I Scoffed when my friend was telling me he was reading a book called 'The Game' to obtain advice on pulling girls, i even laughed at him. It was two weeks later, on a granny cruise with my family that i looked over my bedside to see a book on my brothers night stand...'The Game' by Neil Strauss, Fate? I hope so. I've read half so far and i have never felt so reformed. I Feel so much more confident in myself and my abilities, this is mainly optimism from an over enthusiastic AFC. Heres a little background info on myself.
I don't consider myself bad looking, hell some girl once offered to give me a blow job 'cause i have 'deep eyes'-being a chump i declined and shuffled off out of the bowling alley with my top lip sweat beads (my body's signiature indication that i'm loosing my cool). I learn't a few circus skills which will hopefully come in handy sometime when sarging. I'm also a massive chump i get serious cases of oneitus, hell i've had 3 girls which i've had oneitus for. The last was my ex who funnily enough won 'college queen' not bad eh? nah she's a real prick tease dumped me for being too stoned, i only dated her because she was my best mates sister and i thought a bit of drama would make things hot and feisty. It took me months to get over her. Weird how the tables turned, and now i VOW never to get oneitus for a girl. I have had several opportunities for sex, on two unfortunatly i couldn't get hard, semi hard once a dead fish on the other, and the rest i pussy out. Think i have a mental block making me self concious, much like Extramask i couldn't piss next to guys in clubs, i'm gunna work on that. Might try it in a street someday as people stare at my dropped kegs and hopefully flowing golden shower (wish me luck).
My main flaw is my body, where not flabby or skinny nor toned, i have severe keloid scarring across my shoulders chest and upper back. This was caused by legions and skin infections (and also acne-thankfully this has ceased with medication) I unfortunaly got very ill when i was 16 and had bone issues blah blah blah. I'm hoping there is some way to turn these scars into an interesting and attractive feature about myself, they've held me back too much,its time they payed up.
I have been the male lead Danny Zuko in a musical and i entertain people to get my kicks, so infront of an audience with an alias or alter ego i'm cool, untouchable lets hope BlueCrest will deliver the goods. Thanks for reading i wish you all the best of luck and thank those who will help me in the near future. I'm going to some clubs next week in Nottingham to try some of the bear basics i've picked up from 'The Game' i'll post another thread after.

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They say you can tell alot about a man by what kind of watch he wears, i say what about the man who wears no watch. He has nowhere to be at any particular time.