It was one of those days when not much went right. After work i decided that i needed some fun and wanted to enjoy the weekend.
I pulled out my best set of clothes and put them on my body.
i looked into the mirror and said how can you possibly resist me. I repeated this 20 times out loud. i called up the taxi firm and orderd a taxi with the destination of town. i knew that to change my fourtunes of the day i needed to get my mind in a deep pick up mode and challenge any doubts that crossed my positive thoughts.

TAXI- I climbed aboard the taxi and we set off on the journey. The taxi man was an asian so i said salam alekam. He smailed at me and gave a response that i did not understand. i continued with my conversation. " The sunshine is out and we are warming up nicely this evening".
The driver smiled and continued driving.

TOWN- I had reached town and paid the driver £13 which included £1 tip.
I still needed to get rid of all the negetivity from within my head but i knew When the storm does finally leave later, it will take the clouds with it and sunshine will return. i looked good in my jeans and my sergant over coat but tonight i was captain..........................

i walked to the first bar and there was a 3 set right by the door. i stopped and asked them " hello, can one of you guide me to the toilets please".
one of the girls said yes and grabed my hand and led me to the toilets.
When we got there i turned and grabbed her arm and said "i need to do a shit can you come and wipe my bum please"?
she pulled her arm away and looked suprised then walked away.
I didnt really need to use the toilet but it was mearly an opener.

the next opener was more succesful. This girl was an 8 and I asked her to move away from me because i didnt want people thinking i was with her. She gave me an upset look so i laughed and told her i was joking and she looked really great. i used and opener that i made up myself. " You know you can tell a lot about a woman by what phone she has". "really" she replied. I said to her give me your phone. she took it from her bag and passed it to me. I typed my number in and rang my phone. I now had her number. I said to her. You are very confident girl carrying a phone like this. I asked for name. It was MAndy. I said by and went to the other side of the bar. I rang her phone and she answerd. I said to her "Mandy you are still too close to me, please move away". she laughd and i went back and said i will call her tomorrow for a chat. i gave her a kiss on the cheek and left.

I went to some other clubs but Mandy was on my mind. I got a taxi home and went straight to the bathroom to masterbate.

The next afternoon I called her and we chatted for 20 mins and she asked me out for a drink. We are going to meet this Saturday. Hopefully i will fuck her. She is pretty hot and i would like to fuck her for a while. These last few weeks have filled our lives and minds with many stories but I tell you the story of mine because there’s another, much more amazing story happening all the time. The history books will have saved a few blank pages at the end of the storybook for us.

I will post the results of my date, today its not about having dreams and goals, passions and loves, or even a story to tell. What I take away from all this is how important it is to pay attention to your daydreams and not ignore them.
Peace be upon all that are strong.

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So there we have it!

Field Report Friday 10th June 2011:

Today could have been better, it should have been better. But the fickle finger of approach anxiety took me by the collar and dragged me back into a dark place where only negative thoughts and emotions reside, for this reason and in the face of all my progress, I am disappointed. With every session though positives arise that show me the direction in which I must go if I am to make progress, and although I did make two number closes, I am treading closer and closer towards a new barrier that, through social and emotional indoctrination has prevented me so far from being successful with women. The barrier that I now face is one equally, or perhaps more difficult than the one I faced in going for a kiss close. It is the wall that hinders me from turning a polite conversation into a sexual conversation.

To the night…

Overall I went into this night with the wrong attitude; I have a problem where I set targets and requirements for myself and create pressure where no pressure is needed. “I will get more number-closes! They will be more solid! I must get another date! I must progress further with a new girl than were I got with Laura. I must…I must…I must!” Argh, sometimes I am my own worst enemy! I need to relax and take this for what it is, a fun time of learning and self-development, this process cannot be rushed; in fact it must not be rushed.

I will keep this report short because I don’t want to dwell too long on negatives but basically I was smitten by AA and if I am honest felt really annoyed at myself for letting this affect me. That being said Jackal and Dolphin were really great helpers and supporters and I could not have been in better company! So guys, I thank you for this.

Now to what I will focus on in the future! Jackal has given me an assignment based on his observations of my current sticking point.

I should begin to use more sexual language. One example he has given me to learn is “Omg, I so want to have sex with you tonight!” I don’t know if this would work in generating attraction or anything but I will use this line next week because I really am adamant that I want to get over this barrier which holds be into the confines of being an asexual being. Another one is that I am going to use a new opener that I used this night (to limited effect), simply to baptise myself in sexual language regardless of whether it feels humiliating! The line Jackal wants me to use is “Hi, now, don’t laugh, ok… but my friends call me Machine…Sex machine…” It feels so cringe-worthy but I find Jackal is usually correct so I will use this opener, even if it doesn’t get me positive results from girls, simply to get over using such language. He’s also given me other material to use but I won’t go into it since it will take too long.

I will release my pressure, I will let go of focusing on rapid or sustained positive results, I will relax and I will do this for fun!

Omg you so wont be having sex on that night when you say this!

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So there we have it!

Hi

This topic help me a lot in developing my project. I will contribute more when I finished it.

good luck with the project im sure it will a sucses and you will enjoy it. but what is the project?

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So there we have it!

FR : Jun 10

Today was sticky inducing sex into conversation, by introducing ourselves with the sex machine gag. I four it entreating and fun, once Jackal had told me how to get started with it, I had an idea in my head as to how to do it, running mild simulations on how to approach sets. And you know what it worked.

