she starts wanting to have sex. At the time I was still against it so we didnt. Anyways things started goin downhill (a lot of which was centered around the whole sex thing) and about 2 weeks ago we broke up after dating for 6 months or so. It was very friendly as far as breakups go lol. We left it as take a break for the summer and see how things are in the fall. The sex situation was probablly the biggest reason for this.

So at this point Ive decided I do want to have sex. But heres the delima:

First off, Ive waited this long (im 20) so I feel like I owe it to myself to make it somewhat meaningful. She was and even still is by far the most important girl (besides family) to me. I could have sex with my ex but Im not really trying to get back together with her, nothing against her but I just wanna be single for a little bit. If I did have sex with her, I feel like she would really want/expect that we get back together. On the plus side, things would be infinitly more comfortable for me because she knows my situation and was pretty cool with it for the most part. We started up as fuck buddies minus the fucking part (blowjob buddies? lol) so I feel like the best situation would be to try to go back to how things were then, but I dont know if thats doable. On the downside I dont want to necessarily get back together with her, which would definantly come up if we had sex.
Another route would be to meet new girls and have sex with one of them, but I feel like that would be disrespectful to my ex because we dated for 6 months and didnt have sex and then a couple weeks after we break up I have sex with other people. Not to mention Id be way more nervous with the situation.
Finally, there are a couple girls I know that have either straight up said "well when you wanna have sex, give me a call" or strongly implied that. On the one hand Id be a little more comfortable than with a random girl but on the other hand it wouldnt mean nearly as much to me as having sex with my ex.

So thats my totally fucked up situation lol. Any advice or input. And please dont make the discussion about the whole not having sex before marriage thing, Ive been so on the fence about that over the past 2 years that I dont wanna hear much more about it lol.

Root the ex... whatever happens from there happens.

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