| Hello from New Hampsha!!
It appears summer is over here, the nights are getting cool, the
days are getting shorter and the best time of year is afoot, Fall!
I am new to this entire community. I have to admit, this analysis of self
awareness has in a way, "Mind warped" me. I am worse now, than I ever was
with women. At 38, I have had 2 LTR's of 4 and 5 years that both ended very badly.
Looking back at my behavior in each instance, I am appalled at my relationship
skills. I am textbook AFC....not BAFC because I've scrumped a good number of women (20+), just not the ones of my choosing and always under "party" type conditions.
I hope to re-kindle my Mojo and gain a connection with quality women.
I am a guys guy. Army for 5 years (Desert Storm), Carpentry for 12 years, Machinist for 3. I've spend the better half of my life shooting things, banging nails (occasionally my own) and cutting metal. Not what you would call, "target rich" occupations unless you like shooting people you don't know.
Any job where you shit in a plastic outhouse in sub-zero weather should indicate
you are as far from connecting with women as humanly possible.
I fear I don't have a whole lot in common with women, besides Part A fits Part B.
I find their conversations petty, childish, over emotional and oddly retarded.
I need serious help, because I know I'm the problem.
I've tried to find some common ground with many women and have failed
to appreciate their personalities, personal stories, hobbies or lack there-of.
Perhaps it's the environments I inhabit or
the hobbies I pursue, I don't know...that's why I'm here.
My realizations have come at such a condensed clip, it has been overwhelming to
say the least. I hope to start the second half of this game with an open mind and a humility that will allow me to absorb the generous spirit of the Venusian arts.
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CHAT