Abed as Diamonds did say it wasn't a very do night, it was filled with fun and enthusiasm, we started of meeting at the Jam house, and head from there to the city, on the way we tried to approach sets and were taught how to carry on conversations and that small interruptions have a big effect on the flow of the set, I learned that you should look like your giving your attention to the set when talking to them and maintain eye contact for a strong period of time, you can occassianilly glance away to look at your friend but, head immediately back into the flow of the set, it's like surfing ( I have no clue about surfing but it involves water and I can relate it to that) that once you get on that wave it's fun and good, but the moment you become distracted you wipeout, it's the same when engagaded with sets, you always have to keep your concentration in the set, but if your gonna look away make sure that you head back immediately before you . . . Well wipeout.

The sex machine gag was new to me but I just cleared my mind and didn't think too much and dived straight in there, I had one successful set two girls from Latvia, and I got a number from one of the girls, abed she never picked my phone number up lol, but she was comfortable enough to give me her, it was a learning experience and well in every failure there is success.

Now this is where I felt I benefitted from tonight, at 11pm Jackal and Diamonds had to leave, but not before I revived my homework, i was to go and attempt club game.

I was fucking shitted out of my life, I hadn't stepped in a club in over a year, and never on my own, so I did the most stupidest thing I could, I AFCed, I strted to walk up and down broad street, through the mailbox, and just pass the time, but the I said fuck it, I'll go in and see what the whole faff is about, I when to Bliss and AFCed I stood there in the corner because I didn't know who to approach anyone, but when I was there I realized something, I was over thinking things, it was soo simple, lol, this is exactly the same as street game but flipped on it's back side.

I realized that street game is spilt down to 70% verbal and 30% physical and slowly shiffting it by increasing the physical and reducing the verbal. Club game is the same but it's now 70% physical and 30% verbal, not even 30% less than that, and slowly you have to shift the two, for me I needed to be more physical in a club that I would be on the street my body would have to doo the talking and not my lips.

I left bliss with that knowledge and now at I have basic framework, I know how to do the beginning of club game and push it to another level.

This may not have been my best night but, it was my most knowledgable, and I've taken that into my game, and trust me I feel more confident that before.

Field report: Friday 17th June
Tonight was my first night sarging with Jackal and the crew and I was extremely nervous. I had no clue where the meeting place Jam House was so chose to ask girls for directions as kind of warm up approaches. Upon arrival, I saw Jackal and Dolphin and straight away Jackal had me act alpha on camera by demanding him to teach me or else I would have to beat him up. This was to get me into the alpha frame of mind and out of my comfort zone. I’m sure you’ll probably see it on YouTube soon XD. They gave me the basic openers such as introducing myself as sex machine and then asking who laughs more, men or women. Jackal seemed like your army lieutenant kind of guy so it was difficult to say no when he told me to approach. Dolphin was also a cool and friendly guy. I was surprised he had only done a few sessions yet he seemed so confident.

I was made to approach random sets in the jewelry quarter with the sex machine opener and even though they didn’t give very good reactions, it didn’t seem to bother me much. One funny thing we did was that I had to go up to Dolphin, pretend he was a celebrity and ask for his autograph on behalf of my sister. The girl was laughing and was guessing it was a joke so that went down pretty well. I then did a one minute field report on camera for the few sets that I had done.

Diamonds then arrived and after a few sets near Jam house, we walked off towards Broad Street to do more sets. One girl I opened with the sex machine line said that I sounded like a tool. If this was a few weeks ago, I would have been pretty upset but I was surprisingly not bothered. Seemed like I was improving already. We walked down to café rouge and Jackal got me to act alpha by saying that I was going to buy him a snack and he had no choice in the matter. I liked his way of role-playing. Whilst Jackal was chilling, he made me approach sets that he saw coming by. Most were difficult to stop and I didn’t get many good reactions except one which said I looked quite good.

Leonidas arrived whilst Jackal and I were having a little snack and then the five of us walked up towards Broad Street. I approached a cute Asian girl who worked at the bank and found out she studied psychology which I could relate to a little. I managed to keep the interaction going, but couldn’t seem to stop her so eventually ejected. One of the crazy things that Jackal had me do was go and ask girls to marry me on the street, Adam Lyons style. Leonidas was to be the priest so I went down on my knees in front of random girls which pretty much stopped them in their tracks straight away. This was no where near as scary as I thought and was actually quite fun. I managed quite a good reaction off one girl who already had a boyfriend.

Leonidas and Dolphin headed off in a different direction whilst Jackal, Diamonds and I walked back to the bullring approaching sets. I was with Jackal and Diamonds throughout most of the night and half the time when Diamonds was in set, I had to go up to him and pretend he was from lock stock and two smoking barrels. This blew him out of most sets but it was entertaining to do and helped me on my improvisation skills. I had a fun conversation with a two set who thought I came over to talk to them for a joke. They suggest that if I didn’t want sex machine to be my nickname, I should put my boxers over my head which would give me a more ridiculous nickname XD. I tried to number close but they thought it was a joke so didn’t give their numbers.

We headed off towards Mailbox still approaching sets and met up in a pub with Leonidas and Dolphin but unfortunately I forgot to bring my I.D. so that meant no pub game or club game. Leonidas and Dolphin had to leave after a while for club game, so after saying our goodbyes, it was up to the pub called The Slug and Lettuce for Jackal, Diamonds and I. Jackal had me talk to four girls at a table in the pub over the barrier which I hesitated with. I could only keep the attention of two of them and ran out of things to say so ejected after a few minutes. We found our way back onto Broad Street and approached my final sets before I broke off. I managed to have a good interaction with my last set who was a college student. I kept the conversation going for a while but eventually ran out of things to say and tried to number close but failed. She had a foreign accent so I should have used that to my advantage and asked her where she was from when I ran out of things to say. Too bad I only thought of that afterwards.

Overall I thought it was a really good night. The best thing about the night was that I was able to approach with almost no anxiety and I didn’t care that the interaction didn’t go very well. I had a few good interactions but no number closes. I found that my main sticking points were stopping moving sets and running out of things to say, though I will be able to improve on them with practice.

