HEy here.Have lady who i was seeing.I was not serious about her.went around for about 6-7 months .Then I hacked inot her mail and got to know that she was goin to UK to see a guy who had proposed her and whom she had been talking to when she was seeing me as well.

Feel betrayed .But I dont know Y I feel this way if I was not serious about her.She was like if u give me commitment I want to stay with u.She is 5 yrs elder to me.When I came to know about her meeting the other guy I was pissed and told her to go see him. HER LOSS not MINE.But Y do I do things that way,If i am not serious about her then Y do I even feel that way,should let her go. ?????

At the moment she is in Uk .I have deleted all ppossible contact of her .Keep asking my self Y I feel like this or is it that I have started liking her and miss her.Dont know wht happnin to me.

At the same time feel betrayed as she was talking to this other guy as well but If i am not serious about her the Y do I feel this way.Or is this just the side effects of being a PUA.

Need some advice here fast along with the solution to get out of this real fast.

Dude. This is NOT a field report. Anyways my advice is GFTOG... Look it up if you don't know what that means.

With all respect,
Neu

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