I first learnt about the game around one year ago, a guy introduced me to 'the game' book from a dating website...

So my Journey started like most of you guys out there i guess, reading and gaining knowledge as much as humanly possible. I started taking small step's to 'mastering this game' I started with canned opener's, lines, i started correcting my body language, i stopped looking down, and stopped saying 'sorry' I became obsessed with the game, i would talk about it to my friends 24/7 they would get bored and say talk about something else, i couldn't understand how if all this power and knowledge is out there to gain for goodness, why not embedded it into my system and become a 'ladies man' which iv always dreamed of from a very early age.

At school i was what you would call an 'outcast' dips and dabs of bullying came my way, low self-esteem, i had issues with learning, i never tryed as hard as i could i was always the 'nice guy' to woman .... which looking back... jesus....

Anyway after 1 year of game i haven't had a lay, or any SOLID progression if anything my head is so filled with junk i don't know where to start. I find my self wanting to talk or act different to how i would, but because i hang around with people iv known for year's it isn't easy, it's gonna be totally out of 'character' for me.

Iv never dated a woman in my life (age 21) I wouldn't say i'm ugly or overweight, i wouldn't say i'm 'retarded' like i used to be at school.

But i would say i have a few issues, and the main one hanging around with people who take drugs. I found my self from the age of 17-18 smoking my first Joint, it lead up to other drugs class a. ( no not crack or heroin )

I find my self smoking weed pretty much everyday, it's hard to break away wen it's always in front of you, i have not smoked any for 3 day's and I'm starting to slowly get back to reality and realize that shit ain't even worth the light of day. I know where that path ends and it's in an evil place that i don't want to be part of, I know it's not gonna be easy, especially as i can't just 'fuck my friends off'

It's kinda funny my friends would rather smoke weed and sit in a car, than go out to a pub and try and pull some girl's now there either faggots, to scared, or just so deep down the rabbit hole they don't get 2 fucks. I'm pretty sure there not fags or i wouldn't be sitting next to them.

I'm at a point in my life right now where i don't know what to do, i can either write down a whole bunch of pre-scripted material about my life, learn it off until its 'canned' and go try my luck with woman, or i can just go natural. I find going in natural is very unstable for myself as I'm quivering like a little girl. But yet again pre-scripted stuff isn't going to help me since i have no real DHV stories in my life, or any pre-selection stories either.

There are thing's i wanna change about my self:

Stop smoking green
Sort out my game to a higher level so i can be happy with my success with woman.

2 simple thing's that seem like a massive struggle and battle.

I could go into detail about everything in my game i need to improve, but honestly i have no idea where to start or how to start.

How do i get out of this rut guys?

Manic.

ok, i will help you realize a few things, alot of the stuff that pua's teach and put in your mind is random bull shit that is hit or miss. BUT, there is a bunch of stuff that is good, such as being confident, interesting, looking interesting, knowing some good kino techniques, and knowing when a female is interested in you. Now listen up, what you should do is take some of the things you learned and just incorporate it to your game. Screw the "follow direction 1-10" Be natural, but aware of whats going on, and what signals you are giving off. Trust me it will help you with not just your life with women, but life overall. And for fucks sake stop worrying about blah blah im a virgin blah blah never had a serious relationship. Who gives a fuck as long as you know your bettering yourself. Remember Getting pussy is easy and possible AT ANY MOMENT. DONT PUT IT ON A PEDASTOL. Start going out in small steps, and preferably with people, and even more preferably female friends. Remember this is ABSOLUTELY key, there are prolly 3 ways to look at going out clubbin ,drinking, or any social environment, and that is either you go out not expecting anything, and w/e comes and happens , happens. You'll be happier at the end of the night, and Personally thats what i do. Or you can go out for pussy, have it on a pedastol, and Feel like a absolute ass if or when u fail. Or you can go out trying sets and trying to meet as many people as you can, in a polite and interesting way. I love to do that as well, depends if im in a hunting mood or not ^_^. Dont forget , when trying to make your personality good, try to match your phsyical exterior to the best possible way you can. By the way i have so much more i could propably tell you, where do you live? maybe at some point i would give a free lesson to you depending how far you are.

Another thing. . . you are the product you are around. If you hang with a bunch of people that you dont want to be, you are going to be what you dont want to be. If you want to be PUA, hang out with those types of people. A perfect place to start is the chat in here. Also getting a friend who is ALSO in this like you are, will help WONDERS, also google your area for any local lairs. . . if none are around. Start one.

email: danniegray@hotmail.com

I'll be glad to give any advice you want, I'm an aspiring Life coach, and right now that sounds like something you may want. My specialties involve life goals and relationships. If you like the first few lessons I give you we can talk about something a little more long term. It never hurts to try, and if someone is offering something free, I know I always took advantage of the free stuff.

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