Jackal and the crew are cool and friendly guys and I’m sure we will be able to help each other a lot in the future. I look forward to sarging with them next Friday where I will hopefully get my first number close in Birmingham.

Wednesday 18th June 2011:

I have been too focused, I need to get some thoughts out of my head which is affecting my status in field, I have always found writing them down to be an effective release. I needed to write these thoughts and emotions down, otherwise I might snap. I´d been deliberating whether to share this given that it is rather personal but I decided to regardless, that´s why it is slightly out of date. My feelings during the week are a part of my performance in field as well as my well-being. This is not my field report my field report is coming ASAP. With regard to my persisting negativity this is how I feel I am progressing in my efforts to be rid of my negative self.

I have always been here, and I watch.

Once I had a true-self like every other person does but I can barely remember him, when one spends years, decades even, listening to his own other negative-self. If one can call him that? Then that person begins to believe what this “other” tells him.

Once I listened, and I obeyed, and I believed. It was the way of things I told myself; we are what we are, there is no changing, nor redemption; no phoenix rises for the down-trodden. Once, the negative voice stood proud and strong in the deep recess of my mind, he seemed a leader and a guide; he cast a long shadow in the harsh glare of the searing sun, his body girded with in iron and steel, his mind bathed in pride and self-assurance of the truth he seemed to speak. He appeared to my eyes as a walking god buried deep in my subconscious. That which he told me I was, I was; unconfident and unchanging. And so I saw myself, after a time, for a time…

I watched my true-self who was weaker turn to flee and eventually submit; it was the “other’s” righteousness he feared. And he believed, and he obeyed, or he died. It was the way of things I told myself.

For me this is becoming ancient history. And in all honesty, these days I view my remembrances as through a smoky glass. The details fade slowly into the distance, but the greater truth remains undimmed. Accusing me. Always accusing me; Look at the time I wasted on my self-imposed exile to the sidelines of life!

We make our own choices and must accept the consequences; I think it was Eleanor Roosevelt who said that. As regards to my own choices I struggled for a time to redeem them, and then when the time came, I took action. I decided to move for change.

True, my negative self is still imposing; he still bears weight on my mind and casts a constant heavy burden upon all my thoughts and emotions. He still stands strong in my mind but I am David and he is my Goliath, his walls and barricades are solid but not as unyielding as they were. His ramparts are falling; his long shadow and harsh glare in the face of insurmountable odds are waning. In the battlefield of my mind I am determined and soon the time will come when my Goliath, in all his might, must face me, but as David once showed, any foe no matter his constitution can be defeated. Could I achieve the same and beat down the negativity that lies in me?

I only know that my current fervour surpasses that of any I have had previous - that of my prior allegiance to my negative-self without doubt included. Irrelevant this all may be, misguided it most certainly is not. If I were my negative-self, I would be very, very concerned. This PUA business is starting to change me, albeit slowly.

Which way the wind will eventually blow in the coming storm – whose resolve will crumble, whose grip will prevail – that I cannot yet fully guess. I would be a fool to try. I cannot influence such events so strongly, even if I really wished it. Which, in candour I do not.

One thing that I can do – I want to do. I can bear witness. I will see that which is yet to unfold and mark it, in my mind if nowhere else, because I have always been here and I watch.


This is not my field report my field report is coming ASAP.

I really like reading this thread for inspiration and motivation but what on Earth are you talking about here mate?

Don´t worry, I am displaying the cryptic nature of my change and how I´m trying to understand the ways it seems to me that an "old self" keeps rearing it´s head, how Ive wasted too much time as an afc and how I´ll keep doing this PUA stuff until my new, more positive self becomes more dominant despite not being sure if I will even achieve this. I guess as an english person it is difficult to understand, I wrote in the style of a famous German writer I have studied who was notorious for his open-ended cryptic style of writing. Besides, they are also just my rambling thoughts lol.

Field Report Friday 17th June 2011:

I would fervently assert that tonight was the best night I have experienced with Jackal because one of my main and most intimidating barriers that has ever faced me seems to be crumbling before my feet. The barrier of which I speak is the one I faced in terms of finding it difficult to project myself as a sexually confident guy. With the cracking of this monolithic wall I believe an added increase to my levels of overall confidence was made.

My aim for tonight was to ignore number closing; the plan for tonight was to knock away the shackles of embarrassment which so solidly prevented me from making conversations turn sexual. I would just go with the flow and enjoy myself. With this in mind I set about my preparations for the night; practicing in the mirror, giving myself positive self-talk and most of all creating a new identity for myself tonight. The girls at work tell me I look handsome in the suit that I wear for work, so I decided that instead of changing into casual clothing to sarge tonight, I would instead sarge in my work clothes. Perhaps, with the wearing of a suit, and the confidence wearing one brings, the trepidations of the road ahead would be markedly easier. I was right. The positive reaction I gained for my choice of attire from Jackal, Dolphin and Ice-Cream was enough to seal this positivity in my mind. I felt good and I looked good. A famous German quote suddenly came to mind: “How I would that I were the one they named Appolonaire!”. Tonight I would be Faust and Jackal would my Teufel.

The night began high with high energy for me, mostly at this point thanks to Dolphin who I wholeheartedly maintain is a great guy and really a good motivator. After meeting the guys at the Jam House we made our way directly to the Central Library and Paradise Forum as is our standard MO. We didn’t really open any sets on the way, I spent most of my time swapping tales and grand plans with Dolphin who had recently come back from his various adventures with women. Without hesitation however, time soon came for us to be put straight into action. Upon reaching the Central Library I was sent into set, where I would attempt to get over my fears by way of Jackal´s Sex Machine gag. I didn’t care if it worked or not, I had a target and remained resolute. I noticed a set coming straight ahead from a street adjacent to the Paridise forum. Jackal ordered me in…

“Hey guys!” Remembering to smile… “What ever you do, don’t laugh!” They needed to know this was something not to be taken seriously. “Now my friends call me machine…”

“Uh oh…” One sighed…

“…Sex Machine…”

“Wow, that´s more cheese than I can stomach tonight…”

“So what do you think of the name?”

