I've been thinking a lot lately. Especially tonight. I just got back from the gym. I've been working out and swimming every night at 2 or 3am. It's great. It's like renting out this huge gym all to myself. Clears my mind.

Mediocrity is bred. Most people never struggle. I was beat on my whole life. Most people wouldn't assume this about me, but I WAS the shy kid. Freshman/sophmore year of high school I sat at the loser lunch table and was the kid who was made fun of. This is in a school with 4,000 people. I was voted biggest dork in the universe by the girls in my gym class. First day of gym class Freshman year we we're doing "butterfly" stretches and I farted so loud it echoed throughout the entire gym in front of 150 kids. That pain lasted 4 years. Girls told me I was ugly every day. Guys half my size bullied me.

On top of this I would go home and my dad would beat the shit out of me. I'd get thrown through walls, punched in the mouth, all for nothing. I never knew why. Until 4 years I never opened my mouth. I would have NEVER thought my life would be where it is today. I didn't have a date until I was 22. I was the world's biggest loser. I sat in my room 22 hours a day and only left to piss and eat. This was only a few short years ago. Wherever you were, I was worse. If I can do it anyone can.

I had enough. I was fed up. I went out 7 days a week with no structure. I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. For 3 years straight I would go out 7 days a week and talk to women. After 3 years I finally started seeing huge results. I'm talking 3somes, hot ass chicks, one night stands, awesome relationships. All my crazy field reports started coming around this time. I blew shit the fuck up because I had nothing to lose and everything to gain. I saw the bottom and I whipped my dick out and pissed on it. I told myself I'd never see it again. I told myself I would do whatever it took to get out of the hole I was in.

I developed a passion. I've never been happier in my life. I look back at that defining day 4 years ago when I decided to take charge of my life. Everything in my life is solely related to that day. Everything. I've met so many amazing men on this journey. I've had amazing relationships with amazing women. I've traveled the world and experienced everything there is to offer. I've made amends with my Dad and now have an amazing relationship with him. But most importantly, I'm living the life I want to live. I'm not living in the past. I haven't been ugly for 4 years. Ever since that day nothing has been the same. And I owe it all to one thing:

Saying enough is enough. Today is the day I change.


People laugh at me when I tell them I was the shy guy. But I took action on my life and made a change. If you are feeling any of the same, any of it at all, then it's time to make a change. If you keep doing the same thing you will keep seeing the same results. Tomorrow is when you die. Today is when you live. Most people think tomorrow is the day after today. When you say, "I'm going to do this or that tomorrow", a lot of times tomorrow still hasn't came, and it's 5 years later.

Constantly evolve. Turn your life into what you want it to be. There's nothing holding you back from unleashing your inner presence on this world. I hope all of you guys achieve your wildest dreams and experience everything the world has to offer. You deserve it.

T-Rex

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Thank you very much for sharing your inspiring story with us. I too was a loser most of my life until about a year ago. At school, I was the biggest dork, even the other reject kids would bully me. I too was at the absolute bottom.

Good on you Rex.

A true example how we are able to DESIGN our lives rather than leave it up to chance (as most people unfortunately do).

Onward and upward Rex...

I love what I do. I love life.

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The best way to ensure a better tomorrow is to work to get a better NOW. If your now is better, your later will be as well.

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I realy like how you have put your story up dude i mite do the same one day. In brief i had a very similar upbringing and school experience as you. I ended up putting myself in hospital and making a lucky escape with my life as a result. That was the point i knew i had to change. What was the turning point for you?

Thanks for your post it just confirms that you are what you make yourself.

Regards, Saint

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i tried to suicide ( influenced by drugs and alcohol ) and ended up in the hospital... they put me in a room filled with old people who were going to die anyway.
My mind was bussy whole night ... and the best thing to take revenge on the people who oppose you and screwed you over and over- is by changing your life and getting succesfull.
i thought '' how the fuck did it get like this '' some old dude in my room died that night - eye opener for me ..i don't wanna live a shitty life and die like that, il rather live a full life and die peacefully.

you can think wtf i wanna fucking kill them all for doing this shit to me but in the end it's all karma ... they will deserve what they get, they will get whats coming to them - all you have to do is change your life into a succesfull one.
low quality people screwing up another person will stay low quality and get low quality because that's what they are - all you have to do is not getting degraded to lower quality by acting in the same manner .... just walk away and don't give a shit.

The longer you will think about what other people said/say to you the longer your mind lingers on another place - your mind and body are not one because your mind is walking to some memories.. maybe in china, just be concious let your mind and body be one and make yourself priority number 1.. it's your world.

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It was just...I was so damn sick of living my life with no purpose. I hit the bottom and I was fed up. You know how when you get motivated it sometimes only lasts for a few minutes, or a few days? Mine's lasted 4 years so far. It's now my lifestyle...there's no going back.

I burned all my bridges on purpose so I could never go back that way. I took my brand new PS2 and gave it away. I told everyone in my life what I was going to do. Everyone held me accountable.

I threw away my prized 44 ounce Incredible Hulk Slurpee mug. Man I still miss that thing. It was my only friend.

There was no looking back.

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Inspiring stuff man, I wish there were a thread dedicated completely to peoples stories. The feeling of a good workout beats playing a ps2 anyday.