| Style, and hypnotica brainwashed me into believing that loosing a girl was the thing to do inorder to get over rejection.
That is fucking retarded.
Losing a girl only made me devaule the womans comments less. Sure! Some of you need this because you are such losers that you can't even talk to a girl.
I did not have this problem. Now I need to build my esteem up again. I need to remember that I am amazing now. I don't need to consider a beautiful girl who is not interested in me as walking away from me.
What should I do when a women is giving me shit test? Why do women get all the power just because of their looks?
I think this is all bullshit.
Why do I care if Jill is not intrested in me?
It's a false sense of responsibliity that causes me to question myself, and causes me to think that I am the reason to blame.
Jill couldn't handle me. She was rude, not polite and beautiful, but that has nothing to do with me.
I'm NOT coming to this site to ask for "what should I do?" I think you losers are far worse off from me, but I have no where else to go. I am so depressed because of my single life. I think this is so horrible that I have no guidance. I think that this place is the only place to go, but I don't want your advice.
I just want to be free from my mind. I want to be happy. I believe they are stupid girls who can't see me for my skillz, but it's still so horribly frustrating when they assume I am different than I precieve myself.
Jill from the party, She doesn't like me because I made her feel bad and now none of her roomates like me. All because I got offended when they laughed at me because of my personal experience. Maybe she was just being a retard. I don't know what she thought and the last thing I need to do is consern myself about it.
I hate how I am to blame for some girl not liking me. Why is it my fault for her perception of me faltering.
In reality, it's my fault completly though. I laughed so hard to try and make her feel bad about herself because she was making me feel bad about myself. She left me after that and never talked to me again. In fact when I stood next to her she immediatly stepped around me and move to the other side of the group.
She did this because of her experiences in her life. What does it matter? Now anytime I go back to Davids house I will have to deal with her thinking I am a creep. I wish it didn't bother me, but it does.
I think the reason why it bothers me is because of the fact that I consider her beautiful. If I just saw her as a little girl then I wouldn't even care, but how can i not see her for how beautiful she is. It is reality and I can not change that. Or can I? I don't care what you fucking losers have to say about it.
I fucking hate the world right now. And I really hate all of you PUAs who don't understand values and morality.
--Magnum45
On another note: This french girl, who I thought liked me, doesn't want to hang out with me. She never said she doesn't want to hang out with me, but she never says yes to any of my questions that I ask her.
I have spent my entire life and never had a girlfriend who I would fuck if I was given the chance. I think it is time for me to have a girl friend (just friend) who is hot without sex. Why do you fucking losers have to say that being in the LBFZ is so awful?
It is your influence that I don't have the french girl. It is because I am unable to accept a girl as a friend that she doesn't ever hang out with me. We get a long great but I am unwilling to accept her as a friend.
You people have your own problems to deal with. I don't need to be ashamed of having a girl who is a HOT friend. You people are fucking retarded.
Sure I told the french girl "Dont put me in the friend zone!" and then kissed her after dinner, but 2 days later she didn't want to be with me anymore.
It helped me get the girl, but I didn't know what I wanted the girl for.
Maybe if I had her as a friend then I would be able to tell what she was good for. Now I am barely hanging on by a string, and if we didn't have the same class together then I wouldn't even talk with her.
She was so easy. The game worked on her like a charm. She loved all of my charm. She loved our company. She loved everythign about me, but she said that she feels that way about everyone.
What a whore, but yet she never hangs around other guys. I am so jealous of her if she hangs out with other guys. It is because I know she doesn't want me. She is so rude to me. I take it so personally.
If I was willing to sacrifice school for her, then I would be with her right now.
I remember the night we had first kissed. I skipped one hour of my class to eat with her, then after I kissed her she asked me if I was going to skipp class or not. I told her know, drove off, and didn't call her on my way to school-- even though I wanted to call her so bad.
I was afraid to feel for her because I didn't know if she meet my qualifications. It is so hard for me to be around her now after she rejected me. It is like I think her intentions of me are so awful.
I can hardly look at her sometimes, and yet she is nothing compaired to me. She has nothing to offer me except sex and companionship.
I am stronger, more intellegent, more motivated, better looking, and focused. She is just a girl who laughs at my jokes, but yet, I am here talking on this forum for hours because of her.
All because I have no idea what the fuck to do. I would pay money to see a PHD and get professional help, but for some reason I can't afford it.
I really think I am going to leave this forum because I don't want to be like anyone of your role models.
I think style is a loser, mystery is the biggest loser. Hypnotica works on strippers. David D. is O.K. But he talks a lot about staying out of the LJBF zone. David D. helped me a lot though. Style helped me with routins like the cube. Mystery is an example of what you end up being if you have no family structure. Thank GOD I was not as fucked up as him.
Well I don't know what I am saying anymore. I just think that all of you are influenced by people who I don't want to be like, and I think that is the reason why I am in this mess in the first place.
I think that if I stayed away from PUA and got help elsewhere I might not have to de learn all the tricks. Maybe I would just be O.K. with being in the friend zone. Maybe I would be better off.
I don't know, but I am greatful for everything I was taught by the PUA lifestyle, but I think it is better for me if I stay away from this website. There is too much negativity followed by bad advice here. I don't trust you. I am sorry.
Goodbye.
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