“Terrible, they arn´t your friends if they call you that…”

I was just happy that I went in there with something so ridiculous. The only problem was it was not doing the job it was supposed to. I would use it like an opinion opener “My friends call me Machine…Sex Machine…what do you guys think?” That was completely not what I wanted. I decided I would need to take another approach. I just had to be ballsy and tell a girl she was gorgeous, but not just gorgeous I would need to use a rather crude but necessary adjective “fucking” gorgeous. Jackal had told me that sexual confident guys and alpha males are not afraid to blurt out such language, and that such language is a sign of sexual confidence. For this reason, I would use it.

In the mean time, after I was blown out of set after set with the Sex Machine line, I found Dolphin walking the street (we had earlier become separated).

“Hey Man.” I said, “This Sex Machine line just makes the sets explode away, I´m glad I´m having the balls to say it though…”

“Yea I’m having the same trouble…”

“You know what man…” I said. “This isn’t working for me, I keep being apologetic for using it, I´m just going to go in and say to the girls that they are fucking gorgeous!”

“Go for it man.” Dolphin is ever supportive! “Why not go for that girl there…” He pointed to a one-set walking our way. I hesitated… “Go on man!” he pushed me, and I went.

Stand up, swing arms, chest out, big smile, eye contact, it all came automatically.

“Hey! Stop a second ok!” She took out some earphones I hadn’t noticed her wearing. She was an 8.5.

“Yea?” She said as she turned to look at me. I felt myself focus in on the interaction. Time seemed to slow down, the sights and sounds around me disappeared. I was there in the interaction. It was only me and her.

“I was walking down the street with my friends and I saw you. You know you are fucking gorgeous and I just had to stop you and talk to you!”

“Wow, well thanks.” She said coyly. But she had a confidence about her. “That was nice I geuss.” I could sense that she didn’t know what to say so it was time for me to take the lead at this point.

“For that reason, we will introduce ourselves. Hi my name is Diamonds, I study German and come from Nottingham.” I paused; she would hang on my words as I would look fervently into her eyes.

“Erm, yea, ok…Well my name is Emily, and I work in an office just up the road as a Civil Servant.” It was time to subliminally exert my authority in the conversation by judging her and at the same time give her qualification.

“Wow that is really cool, I want to join the same sector too! You must be a cool person! Good job I stopped you!”

She looked up at me, she was quite small and therefore, I felt, really cute. I was also impressed that (as I would later find out) she worked on behalf of a museum and was interested in history. I love it when I approach pretty, smart and polite girls. She was all three. I would go for the number close soon.

“Erm yea…” She didn’t know what to do or say. I think this whole interaction so far was rather shocking for her.
To ease the pressure on here I went on talking casually about what I was doing here and some of the adventures I´d had, strangely, in this confident state I didn’t bother following any routines or try doing my DHV stories. I was completely and utterly myself, and as Jackal oft points out, to truly be yourself in the company of strangers takes extreme confidence. And mine was radiating. I presume it is for this reason that after I went in for the number close, which also felt much easier given that I’d laid out my agenda clearly in my approach. You are gorgeous, I am sexually attracted to you, I want your number. Everything seemed to flow. Before I left though I made sure she knew when I would call and I made a point of mentioning to her how I was impressed by her interest in history. I sincerely was.

Nothing much happened thereafter, my brain went on auto-pilot. I did it! I told a girl she was “fucking gorgeous” and carried it off! It didn’t feel so hard at all actually! With a broad smile, solidly stuck to my face I almost ran back to Jackal who was sitting at a Café Rouge near the paradise forum.

“OMG man, I need a hug! Give me a hug!” I said with bright eyes.

“Come here man!” He said opening his arms. I felt so proud and after I told Jackal of my actions I could tell Jackal was proud too!

“You just fucking made my night man!” He said punching me on the shoulder.

I approached numerous other sets, without any real success, however the difference tonight was that I was getting much more positive results from the sets I approached. For example, just outside the paradise forum I approached a seven set consisting of hot Asian, Black and Oriental girls who passed me by. In a crowded location I opened with

“Hey guys stop a second everyone stop! I just had to come and talk to you because your friend here is so fucking gorgeous I just had to talk to her…and to you all of course.” They all laughed hysterically and made such a noise that everyone was watching us.

“She’s single, she’s single!” They shouted, I was having so much fun! Unfortunately I didn’t get a number close but it was still fantastic fun! I remember a group of Pakistani guys huddled together in a group look my way with an I-can’t-believe-what-I-am-seeing faces. I felt so strong in myself tonight and this was radiating, people could see it. After the girls left the guys looked at me and congratulated my on my efforts.

A second notable set which ran very well despite not yielding a number close was a two set of 7.5s. I basically ran the same routine and it went very well. I noticed major and I do mean major IOIs from my target with whom I exchanged heavy and sustained eye contact. She even asked me if I had facebook, which I do not, so she could add me. When the time came to number close I failed but I noticed her friend nudging her to say yes. So I asked again but still refused. We carried on talking for a little longer and I made them laugh long and hard a few times but still no success on the third number close. If anyone out there knows what this might be, PM me.

Given that I am running out of time I will hop straight onto my final set which I number closed. I would also say that this set was one of the best that I have ever run, and through my description I shall explain why.


