| Hello everyone, this is Wael from Egypt. I live in Kuwait though, a place with no clubs/bars (aka no night game), no alcohol, and where dating is frowned upon overall by a relatively close-minded society. Though there are roses in this field of thorns, different game rules apply, and I hope to master pickup in this different kind of society, and share it with people here, possibly starting a local community.
As for me, I believe myself to be an interesting blend of extreme confidence and extreme lack of it. I believe myself to be good looking and of good height, hair and intelligence. That being said, I have suffered from a speech problem where I stutter/stammer since childhood, which is my main source of insecurity. Though I can keep it under control when I am confident, when I have a trace of in confidence, fear, anxiety, doubt, or such, it gets the better of me. Furthermore, once I start to stutter, I fear stuttering even more, which makes me stutter even more, which increases my fear, and then it is a downhill cycle to where I am unable to speak.
So when do I shine? When things go very well, I just keep on doing better and better, to the point that I believe if not for my problem, I would have been somewhat of a natural. When do I crash? When things go wrong, I keep on doing worse and worse. I am attempting to never end up in the downhill cycle or recover from it before it spirals out of hand. Also, in this society of mine, approaching girls is a different thing altogether, which makes things even harder. And last of all, at heart I am very kind, emotional and loving at heart while appearing to be otherwise, so I hate all kinds of tests and being unreactive and all of that, but I must adapt.
I can definitely write a lot more as I am very detailed in my thoughts, but I guess this will have to do for now.
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