i am curious if i have a problem... and so the flashback begins.

pre-story facts:
-i sell alcohol, weed, and adderall out of my dorm room to mostly sorority girls and frat dudes
-i am "the party kid"
-lately been called "your soo sexyy" a noticable amount of times
-freshman
-19 yo
-virgin
-although i have a lot of resources, we were both completely sober throughout the story.
-final exams week

STORY:
So its the last week of college. this whole semester ive been eyein and flirting with this chick from physics class. Shes dumb at academics, although we go to a renowned school. Her face isnt hot but its also not bad. Her body though... fuck yeah. She's got the bod of a model, with flawless skin.

1st interaction:
Anyway, we planned on studying together. I went over to her dorm (after an allnighter) and tutored her a little bit (10 mins) then we started just playing around. were just playing with our hands and ea other, and we had the teacher student plaything going.
Well after a while i was like damn i havent slept in forever i could really use a massage. and shes like how about you give mee a massage first. So we went to her room and no one was there. check.
She got on her bed face down. I got on top of her so I'm sitting on her nicee ass. i took off her top shirt so she was wearing a bra. gave her a massage. then she sat up and i just created this intense sexual tension. She kissed me and she took off her top and sat on me (like cowgirl position but i was clothed) she started riding me and then her roommate knocked so that was the end of that.

2nd interaction:
This time, she came over at about 11 pm. we were in my living room in my dorm. Then some cop stopped and was on my ass instantly. cause of my beer pong table in my room. anyway, i pulled some sick moves, grabbed my shit from right under his eyes when he basically said let me come in before backup arrives and itll be better for me, and basically got away with everything and saved both of us MIPs and a lot of jailtime for me. Maybe this turned her on, how smooth i was at getting away. Anyway, we went out for dinner (she paid for hers) then we got back to my room. Got in my bed (purple aura lights + speakers under the bed). Then we played around with ea. other from 1 till 6am. then my roommate tried going to sleep, so i asked her if she wanted to go to the one person big bathroom next door and we did. i turned the lights off and we played around there for a second until...
she leaned up against the big frosted glass windows and pushed her ass back.. waiting for me to get in.
I put on my condom..
*note: so up until this point, my night was basically like something u see in a movie... some kid dodged jailtime and shit by barely getting away with it all from the cops, and they go to dinner in the rain, (i have programmed security cameras in my room to txt me if theres any motion in my room), and we get back and play for hours in this awesome bedroom with huge red velvetty curtains, aura lights under the bed, and speakers pumping out party songs, then into the bathroom to continue.. now here was this fucking hot model-like chick waiting for me to get in...
and BOOM....

I couldnt get it up. just like that. after a few minutes, it was kinda wierd. i was like I'm sorry this has never happened before (noone knows I'm a virgin cause girls are always all over me and other girls notice this). She said it was probably her, and i said no because i think you are hot and I'm attracted to you. So we go back to my room and she tries to get me up for like 30 minutes. then i give up and we go to sleeep. lame yeah.


QUESTION:
so why couldnt i get it up? cause it was up when we were just playing around. I'm completely heterosexual. i have alone time and everythings normal. I don't think it was nervousness, cause i wasnt nervous at all.


*ps. we met up again a few days later... i made up for last time and i fucked her and lost my virginity =), and everything was all good but theres also an interesting story to this ill post later.

You were "way too" excited, it happens

haha what do you mean?

Dude, I only skim read through this as I have little time but I have also had this issue. I was in a long term relationship which was very sexual. Although this could well not be the same issue as your having but you have to question your self if your attracted to her. Like my Ex is a 7/8 but her personality changed a lot meaning I lost attraction. I had been stumbling on this issue for about 2 months. Although I lost attraction, have you developed attraction to this girl? You said your a virgin so does she feel special to you? This is just from my experience, whether it is the same for you I don't know but I hope it helps Keep up the good work and I like the 'get away' from cops searching your shit, sounds like this could have been a DHV of being the 'bad boy' which would have also excited her.

Peace Bro x

Are you using the adderall you're selling? One of the possible side effects is inability to attain an erection. It's not permanent, just may be caused while on the drug. Google it.

Nothing was wrong with you. You were just a virgin. Its a very common occurance. Either you can`t get it up, or can`t climax or climax too fast. Perfectly normal. You`ll be fine after you get a few notches under your belt.