As we were making out way from The Mailbox via the canal back to Broadstreet from where we would eventually disengage. At this time as a group we´d had to split up because Ice Cream had forgotten his ID and was unable to gain entrance into a bar. As we walked along the canal we approached several sets without notable success or occurrence. As we were getting closer to The Brasshouse (a location near Broadstreet) we saw a three-set walking on the other side of the canal. Jackal, knowing how pumped up I was at this point told me.

“Diamonds you are not missing that three set! They’re fucking hot! Be fucking alpha and talk to them from across the canal!”

“Huh? Will it work? How will I get locked in?”

“Just get in and do it; be alpha! You´re Diamonds Montana!” He called me Montana because we´d previously been talking about Tony Montana from Scarface and how he was possibly the epitome of “alpha-maleness”. With a sense of resolve inside me I elected to just run forward with this and try and get something going. I sped up slightly to catch up with the girls who were ahead of us.

Making sure my voice was loud enough to traverse the gap between us…

“Hey Guys! Me and my friends just saw you and well I thought you were all fucking gorgeous so I just had to talk to you!” I heard laughter and dispersed chatter that I could not quite make out. It was a good response. I would need to lock myself in from long distance.

“So you know what I´ll tell you my name and then you guys come across the next bridge and come talk to me ok?” My loud voice echoed as we passed under a canal bridge tunnel.

“Oh yea!” One of them said. The others were giggling and girl-coding each other. But I still needed to make them feel comfortable to actually cross.

“Well my name is Diamonds and I come from Nottingham and I study German!”

“OMG” A brunette shouted as her face lit up. “She speaks German!” I switched to German, I would make myself memorable and interesting, I knew damn well I was probably the only person they had ever met who could actually speak German. Luckily for me this country is terribly behind in terms of linguistic ability.

“Wow you come from Germany?” I spoke, making sure I demonstrated my best Hochdeutsch.

“Yes! I was born there but I am English!” She shouted with excitement.

“That is so cool, you need to get on this side I want to talk to you three ok!”

“Ok! We´re coming!”

For a few moments we carried on talking in German. I felt so proud. The language I love flowed off my tongue with elegance as I remained mindful of my Grammar. I could see AFCs looking at me just casually and confidently chatting-up these girls through a mix of English and German. I loved it!

All I needed now was a teacup…

As we neared an iron bridge which loosely connects Brindley Place with the Symphony Hall I disengaged conversation; I wanted to look cool by going back to my friends, I wanted the three set to know I wasn’t going to follow or chase them. Jackal, who can´t speak German didn’t know of the successful nature of the conversation that had transpired and congratulated me.

“Nice one man that was alpha, shame you couldn’t keep them in.”

“One is like German! I kept them in they´re coming to talk to me!” As I said this the girls turned slightly, from our direction it looked like they were going to go to the Symphony Hall and not cross to our side.

“It doesn’t look like they’re going to come…” He said. But I knew they would. You watch! I thought haha.

I walked ahead of my friends and mounted some steps to our side of the bridge, I watched the girls, but it did look like they were not going to come. They seemed to get closer and closer to the Symphony Hall instead of our way. I thought I hadn’t pulled it off, but as this thought completed its cycle in my mind I watched them as they turned again and approached the bridge. I waited on my end they carried on coming, all three were looking at me. I smiled. They smiled back. I would get a number. I had that feeling. My spider senses were tingling.

As they finally reached my end we began having a long conversation and really laughing and joking. I spoke of how cool it was that they spoke another language and told jokes in German. Two had blonde hair and one was a brunette, I would get her number so I ignored her a little. I wanted her to watch as I had fun with her friends before I would spring into action and attempt to number close her. After a few moments of ignoring her I turned and faced her.

“Do you speak any languages?”

“No I don’t”

“Aw that´s a shame, don’t worry I still like you though!”

Jackal came into set and began helping me and isolated. We talked about the best places to go because they were kind of new to Birmingham. I used this as an opportunity to be a cool, know-it-all guy and make recommendations. I told them I could lead them to a good place. I chose The Slug and Lettuce.

“Time for us is short.” I finally said. “So let me lead you to this place and then we´ll be on our way.” They agreed to follow. For the third time in front of the bouncers who I am now really getting to know, I walked in with three hot girls. Damn! Where was my teacup?`

“Ok.” I said to the girls as we approached the entrance. “These guys are cool they´ll look after you.”

“Wont you?” I said looking to the bouncers.

“Yea mate don’t worry.” The bouncers grinned with their usual broad smiles!

“Ok cool nice one guys!” I turned back to the girls. “Ok before I go…” I turned to the brunette, took her hand and isolated her.

“Give me your number!”

“Erm ok!”

I´m out of time now so all I will say is a great night and thanks Jackal and all who attended. Got to rush to work!

Been an okay sarge. In the beginning of the night I felt nervous as usual but as the momentum flows I get less and less nervous.

Walked into whetherspoons and was told to approach a two set sitting at a table. They didnt seem shocked at all and kept giggling to each other after things I said. I kind of kept changing the subject because I wasn't listening to what they were saying, girl conversation is so boring especially if you dont know the people theyre talking about. One of the girls seemed an indie chick, she seemed pretty chilled and cool, told me about better places to go in brum etc. She was maybe a 7. The other didn't talk too much as she had lost her voice from the night before haha. So I asked them whether they were going out later on, and they said they were going to the Jam House as they know the owner or something and they said they were getting free entry and drinks etc and I asked if they were going anywhere else (so we could meet up, a good reason to ask for the number) The 7 wanted to because she kept asking her friend where else they were going and her friend was like “why would we want to go anywhere else? its free!”. So the reason for my number wasnt there and I just left. I knew Jackal would tell me to go back for the number but I still left set. So went out had a ciggy then jackal told me to go back in. So went back in and said “so you girls are so fuckin...... cute. Ill ask for your numbers”, took my phone out and gave it to her,she giggled and took the phone gave the number to me. What was funny is that after I took her number I just called the number, she didnt know it was me so she answered and I picked up my phone and was like “hiiii!”. Funny stuff. The other gave hers as well. Gave em both a hug and left.

