I just need a few concepts confirmed before I can start my mission.

It is not neccessary to read all these introductory crap, this is only to give backround information and for me to have a little cry.

Basically I'm a AFG in high school and don't have extreme confidence around women (I wouldn't approach a random on a bus or train for eg.) but can definitely talk to many in school, I'm quite popular amongst them at times but over recent months I have fcked up a bit.

While completely new to this whole PUA thing there was a time when I had two girls texting me and showing signs of attraction, let's call them A and B .

Now A, I didn't have attraction for, she wanted my number and was calling me but I got akward and was interested in the other one and if I pursued along the right path i could have easily had her, possible even without any PUA knowledge. But anyway we're still good friends and she now has a bf.

B also asked for my number, wanted to sit next to me (even when it meant leaving her friends) and showed what I thought was signs of attraction. Then I really fked up when trying to ask her out and things got cold, I got rejected and things have gone very downhill from there.

I've been rejected again recently but this time I handled myself in a less wussy manner but here's what I need to know.

Does masturbation help or hinder being a PUA?

After rejection does your "value" decrease amongst girls and guys? (i know it seems obvious just making sure)

Now here's my mission, this is embarrassing but;
I want to do all the "1sts" (including kissing) win girl "B" even though she rejected me and get back on top of my life.

Tell me if this sounds like a good plan,
1. stop wanking
2. Read, 'verusian arts handbook' and 'the game'
3. Start boxing (i am already very fit but i need it to improve my confidence amongst guys, in order to be an alpha male)[/i]

I would def. cut down on the jerking off, no more than 1 a week. Your game is exponentially better when you're horny.

Rejection definitely lowers your value. If one girl doesn't want you then it brings down you value in the eyes of the other girls.

Dude, let me tell you from experience those "i want this to be special" experiences are totally overrated. Fuck everything that walks.

I think that came out wrong. I meant to say, I want to have completed all the firsts, including kissing and fucking. And I now agree, scrap the quest for one girl, if she happens to cross my path then maybe but otherwise ill try to get over it.