Mann, I'm not sure what to do... I'm normally real alpha n in control cuz I joke alot & I have a alpha look & I'm real cocky.. But lately this depression has had a hold over me & it's hurting my swag bad.. This chick I liked I'm prolly sooooo deep in the friend zone right now it's not even funny.. But honestly I was stuck on her neway cuz she was kinda like someone I confided in & it was mutual.. She liked me too or w.e. But she acts like a damn alpha herself... So the confiding makes her a good relationship candidate, but the alpha aspect of her personality makes her weird n unpredictable... I'm just gonna stay away.. Cuz normally I'd see this as an interesting challenge.. But the depression makes it too much for me... I can't control my emotions enough w. Her.. N I'm not sure how to get rid of them cuz I've had em for a while.. I keep trying to cut her off so I can loose the attachment.. But she always comes back... Neways since I'm depressed I confided in this other girl who is pretty hot lol.. But I'm scared that's gonna turn me into a beta in her eyes.. Idk she came & asked me what was wrong.. So I just told her but I'm not sure if it was a good idea far as game goes to do that... I mentioned how I was attached to the other girl cuz she was comforting or w.e. N she was telling me like she wants me to talk to her whenever I'm not feeling too great, netime, but she was sayin not to get attached.. N I responded "if anyones gonna get attached it's you lol" so I could at least be somewhat cocky lol... Idk man I gotta fix my problem.

I find it easy to be "alpha" around girls I simply lust after.

Its the fucking girls that I have an emotional feeling towards that I then, get like you, act all strange, not my normal confident self and above all become patient. I think with girls that we like we become impatient because we may fear losing them and its that fear that maybe contributes to us becoming irrational in our actions.

Thats why we suffer "depression"