Got another number close. She seemed so easy. Giving me IOS as soon as I approached. Spoke for a bit, asked for her number, she said okay, I phoned the number to test it, hugged her and left.

Rest of the night didn’t go as well as there were times I regret not asking for the number.

But was a lighter hearted sarge this time so was good

An "entertaining" part of the night was when me and jackal were outside a shopping centre trying to rake in some HO's, a fight broke out between two groups of people. There was a really big guy againts a guy half his size. There was some shouting coming from inside the shopping centre and before I knew it this big guy punched the little guy in the face, he started bleeding. Jackal had decided to go find some help from a security guard about 100 meters away but the guy just said "its none of my business". After the guys in the fight had dispersed, several security guys in yellow jackets strolled out of the shopping centre and by that time it had all finished. Jackal had come back, he was on the phone to the police. He had explained to me that people always assume that there is a person that will call for help but no one ever does. So the burden should be on YOU to take the initiative.

On the way back, I stopped an 8 possibly 9 in a hurry on the street, I stood where I was and asked if I could ask her something, so she said that we can walk and talk, but all the other times I agreed to walk with a girl it went really badly, so I just said that I couldnt, and she shrugged and walked off. Kind of regret doing that now.

Approached another set, polish set. One lived here for a year and the other was just here for a week visiting her friend. The one here for a week was defs a 9. I didnt number close as the one was just here for a week and the other I wasnt attracted to. If I had closed I would have got at least one number here but I didnt. One of the girls was taking pictures of a building and I was tempted to run in front of it while she was taking a picture, but I always seem to need to ask Jackals permission. I did, but he didnt say anything - so I didnt do it. When in set I told these girls I had an urge to jump in front of the camera and they were like yeah you should have done it, would have been something out of the ordinary.

Next time Ima try going more nuts. I always feel as if I'm never myself and that fear is holding me back. People never see the real me because of it. I dont think I'll ever get rid of it. Ill have to just get used to it.

FR Friday the 17th of June 2011

Dear Jackal, the crew and people of the world......

May I ask for a few minutes of your free time and lend me your eyes.

Its your truly Leonidas,

I have been quiet for a while and I would like to apologise for that, life has been hard on me these few weeks and has concentrated negative energy on me and low self esteem. Aspite from that I have attended my first friday in two weeks so lets get on the way.

Suppose to meet at 7 but im running late and I make it about 8ish in the centre to meet them at the coffee shop. At my suprise I meet Diamonds dressed like a million pounds, he looked great and well smart, noticeable.
Also two new faces of the crew Dolphin and Ice Cream, we introduced and briefed eachother on our current levels.
Along the way to broadstreet we opened sets dhvd and generally had fun workin as tag teams.
We worked our way up and down the street to the NIA were we split and i aided my brother Dolphin to open a set and dhvd, while i was "stalking my number one actor" i saw a 3 set chilling by the NIA. To support the goodfella look I opened the set 2 guys 1 girl, not sure if any one of them is the bf and not even trying to investigate that whether they aren't lol. I just continued a general chat untill I caught up with my man Dolphin after he finished his set, as I went to introduce him and close so we can move on, he dhvs and opens again for me, I knew what was coming and I tryed eye contact on him to bail out, thinking this will collapse my image if we dont go now and not make it rude lol he asks for her number for me. Right I thought omg get ready and to my suprise neither of the dudes were her bfs and suprisingly she co operated and did give me her number.
Now this situation has opened my eyes to future mixed sets, ive gota disqualify and rapport every individual to seek the level of relationship between them. So I thank you Dolphin for teaching and proving that, you will never know otherwise.
We moved on to change setting to Brindley Place thinkin we would all meet up there, to kill time and get a drink we went into slug and lettice and opened a few sets, they were all fails but never mind, we received message to all meet at obar down the canal. We opened a few sets and were doin well, we had an invite with a group of bdayb to chamillion bar which was a result to take advantege, the Jackal and Diamonds Ice Cream caught up with us which was great, although Ice Cream had no id so we were lookin at split as it was queit late. Had a debrief and Jackal reminded me of the challenge of the night still had not been complited.
So I rushed back in the bar scanning for girl sets and to my luck I found a 2 set hb8 and hb7, I opened got IOIs introduced and rapported for their evening plans hb8 seemed hot for me, so I thought, ACOMPLISH MISSION ACOMPLISH MISSION I got her to lean in towards me and I whispered Jackals mission

Ive gota say to you girl, I wanna sleep with you tonight, so wots your number?!?

Her reply was simple and powerfull..Im waiting for my friends can you please go.
Ok my emotions are as follows, I cant beleive i just said that to a girl ive only met 2 minutes lol, I felt funny, brave and stupid, I put my happy face on I smiled at them, it was great meeting you two have a good night see you around.
I returned to Jackal like a wounded souldier asked why was the response this negative and he explained and ofcourse ofcourse lol
I did not even progress one kino move of either of them, not one.
That line needs high sexual power and balls to say, but I needed to escalate grow the physicall tension between both of us, to say that line I reckon atleast unlimited kino and two kiss closes to get the agreeing level, final bitch shield.
It was a good shit test, showed me I can do it, but there is loads to learn still loads.
The crew was dismissed but me and Dolphin stayed to begin club game (my first night of club game), we opened a few more sets and decided to hit ricocos on broad street.
So we get there and enter, first views loads of ladys, loud environment, beautifull place and just so different compared to my usuall club nights which included absinth, jagermaister, amaretto and so on lol. Everyone is bussin besides us and I think that my main lesson of the night is to adapt to this background i.e. look pissed and have a whale of a time and learn the strategy of clubgame.
First up my man Dolphin explains some tips of what he knows of this level of game which is eye contact, smile iois, introduce yourself to anyone and everyone and alot of kino.
Being that its a loud environment its no use shouting in a girls face, the hands speak for you and if she plays she plays. Also big thing is the 3 second rule dont think about she looks at you smile and go. Its not easy but it is fun as you go along and anything could happen.
We moved on from ricocos to gatecrasher and thats were i got my first k close in a club environment....sober lol.
Overall I wasnt as succesfull as I ussualy was with my nights, but obviously I blame myself for letting things bring me down, I learned new things and was introduced to some great new members of our crew I am happy though and will continue to learn and progress.
Thank you for using your own leisure time to read my report, I hope I have helped you in somekind of way, I would appreciate your help too and I'm open to any kind off criticism, tips, etc. Were here to learn of one another and help eachother to solve our own mystery of women, once again thank you and good day/night to you.




