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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

Salamander, I misread your post... I read it too fast

By "keeping the journey to yourself", I thought you were saying "I don't want people to comment here" when you were concerned about your friends.

Sorry for polluting your journal with my inappropriate comment!

Alright, I get it

You may continue your legendary quest of kissing girls!

Field report: alpha female

Last night I went to a student party a bit unexpected. One of my friends asked me if I was going out, I hadn't really planned anything, had to prepare myself to go in like 5 minutes, so I was not really in state.

It was a party with really cheap drinks, so everyone went there to get drunk I guess. Me too... Although I was not shit faced drunk, I wasn't exactly sober either. Approaching was a bit more difficult, but after about an hour in, I saw a HB7.5 dancing in a sexy way in a group. I started dancing with her, grinding, escalating massively, eventually kissed her in the neck, did the C-hand move and went in for the K-close... To early apparently, she pushed me away in a bitchy way (still smiling though): "You think I am that easy?". I was perplexed, I was gamed by a girl! Damn, an alpha female!

I smiled and went off looking like I didn't care, apparently two of my friends had a bet running, one said I was going to k-close her, the other didn't believe I was going to pull it off

Later on, I opened some more sets, but nothing memorable happened. I was escalating with one HB7 but a friend of her (boyfriend?) came in and AMOG'ed me, I tried talking to him but he wouldn't listen. I ejected. Meanwhile we were drinking like crazy (I think I drunk 15-20 beers in 3 hours), so I was getting a bit drunk. I had to go to the toilet and when I came back, I didn't seem to find any of my friends. Then this HB6 came up to me (we danced a bit earlier on), we started dancing/talking (she mentioned something about just splitting up with her boyfriend). Eventually she escalated, and we kissed quite intense, she rubbed my cock etc.. But I wasn't really interested in the girl, so I was kind of not happy with the end result.

My conclusions:
- Trying to get in state real fast
- Don't go to early for the k-close (alpha female)
- Don't kiss close if you don't like the girl
- Drink a bit less

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

congrats on you k-close dude haha. What a find interesting is that when you are unexpectedly invited to a party and have no time to get ready, somehow those parties turn out to be the best. Sometimes you're not in the mood to party, and you go anyways right. You end up k closing or f closing someone. am I wrong ?? it's crazy.
And other times when you're so excited about a party, turns out it was a shitty night.
it's weird.

I can totally relate to you right there...Just like when you were in spain, I was doing great in Brazil (where I used to live) when on vacations. Here it seems like I have to take babies steps again. it's weird and harder to close girls. We're all working on it right ?? so we should be proud of it.

keep up the good work!

GringoZ

Exactly! When you know you're going to a party, your expectations are always way too high and never met. I'm happy I went out, all in all it was a fun night! One of my friends even tossed over the cabin where they sold drinking coins, all the coins on the floor and everyone grabbing for free drinks, it was funny.

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

You: Yes.
and you are sooo in!

You have balls. IMO that's one of the most important qualities in PU.

And you love alcohol, which is also great. I want a Duvel

Good job!!

Yeah I should've said yes, but she just went off after she said that, and chasing her would've lowered my status I think.

Having balls is good for tackling AA, but I still need to work on my attraction I think; I'll try and find some material about that, any suggestions?

Yeah and Duvel is diabolically delicious!

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

have you ever read some of David Deangelo material ? He's got double your dating and attraction isn't a choice. Right now I'm reading attraction isn't a choice and it's pretty decent dude. I also heard the attraction code by Vin Dicarlo is worth giving a try.

I'll check out David De'Angelo, I read he uses evolutionary psychology, in which I really do believe.

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

By the way, I found out that the girl that gamed me in my previous field report was actually doing that to make a guy (who I also happen to know) jealous. Apparently she has a crazy rush on him since a few weeks, but he has a girl friend. Don't really know what to think of this. In fact, I don't really care

Oh and GringoZ, I've been reading some material of David DeAngelo, good stuff, thanks for the suggestion!

