Summer of 2008 I started doing pickup and got decent though I still had much to learn. I landed a hot girl and started dating her exclusively and within a few months my AFC tendencies took over. After being exposed the PUA world I knew I was losing her even though she hadn't dumped me. So I beat her to the punch and dumped her. We saw each other on and off and still are friends with the possibility of more. The thing is I know she is not right for me and that my infatuation with her is because of my own insecurities concerning women and my ability to attract high quality women into my life.

I'm here on the forum to supplement me conquering this once and for all. This day marked the first day for the next 30 days I will approach 60 women with day game. I set the goal for myself because approaching a random beautiful woman in the supermarket, bookstore, etc. scares me more than anything else. I figure if I can conquer this, I can get rid of some of the AFC and restore some of the confidence I've lost in the last two years.

I look forward to this journey and am grateful for this forum.

Best of luck