Hello everyone my name is James and let me start off by saying that I am very glad that I discovered this art and this forum.

Since this is the introduction thread let me introduce myself, as I said my name is James, im 16 and I am in a really messed up position at the moment for several reasons.

So first of all lets start with my physical appearance, I have always been one of those skinny and slender but still muscular and well built types. Parkour helped me a lot with developing my muscles and I am now trying to gain weight but it is hard because of my body type.

I honestly think that I am pretty good looking considering my face but the problem I always had is my teeth, well not always. When I still had my baby teeth I had an awesome smile but for some reason it took a lot of time for them to fall out so I ended up with a crowded mess. I do blame my parents for not taking me to the orthodontist to fix this, I mean ofc I didn't want to go, which little kid wants to go get a bracer but I think they should've persuaded me.

So now I have this pretty face but also these retarded teeth and the fact that I could have avoided this is just tearing me apart sometimes. I never had a real girlfriend before and I always blame it on my teeth, basicly I always think something along the lines of "How could she love me with these teeth" and that really ruins my confidence and my chances.

When talking about my personality I have been trough it all. In elementary school I was kind of like a good guy/nerd but I wasnt really a nerd I just got good grades and was a "good boy" I never did anything "interesting".

As the years passed I slowly moved a way from that to a more of a cool guy but I still wasnt there with girls, as a 100000 other guys I just didnt know what to say and my teeth didnt really help.

By the end of the elementary school I was a really cool person with a lot of friends just no girlfriends. It certainly didn't help that the girl I had the BIGGEST crush ever in life I mean Im pretty shure thats the feeling when you meet the one. I was just so into that girl, every time I would be near her I would just look at her like I just wanted to get the most out of the time she's near.

Well she was taken, this was actually my fist big love as far as I can remember. Anyway she's was taken and the suddenly one day she broke up with her boyfriend, and I was ready to go into action. Honestly I don't think I would actually do anything unfortunately but I was just happy that now I have a small chance.

Well the next morning one of my best friends started dating her. That was just a BLOW IN THE FACE, in the NUTS it hurt like hell. Thats probably one of the reasons my inner game was fucked up and I never really wanted to get close to girls anymore.

So whenever I got a crush I wouldn't do shit about it but as soon as somebody else did I would be super jelaus and angry cus I didnt have the balls to do anything, I really felt like a fucking pussy.

As cheese as it sounds parkour helped me a lot in my life and tought me many things I believe that if it wasnt for that wonderfull art I would now be on drugs probably uber depressed and so on.

So I started high school in a really shitty state of mind, I mean my first day was just a pass trough, actually my whole first year was just about getting to school and then just leaving as soon as possible. My parrents having a lot of fights didnt really help either it was just a fucked up year, and although I actually got some IOIs from some new girls at my class in the first year I didnt do shit with it because I was in such a shitty frame of mind.

When the second year rolled around I was all about change, but I didnt really do anything. I was a bit more social but that wasnt really me it was more like a bad mask I would wear to school and I still had a lot of inner problems and inner game issues.

Then on one of the parties everything changed. My ussuall party night would like this.

I would walk into a nightclub/dance club with a bunch of friends and just hover around them not really doing anything on my own, I would just stand there and watch while they got all the girls and had all the fun. I was pretending I had a good time but I was actualy crying inside lol.

One of those nights I just had a moment of revalation, I was hovering behind one of my buddies and just dancing some retarded dance trying to "fit in" when he started making out with a girl. Suddenly I felt like a total weirdo and the biggest pussy in the world. From that moment I decided I would do anything to change my life and get out of this shit zone.

Now I had the desire but still no tools and the I got a sign from god lol. One night I was browsing trough youtube listening to songs and doing all the usual stuff when I came upon a video named something like 200 seconds everyman should hear. It was a clip from one of David Deangelos seminars and that WAS A FUCKING EYE OPENER.

I instantly started searching for more material, downloaded videos and programs and all kinds of shit, then I learned about mystery and got his book revalation and then I found this forum.

I have been practicing this stuff for about 4 months now and I have gotten better results, I am much more confident I do get more attraction from girls and I am so fucking grateful for it, but I still have a long way to go. Even thou I have a lot more confidence now my teeth still secretly bring me down and I truly believe that if I had straight teeth I would get SO MUCH more confidence and I would be really awesome with girls, cus I do have a good looking face and now these tools and tehniques my teeth are the only thing that is keeping me back.

So I devised a plan. This summer will be my physical and mental make over. I will try to get retainers or bracers and at least start to straighten my teeth, that alone will be a boost to my confidence, I will do a lot of exercises and improve the look of my body and finally practice my game and who else than summer hotties.

If all goes well I want to come back to school after the summer as an ultimate cool guy and just make all of the girls go "holly shit! is that him" and I am really, really dedicated to this cause.

Wish me luck guys!