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No problem man. His material is what actually brought me to the game a couple months ago. yea he uses EP and NPL, and all these techniques that require a lot of focus for it to work. I'm too distracted!
I do love the cocky and funny personality

Long time no update, I'm super busy with school. Kind of dropped out of the Style Life challenge, since it seems something for social retards :/

As GringoZ suggested David DeAngelo's material, I read it and I think the "cocky-comedy" thing is quite similar to what I'm gaming like. In school, when I am like that, girls really seem into me. This week, 3 girls added me on Facebook, and I didn't even give my name (well, not my last name)! This means they are really looking me up (searching with their mutual friends). So I feel quite confident at the moment.

One thing though; last week there was a party and I was negging some girls like crazy (I said to one HB8 that she has more moustache than her boyfriend, but in a very jokingly way, and she was like "really? but I'm blonde, I shouldn't have a moustache" At this point I was cracking up, and she pushed me in a jokingly way). A friend of mine overheard the conversation and he told me this weekend: "dude, that was over the top man! so misogynistic... ". I told him the girls were laughing and they were not mad, so it was not really a problem... So I think I'll stick with the harsh negs (I've always been a bit sarcastic), without forgetting to be funny.

Tonight I have some kind of date with my one-itis. Maybe you guys think it's a bad idea but I don't care. On her facebook page, it says she has a relationship, but she never mentioned it to me, so I'm planning to ask her about this this evening. However it turns out, I'll escalate as much as possible while being cocky+funny. She's been sending a lot of texts lately (around 30 in a week), so tonight, something might happen.

I'll keep you updated!

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

The date

She had to work, but around 22pm she came around at a bar I was at. We decided to move to another bar because the drinks were quite expensive there. We started talking about literally everything you could think of, no moments of silence at all. At around 1am, we went to another bar, and then it started to get interesting. I asked her about her relationship and she told me she has been with her boyfriend for 3 years, but she doesn't feels like he understands her/is interested in her. He always does what he wants, he never aks her opinion or he basically ignores her. She feels like she's been too long with him to break up now... I felt my chances were rising.

The bar was closing also, so we went to another (final) bar. We talked again about various matters (sex included), and then she suddenly apologizes for bringing up her boyfriend and "whining" about him. I say it's alright. After our last drinks, we decided to head home (it was already around 4am). At the moment we say goodbye, I really feel like I could've kissed her, she definitely felt it too.. She was hesitant, so was I, but I just hugged her and gave her a goodbye kiss on the cheek. I didn't felt like I had the right to break up a 3 year relationship.

Anyway, I got home and texted her:

Me: Home!
She: That was fast! Good night!
Me: yeah I know. I still had a question though
She: Oh really? Ask me!
Me: Oh I thought you wanted to go to sleep?
She: Oh come on, ask me!
Me: Alright. I was wondering if you came out tonight for me or just to "vent" (don't know if this is the right word in English) about your boyfriend. Either way I have to say I had fun.
She: It was for you. Really sorry about the last thing. I like you and I'm sorry I haven't met you 2 years earlier (she told me her boyfriend cheated on her a while ago, she was wondering what would've happened if she broke up then, she says she's too good)

This morning, she sent another text:
She: I read your message again and I really feel like a bitch now. I didn't want to get your hopes up. Sorry if I did! I won't tell my boyfriend it was that late because he won''t like that. Sorry again for creating false expectations, and thanks a lot for the great night!
Me: You don't always have to excuse yourself

Now, what should I do? I really like her and I want to go on with this, but apparently she doesn't dare to break up (she told me so literally). I invited her to come to my house to play some Playstation at my house (before the texting), should I still do it?

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger

She sent another message on Facebook now:

She: I really want to excuse me, I was being silly! (I should whine like that to my friends, not to you). Time flew, I really had fun, but now I'm afraid to see you again :p
Me: No worries! Maybe I shouldn't have sent that message, but I just wanted to know what your intentions were. I really had fun too! (than I added a videoclip of a song which I was talking about with her, she didn't know it)

I think I'll send her a text tomorrow what she thinks of the video. Damn, she's in my head all day :/

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Alcohol has been a social lubricant for ages - Roger Dodger