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I'm an awkward mess of a person with a bleak outlook on life and manic depression.
I always end up being rude to women because I think that what I'm saying is funny.
I have major trust issues, and because of that, it shocks me when a strange woman first touches me.
I just want to know if any of you have risen from my position to something great.
I just want to know that it's possible.
And if it is possible, then I will become better than you.
Of course people have been in similar situations as you and have been able to get out of it. I have seen some real life documtaries where complete shy and world strange nerds who were scared to look at a women even from 2 miles with a binocular turned into normal self confidence guys after a bootcamp. If you feel uncomfortable the best way to get rid of the feeling is to get into that uncomfortable situation as much as possible. I speak from experience. Of course, you have to do something about it. Just sitting in a chair isn't gonna make you go forward. You have to suffer first but at the end you will get a nice recompensation for that.
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