Name:Never111
Age:21
Occupation:Freshmen in College

Background Information: Finished high school, which was a nightmare, and did nothing but play video games until the age of 21. I enrolled in a college program so I could do something with my life and to also get me out of the house. Started college with no current friends, no social game and with my virginity(which brings a total lack of confidence).

School started: September 7 2010



September 15 2010 - Starting this off today, and what day to start because today I experienced one of the most scariest social moments that ever happened to me. I basically got myself in a group with 3 girls and sat with them for a 2 hour lunch while waiting for class. As time went by the worst I felt because every second I didn't speak I could feel the loss of confidence and the uncomfortably rising. Way to much time passed without me saying anything and if that wasn't enough to kill me the discussion's turned sexual. I was dying inside but I just sat there hoping it would be over soon. It was the longest 2 hours of my life. The ball did get passed to me a few times but I panic and threw it away as fast as I could. I gave very unresponsive answers mixed in with lies. Overall I felt and was a complete asshole and not very fun at all. Definitely the most uncomfortable I have felt in a very long time.

Good to know that ur making a change for urself. I suggest to start making little talk. U need to know where confidence is and where it can go with a lil push.
The community is always glad to help the beginners. Most of us were beginners at one point.

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I think one word sums it up.

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