Hey everybody,

Let's start by telling something about myself. I am not new in the "seduction community", a few years ago I started reading David Deangelo. From there on I got deeper and deeper in the society. At a certain point I really became good at it. I could get most pretty girls and for a short while I dated exclusively. Although I was happy with the succes I got. Everything else in my life started falling apart and it did not take long for these problems to affect my dating life.

So I decided to change and banish most things I learned in the community. Not only because of my setback, but mostly because I felt like the seduction wasn't part of my identity, it was my identity. Things like having a normal talk with people, or girls in perticular, were always a game. Now I am two years further and I believe I have grown a lot. I have a better picture of what I want, instead of just being a MPUA.

This soul searching did not only have positive effects. In some areas I returned to whom I was before the seduction community. I gained a lot of weigth, became a wuss when it comes to approaching and lost some of my edge. So that is why I am here, I want to get good again. This time without losing sight of who I am and what I want.


Personal Info:

>where you're located
I am located in the Amsterdam area, specifically Haarlem.

>your age
22

>how long you've been studying and practicing pickup
4 years, with a break of 2 years.

>which pickup method(s) you like to use
I used to pick up girls with the Mystery Method.

>what your hobbies/passions are
My education, music, gaming, clubbing, travelling.

>what your goals are
Get back in the game.
Picking up hot girls, while being myself.

Can I ask you a question?

Are you using PUA to conceal your identity? Are you not confident with who you are as a person? Is there someone who is telling you that you are not good enough? Or has your past experience alone led you to believe this?

Sorry to be so "opera" but I'm trying to figure something out, and I could use your help.

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Walk Hard

Hey,

Thanks for your reply, here are my answers.

Are you using PUA to conceal your identity?
I used to. I wasn't very satisfied with myself and would do about everything for succes. Also I believed that having the identity of a PUA would be the absolute coolest thing on earth.

Are you not confident with who you are as a person?
This is very true, I have always struggled to be happy with myself as a person. Although, the break I took helped a lot. It put things into perspective and I started to accept myself more.

Is there someone who is telling you that you are not good enough? Or has your past experience alone led you to believe this?

Yes, some of my former friends, parents and high school class mates.