oh GOD, what a cry-baby
blaming on your childhood, mother, wtf?
my mother is bipolar and ive seen her manic plenty of times, I grew up with that
my parents are divorced, I had dumbo's ear, people made me feel bad when I had it, and after it made me feel bad cause it got weird after cirgury, I was sociophobic, social inept, had a stack of traumas
I had problems with drugs and was put in a clinic with a bunch of insane people like me & my state at the time
so how did I free myself from all this? Ive read some philosophy, a lot about religions of all sort, social dinamics and just built myself
Im the owner of everything I am, my atittude, my morals, my principles, my spirituality, my skills and my happiness.. I love myself
my brain is my fucking patrimony I can go anywhere!
Im not a retard that went here on this things taking it for granted, I was born authentic and will never cease to be, I took it the way it pleased me
women like me somehow for this personality, they befriend me and give me value and I don't even see the reason why
I read on the basics, tried them, observed, learned and improved myself, starting from the basic principles that made sense I spined it off to my way, whats so difficult about that?
Im meeting a hot girl at night and I still want a relationship, but I won't freak out about that, Im sure Ill be in love someday and will enjoy it until it lasts, no problem
Ive got friends nickname me "alpha male" and Im short and skinny
all in all, Im not in anyway a mpua, to me this is much more about social dinamics than laying women, and its one of the best things I did in my life
thing is, I decided to be the person I wanted to be, I find myself tripping about greatness and I seek that, also, I don't go blaming anything for my problems, thats fucking retarded
so what are you crying about for god's sake?