I did not kiss a girl until I was 18. I have blocked the memory of having lost my virginity because it went so terribly bad. All I have is some vague memory of a failing erection and a coloured girl who stopped talking to me. Then I also I asked my first girl friend if she minded if I touched her ass while we kissed. However I was too self-concious to even get around to kissing her.
After that it was downhill until I heard about PUA. I spent months studying the theory like my life depended on it but never went into the field. When I finally did get into the field (admittedly with the help of alcohol) I learnt that I was not as much of a PUA-WiseGuy as I thought. Nevertheless I did achieve some goals of mine after months and months of practice...
In the last three years I have kissed over 30 girls. I have slept with over 5. I have also had three 7 month-long relationships. I even had a threesome on my Birthday which I didn't pay for. If I had only known that I had this potential inside of me when I asked my first gf if I could touch her ass
Then there came a time when I thought I would not need my PUA skills anymore - when I fell in love with that seemingly perfect female during my last relationship. To cut a long story short: We broke up. I'm heartbroken. I need to get over her.
Therefore I am now back in the game not to kiss and fuck every girl I meet, but to find the "almost-perfect" girl of my dreams. Kissing and fucking casually will just be used to build up my self-esteem, but are not my essential goals in PUA.

Hey Playerlover thats a great story, sorry to hear about the break up. I found to build confidence, double up pick up with following another dream (starting a business, getting in shape, etc..).

Have fun and good luck

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Man I understand all that, I just got out of a 10 month relationship and it's not like it used to be. But hell I found out what it takes to get em in bed and now I'm out on the prowl again. And I too, have found a bombshell girl that is a new challenge for me, cause once August rolls around we're off to different colleges. In my experience you just need to be aggressive to get em. Show that you're an alpha male and can provide what they need plus more.
How long was your past relationship? How long since the breakup? Have you found any potential targets for your Cause getting em with ya is the challenge keeping a relationship ain't much more.

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