folks this will probably read like a ramble but meh I am hoping someone is in the same boat or can give some insight.

First things first this is not a faltering inner game issue (you would have mentioned it) alas I have decided I prefer being alone. It is almost like I have come full circle I got into the community because I felt women were what was missing from my life and felt lonely literally all the time even when out with friends. However, after a year of fun lady based escapades I feel like I would rather just be alone.

I have been trying to not attract women and it has backfired massively, I grow ridiculous facial hair, women dislike facial hair ... wrong it is "sexy" etc etc eurgh. I stop approaching they come to me, long story short I think I may have gone the way of Pook and just kinda given up on women. Now to avoid being misconstrued it is not a lack of quality (although the lady vs woman issue is another matter entirely). However I feel I have reached the natural point where I want to settle down.

I have an annoying personality trait where I like to try and become renowned within my chosen field, without being big headed I feel I have achieved all I can personally achieve within the community. This said this is no goodbye I love helping people, infact I prefer it to getting girls. The odd PM saying thanks your advice got me this girl melts my little heart hehehe but yar time to wrap this rant up I am not going to be getting any women from now on (no not turning gay, I believe the term is asexual romantic hmmm) but yar I will still be here to help jsut less active in terms of getting girls (yes a keyboard jockey but a keyboard jockey who can get laid).

Bleurgh every club ONS (tragically my speciality) kills me a little inside (le petit mort hehehe). So yar anyone else kinda thinking anything similar? adios amigos xx

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