| Hey guys . I went on vacation with my varsity team for couple weeks for training . My goal was to see if I wanted to stick around my relationship who has been going sour lately or go around exploring and meeting other girls . I have met 3 girls. I have been reading a lot of pick up materials - the Game , most of Gambler's Natural Game stuff , some stuff from Ross Jeffries . I have not been able to practice it since I have a gf so I mostly did cocky and funny around the university with other girls I have met in class , etc.
Anyways , here it comes . It will be long since I am seriously confused and my self esteem has been very low since . The trip created more confusion than clarification for me . I have only had 1 ex-gf who I only got bj from and current gf for 1.5 years whom I lost my vcard too.
1. HBFrench - Very nice cute , petite girl with brown eyes that I could stare into the whole day . Definite 9 in my book . Have not looked like a typical clubbing whore . More on this later.Anyways , being on the varsity team is a huge DHV as all of us stick out . I went to the other resort with a few guys . Other guys tried hittin gon her but with no luck . I have not met her that night as I was running a few sets and trying to DHV myself through the disco.
I went to the resort the next day and she instantly opened me . She was with her friend and I was only with one buddy . I hit on her friend deliberately and negged her the whole time . It worked and we had a lot of playful teasing , flirting going on after . I had curfew so I ahd to leave and told her I might see her tomorrow .
I went up with my buddy again and this time I decided to escalate quickly . I kinda did a little freezout at the club ( stopped talking). She tried to dance with me (IOI ) , stroked her hair and held solid eye contact . We kept talking . I remembered Style's line " If you think you should kiss her , you should " . So I asked her if she wanted to kiss me and she said Yes right away , started smiling right away and nodded her head . I just grabbed her hand and told her we should chill in her room . I thought this was pefect as I was striking the iron while it was hot.
We got into the room . She was a little hesitant , but we started making out and I started licking her nipples , kissing her neck and she started moaning . She was a really good kisser . I started fingering her and pulled back . I kept making uout with with her . She did not say anything until she suddenly stopped and this is where the convo got weird.
HBFrench - Why are guys just cut to the chase and look at women as inferior blah blah blah
Me - I told her something in the lines of not everybody is the same , you have to cut the stereotype bullshit , something along those lines.
HB - How old are you ( I was joking around with her before how I was old enough to party - classic line from Superbad , I'm 20 . she said she was 22 . Master's student . I told her I was 29 at one point just joking around . I admitted to her at one point that I was 20 .
HB- Omg , you are so young blah blah
ME- My frame did not shake. I told her to get over it . I was joking around how she said I was young and I said how my mom recently took me to kindergarden (obvious joke ) . THIS IS THE PART WHERE IT GOT FUCKED UP
ME- What are you here for ?
HB - Have some fun . ( WTF do you tell me we should not be doing it if you saw other guys throughout the trip according to her friend) - Wtf do you tell me that guys are only for one thing if you fuck around with other guys.
ME - Yeah same here.
HB - Do you have a gf?
ME - No (obvious lie)
HB- Im kinda seeing someone . I don't know what we are.What if I lied to you about my age ( did not say if she rounded it up or down)
Me- Age don't matter to me . I am mature and so are you . WE enjoy being in each other company.
By the end of the night , we did not get anywhere. I saw her on the beach the next day . I walked by her and started talking to another girl I have met - HBJewish7 which I will write about later. I can see HBFrench getting annoyed and saying something to her friend . Whatever , jealousy is good. By the end of the day , she subconsciously was hanging close to our team with some french midget to make me jealous . Damn , she did look good though . I ended up going to the resort again with a buddy and HBFrench started to grab me away from anotehr girl. I stayed with HBJew and saw HBFrench making out with the French midget . Later on , I saw him and her at a bar and her roommate went to the room with him . This was a uprise for me because when I asked her to come to my room earlier (before I was in bed with her ) she was not as receptive to that . So anyways I talk to her roommate it is their last night , so I have good time with her. I see HBFrench walk by with the fucking 5 foot skateboarder midget and she gives me a smile . Her roommate told me HBFrench is looking for a revenge fuck since I igrnored her and chilled with another girl.( This was really frustrating as I set him up inadvertly . Her roommate told me she passed on as an innocent girl while she is not ( I guess I was wrong about her . She fucked around with other dudes and I was probably too blind to see it)
One of the guys that talked to her after told me she was asking about one of my teammates who she did not even talk to before . WTF ? Did she just scout out the whole team?
Anyways it is around 5 in the morning and I am just chilling with her roommate playing pool.Not flirting , she is just really chillz . HBFrench sits down with her faggot lay at our table , I flat out ignore her . I can see she is getting anxious cuz im not paying attention to ehr . the midget did not say a workd. I don't know if he was scared , did not know english ,or whatever , don't really give a fuck. They leave . and she is clearly frustrated . Me and her friend go back to playing pool and HBFrench walks by us again . She tells him to wait while goes and gives me a hug and says bye to me . I say bye nice meeting you have a good flight and go back to my game . she is REALLY FUCKED PISSED. Yells something at her friend in French.and leaves. After about half an hour I take her roommate to her room ( just walked her , I had no intention of doing anything) . I tell her to call HBFrench out . Suprise suprise! She is in her room with the faggot . I tell her to walk out , we talked said we had a good time . I kinda mocked her how I thought she was an innocent girl . She said she is not at all and if I want innocent girls , I should go for her roommate. I asked her for her email joking around how I needed to practice my French . She told me her roommate had it and HBFrench would visit me when she comes to town. Im thinking to myself thats bullshit , whatever I don't give a fuck . Looking back right now , I just wanted to yell at her and call her a fucking tease , but I restrained myself.
LEARNING POINTS
- Always know what you want
- Be sexually aggresive . I think I kinda pull back and maybe she felt my hesitation.
- Never show a woman that she has a higher value . ALWAYS REMAIN DOMINANT.I DLV her at first and started having normal interesting conversations to show that I am on the same level if not above her in her mind.
ANNOYING THINGS
- I really don't know wtf I screwed up. She had me in her room . She said she wanted to kiss me . I was totally wrong about her .
- Girls are fucked up . With their mind games , you cannot be fully invovled . As long as you remain the man , she will see her bullshit don't work.
- I am frustrated because it did not help me figure my current relationship out . My girlfriend on vacation , told me she met some guys but they are just friends and told me she will call me when she comes back - mind it she is coming back in 4 days from now- maybe she is pulling off the same thing I did , except for she is a girl and bound to close because it is her choice.
Please help , I will write about the other 2 reports under a new threated , please take a looka thoes as well. . It took me 40 minutes to write this down So i put a lot of thought and heart into this . Thanks guys for your help
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