relationship#1
so first relationship thing hit off so well. I yearned to see her and thought the feelings were mutual. They turned out to be true and i asked her to be my girlfriend. Being with her brought me so much joy and i always got butterflys around her. school started and the first day was amazing till the end of school. People gave her so much shit for dating me though i had never had a girlfriend before. I comforted her while she cried because of all the people yelling at her. Her best friends that were guys started to leave her because of me. Then her friend from michigan said he was fed up with her and couldn't take it anymore and stopped talking to her. She cried and was never the same after that. Turns out she was still in love with him. The next day i arrived at school in such a good mood whenever i saw her. She flat out barely acknowledged my existence when her friends were around. This hurt me and i didn't know what i did. basically it got worse from here and i ended up getting crushed because of this day after day. later she tells me the guy from michigan is coming to visit and i being a good guy says that that's cool you should go hang out with him. She says if i do that i'll get back together with him. My feelings started dying after that.She realizes that i suffered because of her daily ignoring routine and she didn't want to hurt me anymore so she said it'd be best if we were just friends. we broke up after that and i didn't want to even talk to her after that. Everything we had I found out was just a lie because she had still loved that guy. I got drunk for the first time the night after the breakup and cried for hours.

relationship #2
i started talking to a girl my friend and i went trick or treating with(i was a woman for halloween only wearing a skirt and a bikini top). She ends up getting my number from my friend and starts texting me. I start talking to her more and more. She seems like such a amazing person and we connected in so many ways. I had even done some pua techniques without knowing. We hang out at the movies and watch sherlock holmes with her best friend right next to us. She holds my hand throughout the movie making the initiative. we snuggle also. I keep talking to her after that and things still go well. Later on i ask to hang out about 5 days later. I was shot down. i try days later also getting shot down 2 more times. she still texts me in a flirty way. Later she gets a boyfriend about 2 days later after i ask to hangout one more time. The guy is a fucking asshole prick who has her on a list of girls he'd like to fuck. I'm pissed and my feelings for her tear me up because i know what's going to happen to her and i'm confused as to why she'd go for the asshole prick instead of me. I was led on by her... she tells me nothing about her having a boyfriend i had to witness it myself. the last part of me dies


my friend later introduces me to the game because he went through a similar situation and now i'm trying to become a pua because i don't want to experience anything like this. I'm tired of being the nice guy that gets fucked over. I want to be someone that can get the girl!