Hello guys: i'll try making a long story, short.

Met this girl last summer...I didn't really like her much at first and she liked a friend of mine. The two of them kissed, then he left her not continuing the "story" with her.
As a matter of fact, I start liking her always more...knowing the two of them are NOT together I started trying to hook out with her around October. She doesn't accept...so I just let it go for a while.
As of December, I decide I'd try again cause we were meeting every Monday at music school and she seemed to be so good while being with me (we also went out with friends many times and she was always around me and talking with me...there was a good, fun vibe going on...we were both playful...some kino too). So one night, real late...something like 3 in the morning, I call her after we went out with friends and ask her to go out with me. She accepts the next day. Everything goes ok.
In January I manage to go out with her once more and a few times with friends.
Everything seems rolling ok, but no kiss...

What happens next? I get to know she's still thinking, nine months later, about that friend of mine who she kissed this summer...so I just can't bare being used this way and just talk her my feelings, cause we'd been out many times and it seemed as I had wasted my time. She gives me a LJBF speech...actually she says: "If all this had happened before what happened this summer...we probably wouldn't be having this speech and would be trying something more than friendship"

Of course, this has made me a little mad...so I just told her I don't want my role to be her friend, cause it's not what I want. She just said: "I'm sorry, if it can make you feel better I won't look for you anymore...we'll just meet on Mondays at music as usual". My answer was: "I can't completely ignore you because we play in the same band...so, just let things go ahead. I'm fine"

But actually I blocked her both on facebook and msn...deleted all calls and sms...I just want to stop thinking of her...but it's so damn hard...somewhere in my mind I'm still convinced she does like me...and this doesn't help me...
Well anyway, this happened on Tuesday. Today it's Sunday and she hasn't looked for me yet. Tomorrow we'll meet at music...meh, what a strange situation!