Yours faithfully
Leonidas

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Its now or never

Hey, nice report man, it was really entertaining! I know what you mean about energy levels getting you down. I guess it´s just like training of any kind, you have good and bad days. Thanks for sharing, it´s always nice to read my friend´s field reports.

I wouldn´t have guessed you were feeling low energy though. You always seem to boost me up when you are out with us!

Field Report Saturday 18th June 2011:


Sorry for any grammar errors. No time to proof read.

Coming home last night from my first session with Jackal I was buzzing to the brim with energy. I had achieved something that had plagued my mind for years and years. Before last night I had never even imagined I could be so forward with girls. But I was. When I am really in a powerful state I seem to be able to make miracles happen, but when I am out of state, I am unable to shake the entailed negativity and perform so well. This is exactly the problem I faced tonight; after last night there was only room for a “downer”. This is unfortunately the nature which the night took. However, low energy it may have been. Unyielding it certainly was not. I did at least manage to get one number-admittedly I was helped along the way by Jackal who, after volcano left, acted as my wingman. Thanks for the support man!

I think I felt less excited tonight because I knew there would only be Jackal and one other student, Volcano, out with me tonight. I seem to find the whole experience a lot more fun when many more guys come out. So to the rest of you, you need to come out on Saturday to support Volcano and I, really it would be such a help and make things so much more fun! So I challenge you to come two nights a week!

Anyway to the night….

I arrived a little late and met Jackal and Volcano outside the Paradise Forum where I was sent straight into action. At this time in Birmingham there are various stalls of different nature selling foods of all types from a myriad of different countries such as Germany, France, Spain, Jamaica and Belgium. As we slowly mingled between these stalls Jackal spotted a two set that he wanted me to engage. From our vantage position of the market from the high steps of the Paradise Forum I swept down towards this two-set we had seen. I was going to continue practicing my newest opener. As I marched down the steps to the centre of the stalls through which the girls were slowly walking I became more and more excited about approaching. I felt my heart beating fast; I felt the butterflies of excitement build up in my stomach. I was getting nervous because this was a crowded marketplace and there would be lots of witnesses to see me either conquer or crash and burn. Unfortunately this time they would witness the latter. I looked directly into the eyes of the nicer one…

“Wow, guys stop, wow! I was just walking along up there…” I said pointing back to the way I’d come “you two are so fucking gorgeous I just had to talk to you!” I smiled as I looked into each of their eyes in turn. They both laughed, as did various stall owners who had momentarily stopped what they had been doing in order to watch the show unfolding. I could see their faces grinning with curiosity as to which way this conversation would go.

“Wow, other than being approached by a guy calling himself Sex Machine, this is the weirdest thing that’s happened to me in two days!”

Had I been here before? Dolphin, Was this your set? I don’t remember these girls…

“Oh, so you’re one of Sex Machine’s girls?” I smiled curiously.

“What!? I certainly am not!”

“Will someone explain to me what’s going on? Rachel, who’s Sex Machine?” Her friend piped up.

“I don’t know, some Asian guy here yesterday started talking to me…”

“What? And he was called Sex Machine?”

“Well that’s what he said!” She burst out laughing. I would need to take control now…

“Wow, this conversation is going so well…let’s introduce ourselves…”

“Oh and I suppose you’re sex bomb?” Rachel’s friend interjected with a negative attitude boot-strapped.

“I can be if you want…”

“Oh please, only guy ever to get away with calling himself Sex-Bomb was Tom Jones, and he only just scraped it…” She laughed. She was being difficult but not really rude. Regardless I negged her for her comment before continuing.

“Well my friends call me Diamonds and I come from Nottingham.”

“What planet are you from?! After hearing Sex Machine I at least expected a normal name you sure you aren’t from Mars?” Rachel´s friend said.

“Actually diamonds come from Holland, everyone knows that.” I said as I moved next to Rachel ad put my arm around her. “Is she always this rude? We’re going to have to stand here and bust on her for that aren’t we…” Rachel laughed. “Don’t worry, you’re cute, I like that.” I wanted to make sure I didn’t neg too harshly. I could see this wasn’t going anywhere so I just decided to go for the number close.

“You know what Rachel’s friend, you are actually quite cool…give me your number.”

“Mr Diamonds, although it pains me, I am going to have to say no.” I liked her, she was fun, she wouldn’t know it but she perked up my mood a little. So I thanked her and let her go. This was the point where some of the old men behind the stalls began looking at me and smiling. They found the whole interaction funny, which I also did, shame however that I could not obtain a number close.

The night carried on rather unsuccessfully to be honest, I approached many sets but for some reason, which I cannot fully grasp yet, my energy levels were not fired up. If anyone out there is reading this right now, I surely would be grateful of some advice on how to focus and get into state. (If you do decide to share some ideas, just pop a comment on the thread. I would appreciate that!)

