his Halloween party. Because i dressed up as an Army Soldier and this drunk HB 8 comes up like were is ur weapon? i said i didnt wana get shot by..... then she cut me off and taps my dick and goes ,"is this ur weapon?" i was like

and she just shrugs her shoulders and walks off.
iv played every scenario out in my head of what i could of said/done after that and they all ended in me getting pussy.she just was gone so fast after she said that. I didnt even get a chance to reply. But if i told her to come back i know she would have. im still beating myself up about it. and worst of all, i wasn't drunk. So i have no excuses. i hate my self at the moment
shit im still replaying it my head and changing stuff.
How can i stop feeling like this? iv never blown a shot this big and i feel i fed up my whole night. and this girl was HOT.