This is gonna be hard to write, but I feel I gotta get myself sorted, so here goes


Tonight was seriously the worst night since I ever learnt anything about PUA. It all started when I went out randomly tonight (wasn't going to go out tonight but a friend text me and I figured why not) I went to a new pub and although busy I was ony there to talk to a few friends and go somewhere else, it ended up just being all guys really with a sparse selection of girls, who were all HB7 and above bar a few (night bad really lol)

I decided earlierin the week to go on a new diet which includes only drinking Vodka Tonics if I'm out, and it kept me coherrant and able to talk. The problem is that I couldn't talk or aproach anyone, I was completlyfrozen and I can't work out why.

It was if my Approach Anxiety had just all come back in one big wave just when I thought I was getting rid of it (I've had a successful couple of weeks apart from last week where my mate took the target home before I should have). Nomatter what I did, I just couldn't get into any vibe or rhythm and ended up going home at 2am having made 0 approahes, I have never had such a bad turnout, I was miserable as fuck coming home and although not angry, I am sat here writing this kinda depressed because I'm not sure what happened or how I can fix it.

I plan on just watching "The Blueprint Decoded" tomorrow hoping it can give me an insight or something, but I honestly just feel like shit, almost as bad as when I had full blown depression. I need help badly, I know this but don't know what to do right now. Part of me thinks "Fuck it, it was a bad rare off night" but I'm not completly convinced by that.


Thanks for reading.

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To Succeed You Have to Stop being Ordinary and Start being Legend...Wait For It....Dary!!!

If you do what you always did, you will get what you always got.

Live for the Moment, Never see a Chance you didn't take!

Same problem. I froze out, wandered in the same plaza for over three hours and didn't make the "correct" approach.

I feel like shit and...I lowered by value big time.

bump, cause I need help.

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"If you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried."

What the fuck? are you guys serious right now? stop thinking you are sad pathetic losers or you are going to turn into sad pathetic losers.

Im not trying to be a dick or anything but MAN THE FUCK UP. How the hell is feeling down on yourself going to fucking cheer you up?!?!? IT WAS A BAD DAY. GET THE HELL OVER IT. EVERYONE HAS A BAD DAY!!!

Go out next time and just TRY AGAIN. That's all you have to do. TRY AGAIN. Dont be fags and feel all bad about yourselves because you failed. WHERE IS THAT GOING TO GET YOU?!?! Yes i realize this is hard sometimes, but wtf. Just go out and DO IT.

I was just reading some shit about how this guy was immune to fuckin blow outs. If a girl shot him down, he was fkin immune to it and didnt give a shit. Just went to another set. He got blown out again, went to another set, blown out again, went to another set and got them. IF HE WAS YOU GUYS, HE WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP THE FIRST TIME AND NEVER HAD GOTTEN THE GIRL. He would have moped around, felt bad for himself, and went hope to be depressed and write about how he failed because he felt bad for himself. BUT INSTEAD HE GOT FUCKIN LAID CUZ HE GOT REJECTED 3 TIMES AND GOT IT THE 4th TIME.

If you guys havent noticed, ITS A FUCKIN NUMBERS GAME. KEEP TRYING. You will always get rejected, no doubt about that. Just keep trying and youll be fine.

Dont go feel sorry for yourself. Where the hell is that going to get you in life? JUST GO OUT AND DO IT.

You are absolutly right, I woke up this morning and finished writing up this part for my book and whilst doing it was reminded of all the success I've had and also how happy I've been for the last couple of months, I re-read those parts and field reports I'd made and I can safely and happily just put it down to a off night. Just take a break for a couple of days, re-clear my head and continue practicing my daygame, going to the Gym etc. I'm good at this, I know that and a few people I've helped on here know that. I'm back to normal, not dwelling on this, next week I go into this like Daft Punk, Stronger, faster, harder, better!

Let's rock!!!

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To Succeed You Have to Stop being Ordinary and Start being Legend...Wait For It....Dary!!!

If you do what you always did, you will get what you always got.

Live for the Moment, Never see a Chance you didn't take!

  
Ok I've started watching Foundations and watched Tims part of Transformations again from RSD, so far so good, I really like the 2 guys (big fan of Tyler, Tim and Jeffy anyway) and I'm learning and relearning the parts of natural game and loving it, it's rejuvenating me to go back put there and rock it out after the Friday night I had, can't wait till Saturday now!

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To Succeed You Have to Stop being Ordinary and Start being Legend...Wait For It....Dary!!!

If you do what you always did, you will get what you always got.

Live for the Moment, Never see a Chance you didn't take!