I think this girl likes me but she has a boyfriend. I'm not going to run any boyfriend destroyers and shit like that because I don't believe in that. She's an Alpha Female - Dominant, leader, assertive and confident. I'm starting to love Alpha Females even though she says she's a bitch and she snaps at me at times, all I tell her is, "I love when you snap at me you're so cute!" All she does is laugh. I can't even call this chick good looking or nice because she has a strong internal frame of reference (strong inner game).

Before she and I never got along, I hated her guts because she would intimidate me but then I saw how she operated and I spoke her language. By speaking her language I don't mean in Chinese or in Alien but I related to her in her style of how she runs things. I started being more Dominant, more confident, more assertive, more helping out. I saw what she needed and gave it to her. She wanted help around the house and needed clients to respect her - so I gave her the respect. I helped her with things around the house, I cleaned the house before she came to work when she had a hard day at another house. I persuaded another client to clean himself after he goes to the washroom because she tells me she wants to puke after cleaning the toliet after he's done. Is this bending backwards for her? I would say just making her life a bit easier.

Anyways, what I noticed she would never give me dating advice and tell me some lame ass excuse that she doesn't know. In my experience, girls that liked me often tell me they don't know or are sick of tired of me asking. I love asking women for female advice. This one time I showed her a paper of a new profile I wanted to edit and she said, "I wouldn't message you - I rather meet you at a bar!" I said, "At a bar?" or something like that and then she said, "I don't get time to even go to a bar I live here!" meaning she works a lot. So, I don't know what the hell that was all about. Maybe innocent.

I was talking to her one night and said something about the client not cleaning up him self and she was about to throw up and I touched her leg for about five seconds. Now, no client has ever touched her like that because she would snap at them. I don't know if she let it slide or what.

A client was acting like a fool at the house, yelling at her calling her a bitch and telling her he was going to punch her in the face if she was a man. She went out and talked to her boss and I went outside and told her, "Hey, I'm going to stay up with you so (NAME) doesn't do anything stupid to you!" and she said it was okay. Later on we sat in her car and talked, smoking. She kept on placing her elbow next to mine and leaning into me then her boyfriend called and she told me to shut up and be quite. After the conversation with her boyfriend, another client came out and she said we should get out before they start gossiping about us. However, we invited that client in the car and I sat in front. We talked and smoked while the client acting up was trying to call her boss on her. I saw a picture on her phone that had a tattoo and it was by a woman's pussy, so I said it was cool and she said, "Can you imagine getting that tattoo by your dick?" I said, "No." She asked the other client. Then we talked about piercings and I asked, "Wouldn't getting a pussy ring hurt while the guy is fucking you hard?" I said it in a seductive tone though and she said, "No because it's on the hood." She asked, "Could you imagine getting your dick pierced? I could never have someone pierce my pussy!" I said, "Look at your pussy?" and she said, "You can see my pussy!" Leaning into me sideways arm to arm.

So, as you can see - I'm totally confused here. She's sending me mixed signals and I really am starting to like this girl and I might have to run the Break Up Routine on her. She knows I like her.

Oh, quick question she called her boss and said to her, "Paul is concerned about his feelings about me!" She wasn't concerned or freaked out just giving her the heads up according to my team leader. I never mentioned to her this morning of being concerned just that the reason why I keep on getting up and walking downstairs is because of checking behavior due to the fact I don't want her to fuck the guy that was acting like an idiot. She told me after I said that shaking her head, "I wouldn't sleep with him!"

So, should it even mean anything by her saying I'm concerned about having feelings for her. I'm not concerned - I'm concerned she's fucking that idiot. lol! Which again is another subject in itself. Why couldn't she tell her boss that I was concerned I was fucking the client was acting out? I know that her and the client acting out are real close and in Trinity Services - you can't be close to house staff.

She doesn't make sense! I know I indirectly told her I liked her but I thought I already told her I liked her. Why would I be concerned though?

Help my poor brain out - either I have to run the Break Up routine or find another alternative solution. Good thing is that I'm moving out of the group home and getting her number

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