I really want to improve.. I am ready to cut my cock and crush my nuts if tats wat it takes for me to get better..

I've already posted this in Natural game but still i need ur guide.

My friend is a Tall, rich guy. He is very alpha and he buys women stuff but not in an AFC way he does the "buying for girls" thing in an alpha way and he organises people in a very good way. On the other hand, I am a confident, cocky, funny, person when i'm around with my guy friends, but i start acting different when i'm with women. But i try my best not to look uncomfortable or AFC.. Even though i know wat to say to women I am not able to say it.. I get the feeling like if I say this they may try to make me look like an ass..

I know that i should not care what others think, but focus on wat produces result. I want u guys to tell me some EXERCISES or practice ideas which will help me to act as MYSELF(as confident, cocky and funny as I'm with my guy friends)...

I want to improve!!!

You gotta start small. I dont care how small. But you gotta start somewhere. And then build on that.

Do you open sets too?

im a college student.. I spend most of my time in college and the remaining time in travelling from home to college.. I can only open sets in my college.. I need some ideas on how to "start"?

also how to tune my game so that i dont act differently around women.. getting high confidence and stuff..

mate: LIBRARY! its gold my friend. wander round looking for books, example:

PUA: hey do you know where [any book from your course] is?
HB: no, sorry.
PUA: Haha, ok, it was a long shot. This library is so big.
HB: ... (the more she says the better, so this is in worst case scenario)
PUA: I study [whatever], do you maybe know where that section is?
HB: no/yes
if yes: PUA: oh excellent, thanks, what course do you study?
if no: PUA: ah nuts, ok thanks, what course do you study?

also, if there is a cafe or something attached to the library (like there is in mine) go when its really busy, get a coffee, and find who you wanna sit next to, and ask if you can sit there... interrupt there conversation and chat.