I'm just curious as to why. Whenever I complete a big first time thing with a girl, it messes with my head for a little. For example, first time I kissed a girl, I didn't feel like eating for a few days. Came back to normal after the few days of course. Recently, first time I had sex with a girl, I didn't feel like eating for... 20 hours. I'm good now. What the hell goes on in my head during this time period?

I'm no psychologist, but I've had the same experiences before. You're in love. Jk. It's been a while but for me it's where I thought so much about that person and/or experience (because it brought out so many wonderful emotions) and the desire for those feelings again so much that it consumed my brain to where everything else was put aside and unimportant. Is that kinda what you experienced? I would like to know the actual psychology of it as well. I would think of it being correlated to the overflow of emotions and hormones.

Yeah... something like that. I know that when I really like a hottie, same thing happens. However, keep in mind though that this was the FIRST time when I first liked a hottie. FIRST time I kissed. FIRST time I fucked. Obviously something psychological with the first time doing these things. But yeah... it's interesting... I'm curious to know why it happens.

EDIT: Oh and no I'm not in love lol. I'm about to break it off with her.

Yeah, that would definitely get those emotions going!

The first time I felt like that was the first time I held a girls hand when I was 16. I really felt like I was in heaven haha. Then she cheated on me with her cousin.

The last time I felt like that was a little over a year ago. I had a really bad drought, only a few HB6's in the past year before that. Then I found an HB9, I thought she was a f*cking godess, and hit it off and was in a state of "love" or really just an "overflow of emotions" haha I could harldly eat, sleep, I even purged before meeting her on day2 I was so f'd up.

But you're just saying that you weren't even attracted to her and it was just because of the kissing/sex? She didn't seem like the world to you at that time? Why are you breaking it off?

I remember my very first kiss was actually at a zomg crazy houseparty. It was 6 girls + 2 guys. then group splits and 1 drunk guy goes with 3 drunk girls and drunk me goes with the other 3 drunk girls. Then they started making out and I was like "Don't fuckin' leave me out!" So then we had a 4-way make out. I think that was the moment which initiated me to actually become a MAN. But I didn't experience anything the next day, of course I didn't eat much I had a horrible hangover. First sex was after few months in LTR with my ex some months ago.(overall the relationship was 9 months long) Still I don't remember behaving elseway after it. I just felt relieved that I wouldn't have to turn 20 as a virgin thus became more confident. Oh w8 but yeah I didn't eat the next day but that was also because I had a hangover, after it happened and my LTR went home I immediately called my wing to celebrate. And it was a bit 'better' celebration than it was planned

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I'm breaking it off with her cuz I don't like her. I don't think she's hot.

I agree with you though, all of a sudden I learned game and picked up an HB9... It was my first HB9 so I thought she was something really special as well. I had the same symptoms as you. Felt like I was gonna throw up. Lol but once you do these new things, you get accustomed to it. Obviously if I date another HB9, I'ma be a lot more cooler about the situation. (But who knows what will happen if I date an HB10 lol)

I bet you didn't having any problem eating during the sex! < BA-ZING! >

Lmao! But naw... that's gross

Ha Ha

Women are the most dangerous creatures in the world.

Why.

They affect your emotions.
Or more importantly. The LOVE emotion as i call it.

When you fall in love with a girl.

OMG......

And when it goes wrong........ Honestly it can take years to get over it.

It is quite normal what you are going through.

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Its getting Hot out there.

Its all to easy.

I want to be a tree!