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You have to cut the bullshit and stay honest. Don't verbalize the fact that you like her. She's screening you, she wants to know if you're worth it. She's dealt with players. What you need to do is shut the fuck up and SHOW you like her through actions. This means complimenting her, asking her about meeting and that you have a surprise for her..give it some thought.

In reply to her long ass message to you:

She's crazy as hell man. She's full of shit beyond belief. Any girl that can write such a long message is terribly insecure. Plus, she doesn't have a clean slate with you. She's bringing all this other bullshit from the past how she got hurt and all. And at the very end she's trying to make it look like you and her should just go the opposite ways. She's using push pull on you.

I would just tell her this, "Wait, were you referring to me playing football? And you're right, it's better we go our own ways, I don't like games either. Pleasure to have talked to you, first & last name." That will shut her ass up and leave her speechless.

First of all, oneitus much? The fact that you call her a HB100 and are afraid of losing her means you've already put her on a pedastal.

Second of all, the words "months" and "online" should never be in the same sentence. You can't really get to know a person online. Do you even know she really looks like that? There's a limit to how long you should talk to someone online before meeting them. It's different for each person, but it's definitely not "months". That's quite an investment you've made in someone you don't really know that well. Think about it from a HB4-5 perspective. Feed you false information, keep you on the hook for months, put the switch once she feels your invested enough that that you won't go running. It could be that she just doesn't think you'll be able to handle some awful truth about her that she's been hiding. She might have never intended to meet in the first place.

My advice is: 1) be willing to let go of this one, and there's a chance that she'll like you more because of it, and 2) avoid getting too involved with someone you've never met. Push for the meet and if she refuses, there's probably a reason for it that you won't like.

Months online??? Usually I just do a few emails online then snatch a phone number, text game and meet up.
And you WAITED for MONTHS ? Maybe she's right, she thought if you're INTERESTED enough, you would have made effort to meet her up in person MONTHS AGO.

Hey man you sure she's real? Just saying if you havn't met by now...