I am really confused myself and I know they say " only you can tell" but I was wondering do you think you guys have any idea of where or what books I should read?

I seem to want just 1 girl that cares for me and is really hot...but I dont want girls that are like too easy or are just for fun. I dont know why I dont want that, am I the only one? I dont want to just have sex and dump...next girl. I am still a virgin so maybe thats why... but im not too old , im graduating highschool? I want to have sex with somone who i really care about...its my morals. I think after I have sex a few times il get over it and il just want to have sex with girls who maybe I just met at the club last night.

But as of now, I just want a girlfriend that will love me and so that i wouldnt have to game anymore. this whole year I have been single... and I'v only had 1 gf and she was alright maybe an hb7 so not high.. I know currently shes an hb6 because she got fat and i realized more girls are out there that are like way hoottteerrr.

I want a hot girlfriend thats really sincear and who wont cheat and stuff. I dont want a girlfriend that will call me or bother me. In my old relationship i dont know but i hated to call my gf and just talk.. i rather talk on msn does that mean I am a looser? I am not even that social in life...i have few friends now but when ever theres a party, all my friends stay together and i go gaming for girls... and i usualy end up in a group and then find out the girl doesnt like me..

what books should I read for getting this girl? is this what everyone wants or is everyone just looking to pickup girls and keep picking up girls.. i only want to pickup a girl lol. I have checked out david d and mystery a little. when I game I use cocky and fine type overconfident type guy but i can never keep conversations going.

anyways im sorry I might not get replies cause this is too long, If you read it all really appreciate it and your really helping me out if your reply.

Wanting that one girl and true love is a normal thing, we all seek it.
But make sure you're doing it for the right reason. Do you want a hot girlfriend because other people could say to you "wow man, she's hot"?
Be honest about that.

Mind you though, getting anything in life takes effort.
This applies to getting a gf aswell.

For my first time I dont want to waste my v card on a short pickup.. cause il remember it for the rest of my life.

Thats why I think I watn to have sex with somone special first and last then the rest in the middle doesnt matter ofcourse untill i get married then its only her.


I mostly just want a hot gf so that I can show her off to my friends and no one could tell me shes ugly. Not only that but I need to be physically attracted to this girl. I think atleast an HB7 will do... anything below is not good for me (or anyone else i think lol). But I want the girl to care about me and do what I WANT. I guess maybe right now I just want a girl to use as my trophy but also that cares about me and somone serious who i can talk to personally.

Althought I feel i only want 1 girl then again I also feel like I want alot of girls to like me to show off infront of my guy friends. Some of my guy friends all talk shit and say they get girls and all but at parties what I'v seen its all bull. I want to bring in hot dates to the dances and then just dance with her, instaed of searching for girls at dances.

dude--do your own thing---to be honest sex is very overated--the earth only shakes if you are in love with each other---sex is only a big deal if you are getting none---for instance in my AFC days i would be driven demented wondering whats wrong with me when i used to hear other blokes saying they scored 3 times a week while i had got no action in 6 months--now that im getting it at least once a month it doesnt really mean a big deal---the other thing about those guys you hear boasting about their conquests is its mostly and in a lot of cases its ALL B.S----have a good look at those boasting romeoes would any girl worth having be on the same side of the street as them--They are Lying