I've been at this PUA stuff for awhile. In my journey so far, I've managed to mature so far from where I started. I would have never believed that I would be like this if you told me a year ago. Here lately though I've just been making one mistake after another and let me tell you, it's fucking frustrating! Mistakes are just part of the process from what I hear. I'm letting each mistake go, but I'm learning from it. I don't think that the mistakes themselves are the important part though. I think that the frustration resulting from the mistakes is important. The frustration almost feels like a driving force. "I know I can be better than this, I know that I shouldn't have made this mistake." But if I didn't make these mistakes I wouldn't feel compelled to go out and make myself better. So as of tomorrow, I'm making myself better and I'm using every resource I have at my disposal to do it.

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"If you're not living life on the edge, then you're taking up too much space."

Indeed, mistakes are a part of the learning process.

God damn sometimes it's FUCKING hard to swallow because you create an opportunity that you know was fucking on but then you do something stupid that fucks it all up.

As long as you make sure you never to that again, don't blame the girl for it, you should have a healthy mindset and the ability to move on.

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*Justice renders the WEAK his due*
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