Essentially we spent most of the night running street game but for the first time in what seems to be a long time we went to a bar and focused on some sets inside. As usual we went to the Slug and Lettuce but by the time we arrived it was very lively and was rather over-patronised by men. Regardless we approached several girl sets; unfortunately to no avail. With each failed set my mood fell lower and lower. This annoys me, I have come so far but I still allow outside influences to ruin my mood. I shall make this my next target to over-come. Again any tips guys? Would appreciate them!

After disembarking from The Slug and Lettuce we continued running street game, the responses in the street were better for me and I began to enjoy myself again. I especially enjoyed talking to a Spanish girl, she was hot, and given that one of my hobbies is learning Spanish I decided to talk to her in her native tongue.

Unfortunately, however I don’t think she really understood the impact of what I meant when I opened her with “Wow you are fucking gorgeous.” So I tried to translate it into Spanish, unfortunately for me, my lexicon didn’t include “fucking” or “gorgeous” so I improvised…I pointed to her mid-way through the conversation…

“Eres muy fucking gorgiosa!” Spanish feminine adjectives always have “a” on the end so perhaps a stab in the dark wouldn’t hurt…

“Qué???”

“You-are-muy-fucking-gorgiosa…” Wow what a tool I am!

“Ahh gorgeous…No, no soy!” (No, no I am not!) She said whilst her face went red…

Please, please let me have a number close…

“Hey I have to go now, so give me your number and I´ll get back to you…”

She looked at me coyly… “Sorry, no…” Damn, well either way it was a funny conversation.


I was sorry that this didn’t go to plan, but happily for me redemption would come in the form of two Italian girls and their friend. Before we disengaged Jackal told me to approach one last set that, as we were walking back to the Paradise Forum, stood ahead of us. With a final boost I decided to go in with full energy and stage one last attack and hopefully get a number close.

“Hey guys! Wow you are fucking gorgeous!” I burst out. They were, I would say that they were both easily 9.5s. To my opening they laughed.

“Thanks.”

“What on earth are you guys doing waiting in the cold like this? If I had a tic-tac I´d give you one…”

“So generous!” They laughed. They were really friendly. I think my positivity that I now feeling was rubbing off on them. I wanted to keep the conversation flowing, I was still not properly locked in.

“What are you all out here for tonight then?”

“Oh we’re going into that bar over there” She said pointing to a bar next to Wetherspoon´s. “We´re meeting my sister.”

“Oh, is that her over there?” I asked.

“Yea.” At this point I wanted to get them all together I wanted to win the group and for that I needed the final girl.

“Hey! Come over here! I´m just talking to your sister and friend.” I shouted loudly to her, she was about twenty metres away. She came over.

“Hey! Who are you? How do you know Fran and Ana?”

“Oh I was just the guy that came to talk to them five minutes ago. I thought they were cool so I decided to talk to them. You must be cool too.” She seemed like the leader. I would need to get her approval.

“So what are you all here for?” I asked, I wanted to get as much information as possible before I began DHVing myself.

“Oh we’re out just to have drinks, what about you?”

“Well I have just finished a great day at work where I was praised for a presentation I gave, so I decided to come out and celebrate! Me and my friends are heading back after drinks.” I said making sure I held my energy levels high and smile broad. At this point Jackal came in to help wing me. Given I was not 100% tonight he knew that I would possibly need some help. He was right. I would. He did a great job giving me a hand. Pretty soon the conversation was in full flow. I was getting IOIs from my target who I made sure to kino.

“Diamonds have you told these girls they´re fucking gorgeous!?”

“Yea man I did! Shall I repeat? You guys are fucking gorgeous.” It seemed to pump me up each time I said those words. Everything began to feel so natural. Words flowed from my tongue I was beginning to feel the fire of ignition. Finally. Perhaps too late to feel this mood, unwelcome it certainly was not!

“Omg!” I said in response to something funny one of them said. “Jackal, I think this one is the bad one of the group! I said as I put my arm around my target.

“Omg! We were compeletely talking about this earlier! That´s what we said!”

“Well I’m clairvoyant!” I laughed. Time was coming; soon I would need to number close before we headed off.

“Wow, how could you tell she was the bad one of the group! She so is!” My target´s sister asked.

“Well it´s the aura, I can sense different things from you.” I´d read that women love this kind of stuff, for this reason I would try to get the most out of it. I did.

“I can tell that you sisters are like chalk and cheese. You, unlike Fran, are a nice girl.”

“He’s so right!”

I paused a little. But Jackal the great wingman he is, supported me and ran some game on the group giving me some breathing room that I needed; the sudden success I was enjoying caught me off guard. I wasn’t expecting to talk for so long.

“Ok Diamonds, we gotta go now.” Jackal´s signal.

“Well…” I said turning away from the girls slightly. “It was great talking to you. Fran give me your number.”

“I forgot my phone.” Shit…

“Oh Jackal, I got rejected!” I said jokingly.

“No, honestly I forgot it…”

“She´s telling the truth.” Her sister supported. “It´s at her house, we left in a rush…” I seem to be really talented at getting obstacles on side.

“OK give me your sister´s number…”

“Do you want me to?” She asked Fran.

“It’s ok to say no, you won’t hurt my feelings.” I said sincerely to Fran. I didn’t know whether she was lying because she felt bad about turning me down. I also wanted to reinforce that she had a decision to make, she could either give me her number and maintain the possibility of seeing me again or decide to never see me again which she might regret.

“Yea give it to him, it’s fine…” She smiled.

After exchanging numbers we all hugged each other. I was a great interaction. I was glad to have come out tonight despite the lukewarm beginning. This is why the weekends sarging with Jackal and my friends are always the highlight of my week. Thank you all!

Also if anyone has any tips on re-initialising a positive frame of mind or sustaining such a state please share your ideas

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